Saturday, July 31, 2010

laa.bdk kecik rupenye..

haha.baru la tawu justin bieber ni bdk kecik
xpe2,anda comel! =P
suke lagu ni tibe2..rancak..
nak nak part chorus.. ^_^

You know you love me,I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing

Were just friends, What are you saying
Said theres another, Look right in my eyes
My first love broke my heart for the first time,

And I was like


Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh

I thought youd always be mine mine


For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe, we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And im in pieces, Baby fix me
And just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

Im going down, down, down, dooown

And I just cant believe my first love would be around.


haaa.pastu ulang2 la chorus tu
smpai puas hati..hahahaha =P
i like this song! w'pun mcm lagu kanak2 ribena sket ^_^
ohh,seronok menari2 dgr lagu ni..haha =P tapi sile menari sorg2 ye
kalau jatuh ke hape ke xla malu sgt..lalalala 

dr.BOY vs. dr.GURL

mungkin aku xbkesempatan utk bjumpa dgn bnyk dr.pmpn
tapi,aish! i really had a BAD impression on her
hari ni bwk kete gi klinik.bwk mummy,sbb dia nk test darah
and.so,i decided to be with my mummy inside.
sbb,somehow,maybe i can learn something kan.

but,suprisingly,Allah nk tunjuk kat aku,scenario doc skrg.
mgkin aku xlayak nk ckp,sbb aku xtaw keadaan mcm mane.
aku pon xtawu ape dr tu alami..but 4 me,seorg pelajar yg msh belajar
aku rase aku xlah sebodoh mane utk differentiate which is good which is bad.

1st.aku+mak masok.
NO greetings at all.at least ckpla,ni puan khatizah kn..just to make sure ke.
aku blaja history taking ok! greet ur patient,bile dye masok.
make the patient at EASE.
tu okla lagi.mak komplain la ape yg dye saket kat dr tu.
FINE! kalau ye pon xsignificant ke hape ke.at least show ur RESPECT la.
aku yakin,maybe she's a good teoritical doctor.tapi,patient tu HUMAN.
entahla.mak aku bg history,dia blh XPANDANG! EYE CONTACT xde.
pastu,LANGSUNG..note ye LANGSUNG xde respon pd ape mak ak aku ckp
aku tahan geram dlm tu.aku rase mcm mak aku bahan boneka bcakap je dlm bilik tu
HELLO! ur working.PRIVATE lagi.kalau GOVERNMENT okla,patient ramai
tapi,aku penah je g GOVERNMENT,doc dye lagi lembut

the WORST part,mase nak amek darah dr mak.
my mummy used to takut dgn INJECTION.aku yg dok jauh pon blh nmpk muke mak aku bkerut
no EMPATHY! aku da jmpe bnyk doc.
mesti ckp,jgn takut makcik,sikit je nih..
SENTUHAN dr. kat tgn tu pon blh redakan kegelisahan.
tapi dia.komen salur drh kecik ye.nurse! amek jarum kecik.
itu aje ok! aduh..please dr! is that all what can u say?
kehadiran aku dlm tu mmg surela diIGNORE totally kn.
mak aku yg patient pon kne cmtu.apetah lagi aku yg meneman.
takpela.mungkin satu pengajaran buat aku juga 4 my future.

at the same clinic,aku slalu jumpe dr.laki sorg ni
PERAMAH sgt! w'pun bnde yg bncg dgn dia personal,aku rase,xtakut
xsegan,even dye LELAKI! pcakapan dye pon blh buat aku hlg sakit
itula MAGIC nye seorg doctor.
even,mase ayah teman masok skali.dye greet ayah.siap bsembang
w'pun patient kat luar bnyk.w'pun just 10minit.aku rase BEST sgt!
ni,w'pun 5minit++, aku rase mcm btahun! 

