Sunday, August 16, 2015

takut..

takut sgt nak mulakan hidup baruu
what awaits in front.. apa yang akan berlaku..
entah, semuanya macam tak pasti :(

ya Allah, apa patut aku lakukan ye..
should i just sleep and forget everything..
takut nak mulakan hidup sebagai houseman..
esok.. less than 36 hours in fact!

hari isnin tu, bapak cakap nak hantarkan..
tahu bapak excited nak hantar aku pergi keje
tapi kan.. aku nak letak barang sume.. and get ready..
so, kalau anything, aku xperlu call bapak and tunggu..
susah. sebab bapak pon keje..

so, i decide nak drive to work.. tapi cuak gak, guane ni bloggie???

eksited nak keje, eksaited nak berbakti..
tapi takut.. cuakk.. sume ade
rasanya boleh kot tahan makian sume..
bukan tak pernah kena..
kadang2 bila ingat balik, jadi bahan lawak je..
teringat dlu kne stupid, worthless, atrophied brain dengan prof bilkis dulu.. haha
"dont show ur stupid faces in front of me!"

entahlaaaaa...
whatever la kan, cuma harapnya aku takkan jumpe org mcm Dr. N dekat melaka..
belagak, bajet dia hebat gile..
yg lain2 aku boleh tolerate lagi..
help me ya Allah :)

p/s: i am so restless, can't sleep, cuak gileeeeee...
hopefully it will be a good day..

MD (UKM) all over the place.. goodluck guys ^^

How i sum up my beautiful journey.. Starting with 1st year until final year, how i met rosma, ja, my study groupmate mila, gid, and my dear azura. Doing research in ssm with dr asrul, ezri, grace & kak ten. Going for spa interview on feb 2015. Then on result day, when the dean announced our result, taking picture with buddy prof shahrir & beloved prof har. Meeting people in ptm portdickson, working together with group 4. The fact that only 6 of us will be the new ho in melaka really scare me, but i'm grateful to be at home with mum&dad and to have dear komalar by my side. Alhamdulillah..

To those who will start working tomorrow, best of luck buddies! Till we meet again.. InsyaAllah ^^ all the best!

till then.. see u again bloggieeeee :D