reflection of the day..

u wouldn't know what will happen in ur life next!

seriously..siapa yg boleh imagine bad things will happen.sume org nk happy ending kn

but then,after all..

DESTINY is still DESTINY

i'm totally mixed up.dada ni berbuku sgt3..

nak nanges..tapi,entah knp air mata xnk keluar :'(

kalau sedih dpt menangis..takpe jugak,at least..rase LEGA

bile ur emotion mcm tlalu mixed up..and u don't even know what to do..

perasaan tu jd sgt3 CONFUSED =_="

bile reflect ape yg aku buat semalam,mungkin adela beberapa bnde yg salah kn

smpai Allah uji tahap kesabaran.tahap ketabahan

which i can say at my limit.tapi at least all of us learn a lot!

TERTINGGAL bas.suppose bus gerak pkol 5.30pm

ktorg mmg da kluar awl2,tapi kelibat bas tu xnmpk la plak.

but then,tunggu la smpai 6.10pm,mmg sure2 xde.

call driver bas,ckp bas dah gerak 5 something which is not at 5.30pm!

have u ever wonder,kepenatan dr pagi xhlg lagi

and,anda ditinggalkan di tmpt,anda xtawu..

UKM BANGI.aku rse spnjg jd student UKM

the only time aku g sne,mase orientation

sooo.what to expect? nk naek bus ape? ktm kat mne?

naseb ade sorg kakak ni tlg..

adek2 tunggu kat sini.bas slalu dtg stiap 1/2 hour.

last bus pkol 7mlm.nanti dye bwk g ktm station.

amek bus 6K/6Z ok? (ok..what's that??)

tunggu la.smpai da dkt2 6.40ptg,xde bus sketul pon lalu.

tnye lagi org.skali drg ckp bas xlalu kat situ,sbb nk kosongkn trafic utk pesta konvo

what?? walking again to RAHIM KAJAI kolej.

tunggu dpn tu,by almost 7,ade bus.

air cond ok,tapi corong kat tmpt aku+sue duduk bocor.

xyah kire bape kali air dye menitik atas baju+beg..

smpai ktm station,kami amek yg g kl sentral.

Ya Allah.kalau la ktm tu laju xpe la jugak kn.lambat sgt =_="

maghrib xsolat lagi.smpai2 kl sentral,rush g solat..

and,everything went ok.naek monorail to chow kit..

and.by 9.30pm,kami smpai rumah kat plaza RAH.

which,we have to walk A LOT! perlu ke aku state brape kali?=_="

the thing is.sepanjang jln,aku cube reflect diri sendiri.

what have i done.whether tindakan aku btol atau salah.

ade ke aku saketkan hati siapa2..and i do apologize 4 everything.

aku cube utk senyum,tapi aku rase sgt3 fake.

entah knp air mata ni kebal sgt nk turun.aku jd sgt heartless.

sbb aku xtawu nk identify,aku sedih?ataupun geram? atau marah?

tapi,lesson learn the HARD way.
shakirah ckp..mcm2 sgt,comfortkn balek diri yg tgh lost

Allah turunkan ujian utk hambanya

sebab DIA sygkan hamba-hambaNYA

jadi.kenapa nk SEDIH kalau Allah SAYANG kita?^_^

dan.itulah yg buatkan aku kuat spnjg jalan smlm.
sue tegur.pelik tgk risq.tak penah nmpk risq cmni.hehe.
minum air smbey tmenung jauh,macam nk tembus monorail.
hahahahaha ^_^
kire aci la kn aku xnanges! kire aku masih MEDIC RANGERS!~
kuat! kental! n xputus smngat..ngee ^_^
hidup MEDIC RANGERS!
ingt taw.jgn SEDIH2 kalau ditimpa DUGAAN
sbb,ade org SAYANG kita sgt3..ngee ^_^

there can be miracles.when you believe.

though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

who knows what miracle u can achieve

when you believe,somehow you will

you will.when you BELIEVE ^_^

ke'sengetan' melampau

rasenye hari ni adela dlm 7/8 kali call mak+bapak
hahahahaha =P
senget sungguh la cik risq sowg ni =_="

xtawla nape ngn hari ni
gundah..gulana..cuak..segala bagai perasaan wujud
xtentu arah =_="

rase mcm 1st tym nk masok skolah rendah dolu2.hahaha =P
nasebla mummy+daddy memahami ank drg nih
mak gelak je dgr uyah ckp uyah cuak
baju utk skolah esk dah gosok
beg skolah da siap kemas
brg2 nk pkai sume dah kemas
smpai xtawu ape lg nk bwk esok..