soo.adekah dr.pmpn ni suke EMOSI2? why dlm bnyk2 dr yg aku jumpe
dr.laki je bnyk.and drg xpenah FAIL utk IMPRESS kan aku.
aku xleh ckp bnyk.aku xrase lagi.
tapi,walau mcm mane penat kn.aku rase dr.dah choose path utk jd dr.
EMPATHY! RESPECT! CARE! APPROACHABLE!
nilai2 yg perlu ade.
and.now,aku sebenarnye xHERAN langsung knp mak+ayah xnk jumpe dr.
kalau mcm tu attitude dr.aku yg sihat pon blh tmbh saket
SAKET HATI! aish! 
geram sgt smpai kuar klinik,aku tros cari ayah.
nangis..haha.tahan GERAM kot. @_@

dear friends.dear future doctors.
scenario yg aku nmpk dlm bdg perubatan skrg mcm xsehat.jadi salah siapa?
aku sbg patient xrase dihargai.jadi knp aku perlu cari dr.
kalau drg cume boleh bg ubat? baek aku pegi FARMASI weyh.
sooo.we NEED to CHANGE the scenario..
aku skrg akn cube blaja utk ALERT dgn org sekeliling aku
tapi,kalau aku ade salah.please! tegurla aku.
sbb ni sume utk kebaikan semua org.kebaikan kita b'sama.

p/s:ohh! ampun sbb entry ni sgt EMO! hahaha =P
GERAM tahap king-kong dah ^_^
takpe2..mari tarik nafas...hembus! hoyehhh!~

Friday, July 30, 2010

wah! ^_^

skrg kan..makin ramai kawan2 yg ade blog.
comel gile ^_^
rase mcm dunia blog is much more exciting dr all those chit-chat+fb
sbb,kat sne,terhad sgt ape yg nk ditulis
yg nk di spill out..
tapi..BLOG.lain! and i've started to love blogging sooo much since 2months ago..

sedar xsedar.dah nk dkt 2bulan jugakla.
kat cnie jumpe ramai sgt org..
bile blogwalking..bace entry2 org..rase BEST sgt!
(hopefully korg2 pon ENJOY bace blog ni ^_^ w'pun entry merepek je kdg2.hehe)
kdg2,org cerita tntg kehidupan masing2
tntg pengalaman masing2
tntg study,tntg falsafah hidup..
tntg fakta kehidupan..yg mungkin at 1st,kita pn xtfikir.

mule2 dlu,penah je ade blog,tapi slalu slh faham
rase mcm blog ni tmpt luahan perasaan je lebih =P
tapi sbnrnye,kalau manfaatkan dgn baik..sometimes,ni pon jd medan dakwah
medan berkongsi idea dgn kwn2.
dan somehow,meniupkan semngat agar kwn2 xbputus asa..

"the power of words"
sometimes,tanpa kita sdr,dgn hanya secebis tulisan..(adeke secebis tulisan?)
kita bjaye buat org yg lemah jd kuat
buat org yg sedih..tersengeh2..
buat org yg tgh bace post ni..mengingat2..blog2 yg pnh dye bace
smpai tgelak guling2..smpai menangis tersedu sedan..
tapi.aku pcaye.everyone ade care msg2 dlm writing ^_^

tak kesahla korg tulis pasal ape pon.
yg pntg,when it comes from DEEP of ur heart..
when it sincerely come out from ur heart..
ur post akan jd very3 interesting..
sbb.KEIKHLASAN semasa menulis tu..pasti dirasai oleh org yg membaca
mcm bace novel jugak la ;)

soo.post ni nk wish kawan2 yg bru buat blog..
esp.ad,mar,abez,k.alun,aleza,ain,jah,k.ijan,ezat,shazwan..
and.to my dearest mummy as well.
slamat meng'update' blog2 anda.manfaatkan blog kita bsame ok.
insyaAllah.idea2 dr korg+idea2 dr aku..
akn menjadikan kita insan yg lebih CEMERLANG ^_^

p/s: BAHAGIA je rase.lab repot dpt full marks.
tak sangke! tahneah to us.aimi+risq+tan+zul ^_^

Thursday, July 29, 2010

2 camca besar..

spice up! emotional day..
when u feel like crying..close ur eyes..cry and then..
wipe all tears,because,tears are not a solution..
u need to wake up! and be a strong gurl!
ngeee...

today,pegi membeli belah dgn madi.
sbb rasenye,dah xbleh nk mkn luar..xsgup den hari2 nasik grg..haha =P
dahla skali mkn minimum rm5 =_="
matila kalau stawun mcm tu..

