Friday, April 10, 2015

clinical exam: 16th april 2015

ok. sooo. harini senarai utk clinical exam dah keluar
and. and. doa mak ayah makbul la kot kan
Allah tahu ape yg terbaik utk aku

khamis.
tapi housemate: azura ngan yun dapat hari isnin
shida lak hari jumaat

cuaknyeeeeee...
tapi saya positif, dan akan usaha sungguh2 :) insyaAllah ^^

tadi prof shahrir cakap yang hari khamis, jumaat and sabtu kne hati2
sebab mungkin lecturer garang2 la kot. huhuhu
harapnya semua urusan dipermudahkan
aku yakin lecturer pon taknak failkan student
harapnya, i will be doing good that day
insyaAllah, and graduate as a safe doctor ^^

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

moment of truth

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggieeee

its my day 3 of professional exam
segala perasaan ade. cuak, and the funniest thing was
i thought i am cool, relax, not too stressed up
but, my body experienced its hardest time ever

the morning of  my first exam, i have my OSCE.
know what, i couldn't sleep much that night, but the worst part was
i woke up at 4 am in the morning
having severe stomachache.. bloated stomach
nauseated... gile gile punye nauseated

and so it happens..
lebih dari 5 kali ulang aling toilet, but nothing happen
this exam was the worst experience ever
during study week lagi badan dah experience stress level yg sgt tinggi
kena infected eczema, pastu hemorrhoid.. macam2 la
the morning before exam tu ingatkan dah tak mampu nk pegi exam dah
i have this thought..

Ya Allah, ape yang aku dah buat ya Allah sehingga diduga sebegini
aku ade buat salah ke. kenapa pagi nak exam jadi macam ni
dahla exam paling penting
i remember i was crying badly and was in severe pain
almost macam org nak beranak.hahaha =_="
but then, lepas letak minyak angin, paksa diri tido, paksa diri relaks
pagi tu bangun lewat, pukul 6 baru bangun
pastu pagi tu rasa fresh, takde sakit
terus ucap syukur pada Allah sebab bagi kemudahan
sebabnye, OSCE ade 2 group, and i was in the first group, maksudnya group paling awal
haih laaaa.. alhamdulillah
and so far everything was well up till now..

i hope the next 2 papers will be good too! harapnya lahhh kan. aminnn
tolong doakan ya <3 p="">

i hope the next time i wrote in this blog, i am no longer just risq
but Dr. Risq Atiqah Munirah binti Mohamed Mustafa
amin ya rabbal a'lamin :)

few more days to go..
brace yourself baby ^^