mak perli..kamu ni dah doploh tahun
mcm nk masok skolah rndh je gaye..wakakakaka ^_^
nak kate tlebey EXCITED xjugak.
mungkin tlebey cuak kot
haishhh..mcm2 la anak dara encyk mustafa ni =P

and.utk xrase tense sgt,kite try buat soalan CORE MATHS yek
esok2 dah start kne bce nota biology comel
kne suke gak.xbleh nk skip =P
mummy..rindu la..kan ke best kalau mummy ade kat cnie
tgk uyah g skolah utk 1st day ^_^
mesti mak prepare mcm2 kn utk uyah..
rase mcm xnk letak tepon je td..kalau xingt kdt,haishhhh =_="

eh.eh.zaman bile lak ko g skolah ni risq??:P
esok 1st semester ok..be a GROWN UP gurl
oppssieeee..not gurl tp LADY..haha..
wish me all the best tomorrow everyone ^_^

p/s: esok kne pass kn lab coat knk2 ni sume
so,ade adegan cik risq mencapub kat dpn..tu pon antra sbb2 nk cuak..
haha :P

beg comel yg bakal menemaniku spnjg 1st year ni ^_^
teddy kecik tu,along kasik hadiah mase form 5
tym kat samura,last day of spm..till now smpn lg..comel kn ^_^

israk&mikraj

dah nk 27 rejab kn.

elok2 nya org kate puase hari ni+esok

insyaALLAH..

same2lah hayati keagungan hari israk&mikraj nih

banyak perkara yg berlaku.menunjukkan betapa tingginya martabat ISLAM

mukjizat dr ALLAH..

kepercayaan kita terhadap sejarah2 ISLAM itu sendiri..

dan.hari ni mari kita blaja untuk mengawal marah

..marah dan kesabaran..

"org yg plg gagah perkasa di antara kamu semua ialah org yg dpt mengawal nafsunya pada waktu marah & org yg TERSABAR di antara kamu semua adalah, org yg suka memaafkan kesalahan org lain padahal sebenarnya ada kuasa utk membalasnya kembali"

insyaALLAH.

setiap kebaikan.setiap kesabaran.dibalas dgn kebaikan&ganjaran yg baik

setiap hasad dengki.setiap kejahatan.biarlah ALLAH yg tentukan balasannya.

seandainya ada org berniat utk mengganggu gugah perasaanmu

mengganggu gugat ketenangan jiwamu

berselawatlah.beristighfarlah.

"astaghfirullah hal 'azim.subhanallah.alhamdulillah.allahuakbar"

hanya dgn mengingati ALLAH,jiwamu akan tng..

carilah ketenangan bersamaNYA..

aku mohon padamu YA ALLAH..

moga aku semakin kuat.semakin gagah.semakin gembira

hari demi hari

akan ku pupuk cintaku padaMU YA Rabbi..

.a brand new design.

welcome to my blog ^_^

haha..with a new design..although just a simple one..

but i hope,it gives a new energy into my life..

stop being a crying baby..

and,starting to be a tough little lady..

who is going to fight for her dream..as a medical doctor..

during my matriculation..

abez,pa'a,wan..sure know..how i am..

they are my roomates..

i always changed my stuff..i will redesign my place..

(suke2 je tukar2 meja,kerusi,segala bagai =P)

but, that is my style..

i need changes..i need to rebuild myself..

seems like,it's going to be few days before i start my new semester..

so..

say HELLO to ur new life..

say HELLO to ur new buddy..

say HELLO to ur new batch..

and..WAIT for me my dearest 2nd year buddy..

as ur JUNIOR..

love has no boundaries..

kasih syg..L.O.V.E..

it has NO boundaries..

it's easy to love somebody..

but to forget someone we loved..is IMPOSSIBLE!

lihatlah keajaiban..even binatang pon ade kasih syg..

walau lama terpisah..

that lion still remember its guardian..