okla..beli mcm2 td.sbb bekalan utk 1 week ^_^
or maybe 2 weeks..
nanti mase 1st week pose kne duduk sorg2 :'(
2nd year sume cuti midsem..sedih kot! xleh byg..tapi,kne jugak byg =P

and.today,masak simple jek.
ayam masak merah+sayur bendi+air limau kasturi
tapi,lepas grg ayam tu..tym alihkan minyak dlm mangkuk.
minyak yg panas itu tumpah kat tgn..huuu =_="
nasebla tgn ni kebal,xde melecur2 or whatever..
yg pntg..lepas tu smbg masak balek ^_^
mak tnye..xde sayur lain ke?? err.sbb sayur tu sedap la mak..
lagipun dah seminggu xmasak =P

blaja bnde bru lagi tntg masakan..
cili kering,kalau buh tlebih bnyk pon xpe,yg pntg mesti garing
sbb kalau cili garing,xterasa sgt pedasnya
w'pun tbubuh bnyk..
bjaye praktikkan hari ni ^_^
p/s: tadi mse keluar dr DK,kak alun cubit pipi..
tembam sgt dah ke pipi aku nih?=_="
tp,thankyou syair sbb kate risq comel..haha..PERASAN habes =P
takpe2,risq DIET pasni..buat senaman pipi lagi ^_^

way of study..

uni life sbnrnye TOTALLY different dr zman2 skolah,matrix..
dlu2,mase mule2 masok UKM,siyesly,aku bce je sume2 bnde..
but then,bile xefektif cara blajar tu,aku rujuk kat mak..
rujuk buddy.rujuk kawan2..

dan.aku rse,way of study skrg,sgt BEST!^_^
eventhough i didn't give much time on study..
tapi alhamdulillah,1hour study skrg = 3hours of study dlu2..
sgt BEST!
ape yg penting skali dlm hidup belajar kat uni ni..
u really have to PAY ATTENTION at class.
don't ever sleep (sile blame aku sbb suke tido dlu..haha =P)
sbb kan..MAGIC WORDS dr lecturers tula sbnrnye yg masok exam
yg set soalan lecturer kita jugak,sooo..
they knows BEST,mane yg penting,mane yg xpenting..

antara ayat2 MAGIC yg dr.2 kat UKM suke gune..
u should know this! i want to highlight this! this is IMPORTANT!
bnde2 cmtula yg masok exam
PLUS.kalau drg ulang bab tu bnyk kali smpai kita jadi faham
maksudnya,dia mmg nk kita dapat concept tu btol2..
tu,insyaAllah kuar essay..heee ^_^

this have been PROVEN.mase reseat paper aritu
part musculoskeletal.w'pun xckp direct.
dr.norzana.saye xkn bocorkan soalan pd kamu ok!
tapi! yg dye dok ulang2 dlm slide tula yg kuar exam aritu
yela.lecturer mane xnk anak murid dye bjaye kn ;)

and.masing2 rasenye ade cara blaja tsendiri..
skrg,aku lebih suke,bace.revise.instead of having notes yg bjela2
sbb.yg pling penting dlm study is UNDERSTANDING!
bkn MEMORISING.memorise tu pntg..
tapi memorise tanpa memahami..mmg OUT! smpai bile2 xkn master.
sbb CONCEPT adelah plg pntg skali..
once u get the CONCEPT! everything will be ok.
macam MATHS.understand the formula.then,bg la soalan ssh mane pon
insyaAllah.it'll be EASY ;)

try ur BEST!
PAY ATTENTION in class.jgn TIDO ok ^_^
setiap MAGIC WORDS tu..sile tanda bintang2 comel bnyk2 ;)
thanks ibu 4 sharing with me..

slamat study everyone! may Allah bless u..

dear daddy..

my beloved daddy!
happy 53rd burfday..may Allah bless u always n always..
may u have a great life.stay healthy.stay happy.and stay smiling
and i want u to know.ur the BEST dad in this whole wide world.
always.and always love you..

tadi hangout dgn abg tam,haha.kuar mlm2 g TS.
erm.abg tam nk merasa tgk muvi 3D! ^_^
and so.kami pon g sme2.BEST! kelakar sgt2,and abg tam gile EXCITED td =P
siap nk pegang2 bnde yg melayang dpn mata.hehe
mase tgh makan sme2 tu,kami call bapak..then,nyanyi lagu..

happy bithday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to bapak..happy birthday to YOU!^_^
we'll always pray for u daddy :D

gamba adelah sgt xjelas :'(
ade yg lain.tapi nmpk mcm HANTU =_=" hahaha..sbb ade mate merah2 :P

but,seriously,i'm JEALOUS with him.
seronoknye jd ENGINEER.dye beli phone baru,siyes lagi BEST dr iPhone.
and he is sooo POYO!
bajet je td.uyah2.cube call abg tam jap
jenuh la..ingtkn caller ringtone baru ke..rupenye tyg phone bru =_="
cess! cess!
haritu tlg dye bwat claim..skali tampal2 resit sgale..tawu x..
rasenye ade la dlm RM60,000++
ade sesape nk jd engineer tibe2 x?? hahaha =P

