i don't want to

i don't want to feel sad

don't want to feel depressed

or any kind of negative feeling

Thankyou for making me feel down about myself

thankyou for making me feel like a fool

sorry, i will never ever be with you again

i'll find someone else

who will make me feel better about myself

kurus tak semestinya cantik

gemuk tak semestinya buruk

don't feel so full of yourself!

i came here to study

not to be a miss world

as a fren, u shuldn't make ur own fren feel down/sad about their appearance

i don't know what's on ur mind

that always make me look pathetic in front of everybody else

anyway, may Allah bless ur life :)

our trip to langkawi

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggieee..

haha. been ages heh? =PP

bloggieee. haritu saya dan kawan2 gi langkawi.. besttttt! ^^

btw, program langkawi ni, program terakhir yg sy handle sebagai eksekutif pentadbiran kolej

alhamdulillah, it turns out as a success ^^ gembira sgt bloggie!

and the best thing was, this is our first collaboration with other college from Bangi ;)

nice kan? ^^

alhamdulillah. so, kat atas tu kira big group la lepas habes amazing race langkawi tu.

entahla, xtau nk cite cmne, tengok gamba je aci?

hahahaha. sebab it was too memorable for me <3 and="" bits="" i="" it="" love="" p="" the="" to="">

ni time kitorang melepak kat pantai chenang. ni mmg dah sunburn dah ni. haha =PP

ok. that was the crazy me =PP do not mind that. ahahaha. sometimes i can be a total crazy

especially when i'm with them.. all those crazy people. hak3 =PP

this picture was taken in the cable car. hahaha. gayattttt =PP but, mmg mantap la ^^

even, we met a new boyfriend there. one from argentina, another one from new zealand.

rugi betul xngorat. hehehe.

this looks skema ek? =PP haha. xreti berlakon laaa. hahaha

and so, this is my groupmateee..

from KTDI with love. hehe. i love everyone of them because

they really helped a lot. and of coz an obidient member to me

thanks for everything.

u guys give great cooperation to me as ur leader.

saranghae KTDI ^^

Bengkel merit

Hai bloggieeee..

Alhamdulillah. Selesai dah bengkel merit dekat Ukm Bangi. Memula reluctant nak pergi sbb cam malas. Tapi bila dah pergi, seronok Dan excited ^^

The best part was I met a lot of people and the best thing was everyone is just so funny, entertaining and awesome. Best Sgt ^^ puas hati.. And I feel Soo good :D

OK people. Now focus exam. Lupakan yg lain. Ahahaha :D

Procastination

Menyesal procrastinate :(

Tu je nak cakap.. Huhu @@

Usaha tangga kejayaan

Ahahha. Happy! Finally Berjaya jugak shed off few kg.. Penat ohhh. Hasil gi gym and jogging at least 3 times a week. As well as jaga makan. Sekarang alhamdulillah. Become better.

Tula. Org dah pesan. Kalau stress ubatnya bukan makan. Tapi exercise. Degil lagi. Lepas yg kecewa akibat ditinggalkan. Naik sampai 18kg. Hambek kau! Sekarang slow2 recover. By early Feb kena reach 60kg. Target dgn kwn2. Harap2 bjaye. Aminnn. Way to go Risq! U can do it ^^

Cuteness overload

I miss this cheeky boy sooooo bad. Holiday please come fast so I can hug him and kiss him. I miss you min2 shayang. Maksu will always love u insyaAllah.

Lenovo

Hai bloggie.

My saving goneeee.. Huhu. Sume sebab phone mngamuk beberapa hair and menyebabkan aku TERPAKSA beli phone baru. Aahahaa. Terpaksa tau. Bkn sengaja ^^

And therefore here I am using lenovo phone yg p series. I choose this bcoz dia ade lifelong battery life span. 4000mAh. Suke gile. Guns bnyak internet pon mcm xgerak je bateri dia. Hehhe. I din regret buying phone for the very first time even I lost my saving. Huhu. Takpe. Cuti nanti Ai g keje. Hehehehe. Okla. Good morning bloggie. Time to get ready for a new day. InsyaAllah everything will be better today. Amin. ;)

jodoh pasti bertemu

ahah! ok. dah kenapa risq nak jiwang2 ni =_="

ahahaha. zura la bagi aku dengar lagu ni.. sengal! habes melekat..

ok. risq memang jiwang. sensitif. emotional.

hah! ape lagi. ape lagi =PPP

Andai engkau tahu betapa ku mencinta

Selalu menjadikanmu isi dalam doaku

Ku tahu tak mudah menjadi yang kau pinta

Ku pasrahkan hatiku, takdir kan menjawabnya

Jika aku bukan jalanmu

Ku berhenti mengharapkanmu

Jika aku memang tercipta untukmu

Ku kan memilikimu, jodoh pasti bertemu

basically lagu ni dok ulang2 2 rangkap ni je kan..

hehe. tapi memang itu la isi yang dia nak sampaikan betul tak? ^^

betul lah. no matter what pon, kalau Allah kata tu bukan jodoh kita

buat lah ape pon.. bercinta la bagai nak rak pon, 5 tahun? 4 tahun? 10 tahun?

kalau mmg bukan dia orgnya, maka bukanlah..

sebab tu, urusan jodoh ni, aku serahkan pada Allah.. pada Dia yg mencipta

sebab aku percaya pilihan Dia adalah yg tepat utk aku

pilihan Dia adalah yg terbaik utk aku.

sebab tu, daripada mencari dan memikir banyak2

aku pilih utk berubah menjadi lebih baik, dan memohon kepadanya

sebab, kalau dulu aku mmg teringin nak rasa perasaan disayangi

mcm mana di sayangi tu, tapi bila bercinta ni, kesannya adalah hati tak tenang!

serious cakap.. hati sentiasa gundah, asyik memikir dan terfikir

cukupla pengalaman lalu mengajar aku menjadi someone yg berhati2 bila dgn lelaki

aku cite kat abg aku ape2 yg jadi..

aku cite kat family kalau aku nak kwn ngan sesape pon

or kalau ade org nak kawan dgn aku. sbb sekurang2nya diorg tahu apa jadi dgn aku

diorg tahu ape jadi, and kalau aku jadi ape2 ke. diorg tahu.

sebab tu, kalau org nk berkenalan ke apa

pada aku kne ada sesi taaruf, biar dengan family lagi senang

jadi ke xjadi tu belakang kira.

sebab, yg penting, tgk kesungguhan dia nak jumpa family kita

kalau betul dia bersungguh, and kalau betul insyaAllah dia jodoh kita

pasti tak kemana kan?

pengalaman memang mengajar, 2 kali.. walau bagi org lain

alah! 2 kali.. ape je ko tahu.

heyyy. haha! it's painful to learn it this way okeh? tapi seriously.. belajar!

and now, i won't entertain any nonsense anymore.

biarlah Allah yg tentukan. dan biarlah segalanya Allah permudahkan

bukan utk aku je, tapi utk semua org insyaAllah..

cukuplah dengan semua zaman jahiliyyah ni semua.

kali kedua aku bagi peluang pada diri aku pon sebab org tu nak serious

tapi, aku pulak yang takut. and rasa paranoid.

tapi good thing is, aku xentertain org yg xserious la kan?

at least, dia bagitahu niat dia nak cari pasangan.. bkn nak bercinta.

and alhamdulillah, from that point baru tersedar that i'm entering a zone

where i need to focus on improving myself

before i met someone..

Oh Allah, please, ease our journey.. I believe in you :)

p/s: jodoh pasti bertemu