About this story:

1969,John Randall&Ace Berg saw a lion cubs for sale in Harrods.

Cramped&lonely in a small cage.

So, they decided to bring it home

A local vicar allowed them to exercise the cub

now named Christian,in the church grounds but..

he quickly became too big for their flat

The only thing they could do was to try to reintroduce him to Africa

which they managed to do

A year later......

they wanted to visit him but were told that he was the head of his own pride

and as such was completely wild and would not remembered them

Undaunted, they went away to see him..

After many hours of looking for the pride..

what happen when they met the wild lion..

the wild lion run very fast towards them..

he was very excited meeting them..he hug them..kissed them..

he even introduce them to his wife..

as for me! this is a very very TOUCHING! WONDERFUL story..

a love..between a guardian and their animal..

love..

when u love someone..u will always hope..

that they will always happy..

no matter what..even if u have to sacrifice..

by looking them from far away..

u already smile..

it's the POWER OF LOVE! ^_^

.midnite muvie.

THE KARATE KID-30062010

10.20pm-12.40pm GSC Dataran Pahlawan..

u wouldn't have imagine

haha.xsgke.i am going out with my dady+mummy+abg cik

watching a midnite muvie..

i was just joking at 1st..

but my dad.take it seriously..

for such a long time.they've never step into a cinema.

and for me.this is my first midnite muvie!

and.my dad+mum did have a chance sitting together.haha

just like a loving couple! i likeee.. ^_^

and.i sit beside my bro.eating LARGE popcorn+mineral water

i really2 like the moment..

KARATE KID! a wonderful story.

maybe u can already predict the plot.

but! there's a lott of input u can learn..

strive for excellent! never give up! and.determination

"sometimes life may failed u.but,u urself can choose.either to wake up and fight or be down.and regretting all ur past life"

and i choose! to wake up! and FIGHT!

and i know.if Dre can do it.

i can do it as well..

way to go gurl.. ^_^

siang chi bunuh diri??

betul ke x ape yg aku dgr?? =_="

huhu..bru je dok ulang tyg tgk cite WINTER SONATA nih..

xsgke plak..one of the hero dlm cite ni bunuh diri..iskk

dia dikatakan menggantung diri

gne wayar charger handset dye..

org jmpe dye tgantung kat rumah..

polis still siasat kejadian tu..

tapi,siang chi ni ade call femili dye ckp i'm sorry..i'm sorry..

and ayh dye pon ade saket kanser perut..

tapi kenapa?? knp kne buat mcm tu..awk sgt comel

dahla bru 33 :'(

takpela..mgkin awk xsgup hadapi cabaran dunia..

to siang chi a.k.a park yong-ha

may u rest in peace..

kwn2..jgn amek tindakan suke suki cmni taw

stiap problem,mesti ade solution

even amek mse yg lame.atau mse yg kejap

as time goes by..insyaALLAH,ur pain will heal..

bunuh diri..mmgla hlg dr masalah..xde jmpe ape2 probs dah

tapi..

ape korg nk jwb dgn Yang MAHA ESA??

hadapilah cabaran dgn GAGAH..walau diri tu LEMAH sgt2..

sbb ALLAH xkn uji hambanya yg xkuat..

emosi

FAKE IT TILL U MAKE IT

(thanks to hlovate + my dear sbb pinjamkn quote ini)

sometimes.kite perlu berpura2 kn

pura2 kuat walaupun sbnrnye kat dlm mcm nk runtuh

pura2 gembira walaupun sbnrnye dlm hati mcm nk banjir

pura2 sihat..walaupun diri ini sakit

and.i choose the BEST time utk emo kali ni..haha ^_^

tgh2 ujan lebat..

tgh2 sume org tido..

tgh2 rumah ni sunyi sepi..and yg hanya ada..

lampu+music+my lappy

and i know! ALLAH ade.w'pun ssh/sng..

i will never forget u..

because,u never forget me..

u always accept me for what i am..

winter sonata...

winter sonata- year 2002

i still remember! this is the 1st korean drama yg bwt my heart melt sgt2..

and disebabkan this story

sy mule minat korean drama..

sy mule minat everything about korea

(ade sape2 nk bwk sy g korea x?? hehe..)

ohh! Jiang jun Xiang..Cheng U jin..

i love u guys..

sronok ulang tayang cite ni dari semalam..using the CD! ^_^

watak2 dlm cite nih..