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

at the age of 19..

knp ye aku masih xmembesar?
this is what i can do at the age of 19 =P
haha.gile sengal..rindunye nk masok ptandingan mewarna mcm dulu2
haha.td,ade assingment suh lukis anything we want
ni utk sesi kaunseling next next week la.
so,i choose my old drawing..mse zman2 aku tadika..

tadaaa..w'pun xcomel,tapi aku suke
sbb nila 1st drawing aku dlu2..mesti ade sume2 ni
gunung nasik lemak.pastu matahari kat tgh2 gunung
ade burung2 terbang.ade sawah padi.ade rumah.ade pokok.
kire mcm nostalgic je la..

hehe.aku suke rumah.sbb aku rindu+sayang family aku
and i choose pemandangan sbb.aku suke sgt gamba pemandangan
suke amek gamba.
tapi,mungkin x kne gelak ngn drg2 sume eh? hahaha=P
kene kesah x pasal sume tu ehh?^_^

andainya aku..

and so today,kami 9 org ade sesi kaunselling ^_^
me+sue+shakira+syeera+ila+zack+aimi+aliff+HAIQAL
(yekkss..instead of dinie nk kenalkan name haiqal..bwekk!! tlg la weyh..haha =P)
rasenye everything went fine.sbb it's not like what i've expected la ^_^
aku dah byg2..sesi ceramah pnjg lebar je td =P

encyk IZWAN..bakal graduate this year 4 his master
a very simple person.smart! lembut! and very gentleman ^_^
sume usha je td..haha.tp 4 sure la dye da kawin =_="
aish! mmg stok2 baek+alim..and a good brother as well.
insyaAllah.we'll be together for this 4 sessions..
berbulan la jugak jmpe nanti.

having fun! and i enjoyed the session.
sbb,4 me,kami sume open.and it's a really good opportunity 4 all of us
untuk baiki diri kami masing2.
the BEST part 4 today..adelah tntg
andainya aku SEEKOR BINATANG..ape yg anda akan pilih??=P
(ngee.haa.pilih2 cpt..pejam mata..bayangkan binatang anda)

dan.aku pilih si ARNAB a.k.a RABBIT yg comel
kenapa???
sbb.kalau tgk rabbit kn..rabbit sgt senyap,xmcm kucing
kucing suke bising2..mengiau..suke melepas merata2
tapi ARNAB.senyap,mcm dlm dunia dia sndiri.
tapi.dia HAPPY sgt2 dlm dunia dia.melompat2.riang ria hari raya =P
and.dye xkacau org pon!

aku nk jd mcm RABBIT.aku ingin sgt dunia aku penuh dgn warna warni
happy! melompat2 keriangan!
doesn't mean aku xkawan dgn org..
aku ade kwn2..which aku rase ramai juge..alhamdulillah! ^_^
tapi.aku xnk susahkan kwn2 aku,aku xnk saketkan hati sape2
mcm korg2 yg tgk rabbit.korg HAPPY x??
mesti korang ckp..eeee..comelnya RABBIT tu?
geramnye...comel! seronok tgk dye HAPPY kn ^_^
aku pon nk jd cmtu..aku xnk ganggu org..
tapi aku harap,aku membahagiakan org..org xmarahkan aku
aku xnk ade perasaan dendam.atau apa2 yg negatif
dan yg pntg..aku xbawa pengaruh negatif pd org lain
sbb aku ingin HAPPY dalam dunia ni ^_^
(cmni la lebey krg explanation aku td..hahaha =P ok la kan?@_@)

tapi.dlm bnyk2..aku IMPRESSED dgn aliff
dia pilih kucing.dan care dye trgkan sbb tu buat aku kagum.
kucing! akan sentiasa mengiau kalau tgk manusia makan
usaha dye utk dptkan makanan dr kita tu..
mcm tula kita kne buat dlm study..b'usaha bsungguh2 utk dptkan ilmu
b'usaha dgn gigih utk mencapai matlamat
kalau kucing aim dia nk dpt makanan.kita aim nk jd cemerlang!
dan.kucing jugak,kalau dye jumpe rama2 ke cicak2 ke
(geli kot bile dye sebut cicak =P)
dia akan main2 dgn binatang2 tu..
and.that's what we should do.
dalam pd b'usaha dlm study.kita perlu counter back stress kita
dgn main2 jugak.
and.so.kita ade hidup yg sgt BALANCE!
(best x penerangan dia? i likeee ^_^)

and.so.xkire la binatang ape korg pilih
yg pntg.contoh tauladan dr binatang2 tu
kita ambil sbg pengajaran.dan adaptasikan dlm kehidupan kita
insyaAllah..