..jun xiang,u-jin,siang chi,chai ling..

this is the very BEST part..sronoknye berCHENTA mcm ni kn kn :D

sweeeeeettt ^_^ malu2..haha

perfect couple!^_^ nk jun xiang yg comel ituuu @_@

even kamu dah tuwe pon..even ramai lelaki ensem yg lain pon

hati sy ttp pd kamu jun xiang..ahakssss!!~ =P

and..

some things that i've learnt from this story..

sme mcm sweet sour..penambahan ilmu la ni ^_^

jgn TAKUT untuk kehilangan someone that u love

when u afraid,u tend to act like a different person..

u try to act,cube utk jd org lain.cube utk jd perfect sgt2..

and sometimes..u cheated..sbb xnk org lain dekati org yg kamu sygi

sdgkan..

the person itself.love u the way u are.

and not because u r someone else..

feeling..love..is something yg dtg sgt NATURALLY

bkn dipaksa..bkn diminta..

just be urself..and act the way u r..

jika ditakdirkan kamu berpisah dgn dia..

doakan kebahagiaan dia..jgn salahkan takdir..

u shud be GLAD sbb u have the chance..to love and to be love by someone

and if and only if

ur meant to be together..

satu hari nanti..u'll meet them again

just have FAITH..

sbb only HE knows..

PEREMPUAN..we ussually tend utk salahkan org lain

when our love is not getting well

contohnya..chai ling..salahkan u-jinn bile min xiang tersuka u-jinn

it's not his fault! dan juge bkn slh u-jinn

it is meant to be that way..

sbb takdir tetapkan begitu..

min xiang sygkan chai ling..tp chai ling tipu dye bnyk kali

and he couldn't love her..

chai ling cube utk jd org lain..sbb takut dgn byg2 sndiri..

takut min xiang suke u-jinn mcm mane jun xiang suke u-jinn dlu

kalau she just act normally..maybe things will turned out well

mungkin satu masa dulu min xiang pernah syg chai ling..

he care! he love! he really do..

tapi as i said dlm post dlu..

people's do CHANGE! and love slalu ade ups and down..

hakikat itu yg xsume org blh terima..sdgkn itu adelah sifat manusia

cume satu je cinta abadi..CINTA DIA! ^_^

jadi..yg sebenarnya..apa yg boleh kita buat adalah..

LOOK into urself..

find ur own strength..find ur old self

jadi diri sndiri..sbb,if the person love u..

he/she will love u the way u r..

the way u act..the way u move..the way u dress

the way u smile..the way u talk..

everything..he/she will accept u..

because he/she fell in love with u..not other person..

baiki diri sendiri..and make sure

when u have the chance to be in love again

u won't repeat the same mistakes..again n again..

gewdluck in ur relationship everyone..

learn from ur mistakes..and make ur life the best!!~ ^_^

.dearest buddy line.

ermm.got a call from prof.shahrir today

i'm so sorry prof! sorry for not being a good buddy

as i promise..NO MORE after this!

thanks for asking my condition as well..

i'll always refer to u if i've problem after this.i promise!

i won't let my buddy line down AGAIN! ^_^

my super-super buddy! ^_^ PROF.SHAHRIR

kak aishah.my 4th year buddy..

ade agy sorg,kak siti ann.tapi xde gambar dye..

kak ijan..buddy 3rd year ^_^

kepada sume buddy line risq.

thank u sgt2,sbb CARE+CONCERN for me.

thank u sbb call.thank u sbb msg.thank u sbb bg SEMANGAT!

risq mintak maaf sgt2 sbb buat buddy line kite jd lopong utk 1 year

xde buddy bru tawun dpn

and.risq janji.JANJI sgt2

i'll make my buddy line PROUD.

as well as my family,my doctor,my friend

i'll make u PROUD of me.

may ALLAH bless all my buddy.

I LOVE U ALL!! ^_^

.serabut.

cute x dis picta?? *thankyou mr.google* ^_^

ohh! bile anda mule xtahu nk start dari mane

anda akn mule SERABUT!

i just don't know how + when to start my work.

everything got soooo MIXED UP!

need a PLAN! to manage all the KESERABUTAN

ahahaha.

sume bende yg berkaitan dgn SERABUT sume kne CAPS LOCK =P

ape pon,slagi bnafas,make full use of the DAY!

sbb bile hari dah berlalu xboleh nk putar balek mase.

and bile perkara dah berlalu,yg blh dibuat hanyalah MENGENANG

sbb utk kembali ke mase silam

mmg IMPOSSIBLE

unless.kita ade mesin DORAEMON.

hehehehe ^_^

p/s: wish i have mesin mase DORAEMON @_@

kan ke best kalau mcm tu.hahaha

daddy..u r my EVERYTHING!

my dear daddy!
MOHAMED MUSTAFA BIN ABDUL AZIZ

20062010-sunday

HAPPY FATHER's DAY!

he didn't tell me how to lived, and let me watch him do it

the best quote i can take! daddy,ur my everything

mase uyah kecik2 dlu,tiap2 mlm,bpk mesti cite kat uyah

kdg2 bpk ngantuk,tapi bpk still cite jugak

sbb xnk hampakan ank bpk yg kecik ni ^_^

the best is mase bpk cite psl sang kancil + cite firaun

smpai skrg yah xleh lupe,bapak tersasul

FIRAUN tinggal dlm STOR! hahaha

pdhl mse tu nk ckp dlm istana

yah sgt hargai usaha bpk nk gembirakan uyah w'pun bpk penat =)

bpk slalu bwk yah jalan2 naek motor vespa

biarpun kwn2 slalu ejek uyah sbb naek motor katak

yah xkesah,sbb drg xtahu,naek moto tu BEST!

ur hardship nk besarkan uyah.

to make me into somebody

i know we're not from RICH family.

bpk keje cikgu mse siang.mlm2 kdg2 bpk jd guard

bapak buat sume bnde sendiri.yah slalu nmpk bpk penat.

tapi bpk buat jugak sbb tkot ktorg xdpt ape ktorg nk

bpk slalu ajar yah jgn membazir

kalau yah xhbes mkn,walau kenyang mcm mane pon

bpk ttp akan mkn.sbb dlu bpk susah

nk dpt mkn pon ssh,kdg2 mknan basi pon kne bsh balik

sbb xde mknan sgt.

tapi uyah degil mse tu,yah slalu xdgr,suka MEMBAZIR

dlu kita pkai kereta buruk sgt

bunyi kereta tu kuat.mcm kapal terbang

kdg2 orang pandang kita hina,yah xkesah

sbb tu je yg kita mampu kn.org hina kita kate tayar mcm nk tcabut la

kalau jual besi buruk xlaku la.

tapi mak+bpk diam je.

uyah slalu dpt peksa no.1 dlu2.

kwn2 slalu tyg kat uyah,drg dpt mcm2.uyah sedih kdg2

uyah pon nk hadiah.drg dpt nombor 3 pon dpt hadiah

yah mintak hadiah kat bpk.tapi slalu bpk kate sabar la.

uyah nangis.sbb uyah xfaham

mase uyah dajah 5

uyah nk sgt keyboard nk main lagu.sbb uyah ahli koir skolah.

lame sgt uyah mintak

tapi slalu xdpt.tibe2 satu hari uyah balek skolah

bapak suh uyah bukak kete.

uyah terkejut sgt mase tu.bapak beli keyboard.

tak tahu brape harga masa tu.bpk beli sbb uyah dpt 5A UPSR

uyah gembira sgt! uyah tros main.

and bpk tahu tak.smpai skrg uyah jge keyboard tu.uyah bangge!

mase PMR,bpk belikan uyah CD winter sonata

nk tahu bpe lame yah tunggu? 4 tahun..tapi akhirnya bpk bagi

yah xkesah tunggu lame.sbb yah tahu yah xblh harap tinggi2

tapi apa pun kn,walaupun yah xslalu dpt ape yah nk

tapi yah tahu seboleh mungkin bpk akn tunaikan permintaan uyah

uyah nk mkn durian ke,rambutan ke

bapak slalu beli.bapak slalu tunaikan

tapi uyah? uyah xreti bersyukur. entah kenapa yah buat bpk menangis.