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

always be there.

hurm..mlm ni rase mcm2 sgt ^_^
rinduuu..sediihh..gembira..
and.at the same time geram dgn diri sendiri
out of nowhere je feeling ni..
dye mmg suke ade emosi2 time malam2..
hormonal imbalance sungguh la =_="

and.lagu ni mule mendapat tmpt dlm hati after 3 songs maher zain yg lain
thankyou Allah.inshaAllah.for the rest of my life
ni..mmg lagu yg keempat buat air mata menitis
seriously! words blh buat mcm2..
it can make u cry.and at the same time buat u smile.
the power of words! the power of love! ^_^

HE's always watching us and guiding us
and HE knows what's in our little heart
so..when u lose ur way
to Allah u should turn
as HE promised HE always be there

dlm bnyk2 rangkap..aku plg suke rangkap ni
ok! mmg risq sgt CENGENG tapi..siyesly,it makes me cry
w'pun jauh dr mata.HE's watching us..and CARE for us
DIA tahu..ape yg ada dlm hati kita
DIA tahu apa yg kita inginkan..tapi! HE knows what BEST 4 us..

permintaan kita..
abg tam pernah ckp..Allah bkn xnak bagi pd kita,ape kita nak
bkn Allah kejam.bkn Allah xtahu.
tapi,BERSABARLAH.kalau kita minta gelang emas.
mungkin Allah xbg kita gelang emas.tapi DIA bagi kita emas yg xdiproses lagi
dan dia bg kita pembentuk emas.
DIA nk,kita ciptakan sndiri gelang emas kita.
sbb hanya kita tahu,apa CITARASA kita.dan ape yg kita buat
adalah yg TERBAIK utk diri kita.

seandainya..permintaan kita belum tertunai..
jgnlah berhenti berdoa.bersungguh-sungguhlah dlm memohon keampunan
sbb mgkin dosa kita,menghalang doa kita tersampai
insyaAllah.just have FAITH!
semoga semua org berada dlm LINDUNGANNYA.amin!

p/s: seronok! maksu mengandung..err,anak ke-5 dah ni ^_^
nanti2 biar anak ramai2 ye.yg pntg WAJIB ade 2 pmpn 2 laki =P
amin! amin! hahahahaha..

falsafah enzyme.

mungkin agak kelakar la kn.tapi it's ok to make our own theory kn
lagipun,dgn theory2 sndiri,kita akn lebey ingt ape yg kita blaja kn ^_^
soo..today+tmrow adelah hari enzyme sedunia
jadi..a lot of things about the enzyme need to be discover

FALSAFAH ENZYME! dr aku..
ni bkn aci nk blaja biology..tapi cara dr.goon terang td
buat aku nk kaitkan enzyme ni dgn kehidupan kita
as a human being

mcm gamba kat ats tu kn
enzyme is a catalyst that speed up reaction
helping a substrate to change into a product
dan.aku anggap ENZYME itu sebagai KAWAN.

substrate yg akan bertukar menjadi product perlu alami beberapa proses
step terpenting adalah mase TRANSITION STATE
mase ni la substrate akan menerima tekanan yg sgt3 hebat
mase ni,keadaan substrate adalah sgt xstabil
dan.kehadiran ENZYME adalah sgt tepat pada masanya
ENZYME membantu sang substrate utk menSTABILkan dirinya
yg tak selesa.yang tertekan.yang xberupaya.

substrate sebenarnya blh pilih sama ada nk teruskan usaha
utk jd PRODUCT atau pun berputus asa
dan menjadi SUBSTRATE semula.jadi diri asal nye.
tapi,dgn adanya ENZYME.
substrate teruskan usaha dgn gigih.sbb ENZYME xpenah ubah diri dia
SETIA sgt di sisi sang substrate.
memegang substrate sooo TIGHTLY! bond mereka sgt KUAT!