yah tahu bpk sedih yah xperform mase spm.

bpk suruh yah blaja rajin2 mse matrix

yah b'usaha sungguh2,sbb yah xnk tgk mak+bpk sedih

yah berjaya.yah dpt 4flat.

mase uyah dpt degree medic,bapakla org yg plg suka!

yah tahu.walaupun bukan minat uyah sgt

uyah xkesah berkorban.uyah cube suka medic

padahal,uyah suke sgt math.yah dpt twrn bwt degree math kat UK

tapi yah tpakse tolak,sbb sume harapkan uyah.

tapi lame2 yah suka medic.

cume mase yah suke,ianya dah terlewat.

tapi skali lagi yah buat bpk sedih kn.yah kne repeat year

yah xdgr bpk ckp.yah gilekan dia.

yah kejar cinta uyah.sdgkan jasa bpk uyah xbalas lagi

yah tahu bpk sedih sgt.

tapi slh uyah.uyah janji pak,pasni uyah xnk bg bpk sedih lagi

uyah janji,uyah akn jd doctor yg baek

uyah janji uyah akn buat bpk bangge

uyah akn buat degree dgn baik.slagi yah xbalas jasa bpk+mak

slagi tu yah akn tahan diri yah dr syg siapa2

sbb yah xnk kne tinggal lagi

sbb yah xnk bpk tgk yah menangis sbb org lain

yah xnk bpk tgk uyah jd xbetul.sdgkan bpk+mak lahirkan uyah

bkn utk menangis sbb org lain.

bpk tahu,uyah sgt low self esteem

dlu uyah bangge dgn diri yah.dr kecik.

tapi sume org slalu kutuk uyah.slalu perli uyah

uyah tahu uyah pendek,uyah tahu uyah xcerah

tapi xsepatutnya uyah dihina kn.uyah ade gentik mak+bpk

mak kecik,bpk kulit gelap.jadi kalau bkn yah yg jd cmtu

siapa lagi kn

uyah BANGGE pak,uyah BANGGE jd ank mak+bpk

i'm proud to be ur DAUGHTER!

xsume ayah mcm bpk.

bpk yg jd cikgu.askar.guard.keje kapal.keje kedai

ape je yg bpk xbuat? ape je yg bpk xbuat utk besarkan kami?

tapi skrg.hidup kita dah stabil sikit kn

kite ade kereta cantik.

w'pun rumah kita biasa2.w'pun org masih perli2 kita

bpk dah jd LECTURER kn.bapak dah jd somebody

sbb bpk xpernah henti doakan kami.doakan keluarga kita

kdg2 kita sempit.rezeki kita tersekat

tapi bpk xmengeluh.

and yah nk bpk tahu.i'm here with u.no matter what

i'm strong because ur my daddy!

i'm strong because ur my hero!

i just can't imagine my life without u

bapak tolong yah kemas umah td.

yg mane yah xlarat,bpk tolong.w'pun bpk demam.

mane yah nk cri ganti bpk?

without u,what will happen to my life?

bpk,will i ever meet somebody like u?

love me as what i am? love me because i am me.

ade x org yg baek mcm bpk kat luar sne..

bapak.slame 20 years bpk jd bpk uyah

uyah nk ckp time kaseh sgt2,sbb ur the best!

ur words.ur motivation.ur anger.ur kindness.

everything.thanks a lot daddy!

and till the end of my life

i'll be ur BABY ^_^

i LOVE YOU so much DAD!

grown up ^_^

19062010-sabtu

kalau nk diikutkan,dah genap 4 minggu hari ni

still.ingatan itu dtg menerpa.siyes!@_@

kdg2 wonder,where on EARTH la dia skrg kn?

kdg2 wonder,siyes ke ape yg jd skrg ni?

i'm not with my fwen,my life mcm tunggang langgang segala bagai

tipu kalau xrase sedih

sape xsedih,kwn2 blaja,kita kat rumah,duduk je

even study pon,xsame dgn pegi kelas dgn kwn2

esok dah AHAD! mak+ayah akan start keje dah next week

and again HOME ALONE!

boleh x,kalau xnk kne tinggal

rase SERIK sgt,tkot sgt kne tinggal lagi

knp susah sgt utk jadi KUAT?? dlm diri ni mcm bertelingkah

tapi diri ni yakin

ALLAH ade rencana tersendiri.yakin dgn apa yg ditentukan

tapi slalu sgt mengeluh.

slalu sgt menangis

sdgkan tu bkn jalan penyelesaian

kalaula dia tahu kn.

i'm sure dia mmg tahu pun :)

wherever u r right now.whatever ur doing right now

i want u to be happy! strong! and stay healthy

jgn lupe bgn pg mcm slalu.jgn slalu liat nk bgn

jgn mkn bnyk sgt,nanti pewot kamu penuh

jage ibu+akak+abah+adik baek2

syg ibu slalu.sbb ibu awk syg awk.saya tahu tu

hargai apa yg awk ada skrg

dan last skali,hidup dgn baek!

kurangkan marah2 ok...

and..

saya nk awk tahu,sy BAEK!

kdg2 sy sedih.sy mimpi kamu.tapi sy fikir positif

sy tahu sume dah berlalu

tapi smpai bila2 sy xkan lupekan awk

tapi sy akn slalu ajar diri sy

jadi kuat.jadi perempuan yg bermaruah.

last..

sy rindu ayat2 kelakar kamu

sy rindu awk yg matang

sy rindu awk yg kdg2 mcm bdk kecik

sy rindu nk begadow dgn awk

sy rindu nk berbahas dgn awk

sy rindu ayt diktator awk bila suruh sy buat apa2

sy rindu kata2 manis awk

sy rindu nk dgr awk bebel

sy rindu awk yg pernah menangis

everything about u.

I MISSED YOU.

.quote dari mila.

16062010 : 11.52pm

mila hantar mesej kat phone.

ayat yg diberi sgt TOUCHED! jadi ingin post dlm blog ni.

thank u syg. awk pon kene kuat taw! ^_^

Berjalanlah dgn penuh harapan

walau hidup tak selalu bahagia

Sedekahkanlah satu senyuman

walau di hatimu tak lagi mampu bertahan

Belajarlah memaafkan walau dirimu terluka

Berhentilah memberikan alasan

walau ingin menyatakan kebenaran

Hiduplah dalam IMAN

walau hari dipenuhi godaan

DAN

Berpeganglah kepada ALLAH

walau dia tak kelihatan

time kaseh kawan! time kaseh sahabat!

time kaseh ALLAH, sebab bagi saya sahabat yg baek!

time kaseh ALLAH sbb bg sy kekuatan

sbb sy tahu, ENGKAU pilih aku

sbb aku adalah org yg mampu bertahan dgn dugaanMU

aku tahu, aku org yg KUAT & TABAH

sbb aku tahu, bukan semua org diberi peluang utk diuji

hanya org yg KAU pilih.dan YA ALLAH.

aku terima semua ini.dengan hati yang penuh KETABAHAN.

dgn hati yang BERSYUKUR.

dgn hati yg MERENDAH DIRI.

.tribute utk levin.

(levin is the guy standing. the "MACHO'est guy in my faculty.hehehe ^_^)

if wanna compare u with the star

i think u r the BRIGHTEST star ever.

hehe.nothing i can say.but a MILLION thanks to u

u just don't know how much i appreciate for what u do for me

when u know bout the results,u called me.

u comfort me.seriously u make me cry

u sent me massage.

a quote of my name.

R - Ragging enthusiasm

I - Intelligent

S - Superb in all ways

Q - Qualities of a great great doctor

i'm soo TOUCHED!

nothing can compare for having u as my friend

THANK YOU soo much

ur support.ur motivation.ur words

i'll keep inside me.and i PROMISE to u.

i'll prove to u n others.i'm going to be such a GREAT doctor.

lyk u said to me. QUITTERS never WIN.

and WINNERS never QUIT!

i'm not shy at all to cry in front of u.

because ur a GREAT friend of mine.

i know u CARE.i know ur such a GOOD friend

i make this entry.to show how GRATEFUL am i

for having u as my fwen.my senior

thanks a LOT! MILLION thanks LEVIN.

and for u.study hard okeh! i'm sure u'll make a GREAT doctor as well.

just promise me one thing.

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER ok!^_^