jadi.aku umpamakan kesah ni mcm KAWAN+DIRI KITA.
aku anggap diri aku substrate.dan KAWAN sbg ENZYME.

satu masa,aku tahu,aku perlu ubah diri aku utk jadi seorang yg berjaya.
perjalanan aku utk menjadi PRODUCT itu,buat aku jumpe mcm2 halangan
tiba satu tahap,aku akn berada dlm TRANSITION STATE
tertekan! rase nk give up! rase break down! rase xmampu nk teruskan!
tapi..kehadiran ENZYME aku.kehadiran TEMAN2 aku.
memberi aku sokongan yg padu.force aku jd KUAT!
pastikan aku sentiasa ade TEMAN.pegang aku kuat2.
agar aku xjatuh2.segala tekanan yg aku alami,dia lalui bersama aku.
walau bagaimana teruk pun,dia xlepaskan aku
selagi aku xjadi org yg berjaya (PRODUCT).
tanpa ENZYME,mungkin aku akan give up dan patah balik.
menjadi diri aku yg lalu.yg cepat pth smngt.
yg cpt melatah.

dan..akhirnya.bila ENZYME dah pastikan aku jd PRODUCT
dia biarkan aku,dia gembira! sbb tugas dia dah selesai
dia dah buat kebajikan pd aku ^_^

and.4 that theory..aku rasa,everyone should THANK their fwens.
w'pun utk cari KAWAN yg benar2 KAWAN dkt dunia ni ssh sgt
KAWAN yg xbackstabbed.kawan yg supportive.
sgt susah.tapi aku percaya.semua org ade w'pun SEORANG kwn yg setia.
kawan yg sentiasa bsama susah&sng
kawan yg bkn hanya bantu.tapi sentiasa buat kita rase teruja
untuk hadapi CABARAN dunia dgn BERSEMANGAT!

thanks to Dr.Goon sbb buat saya rase semngat nk blaja enzyme
dgn cara tersendiri
mungkin dgn mengaitkan pembelajaran kita dgn kehidupan seharian
kita akn lebih teruja utk meng'EXPLORE'
dunia STUDY kita..
sbb,kalau STUDY tanpa MEMAHAMI mcm..
air ribena tanpa gula..
sedap! tapi masam..tak manis..
kalau letak gula..rase dye sgt COMPLETE! ^_^

haha..end of story today..
theory aku mgkin ade betul.ade salah.
tapi pada aku.theory enzyme ni sgt bererti buat aku!
sbb,aku mencari TEMAN yg SEJATI!
TEMAN yg ade..biar ape skalipun keadaan diri aku ^_^
yg terima aku..seadanya aku..
yg ingin sama2 dgn aku..yg xiri hati.yg ingin berjaya bersama..
sbb.aku SAYANG sgt kawan2 aku ^_^
and mum.ur my BESTFRIEND FOREVER n EVER

Monday, July 26, 2010

tangisan pertama!

just finished my 2nd session of PBL Baby Thalia ^_^
this session sgt interesting.learning a better way to conduct PBL
thanks a lot doc ^_^

tapi,today i learn something yg actually i just know now
xpernah aku bygkn indahnya ciptaan+ketentuan Illahi
tangisan pertama!

betapa pentingnya tangisan pertama seorang bayi tu
sgt3 crucial! maybe aku msih bru dlm dunia perubatan
jd,i don't even know the specific things that happen
cume,subhanALLAH..itu yg mampu aku ucapkan

siapa2 yg blaja biology mesti tawu,Hb kita ade 2 jenis
fetal hb ngn adult hb
fetal hb lain dr adult hb sbb dye ade tetramer consist of 2 alpha+2gamma chain
tapi adult tetramer dye consist of 2 alpha+2 beta chain
jadi,btape pentingnya nafas pertama bayi tu kn
sbbnya,mase nafas pertama diambil oleh baby tu,
itula kali pertama dia sedut a lot of oxygen dr udara
which b4 this dye hanya dependent on his mummy utk oxygen
sbb tu ade fetal hb ,sbb dye lebih high affinity thdap oxygen berbanding adult hb
so..mase proses ambil nafas pertama ni
sume CHANGES berlaku.
everything..sgale enzyme..bnyk lagi..which blom blaja lagi
subhanALLAH! sbb tu,doc akn sdaya upaya make sure
baby tu BREATHE 1st time,lepas kluar dr rahim ibu
kalau x,baby akn jd lemah,circulation darah dye masih lagi fetal type
and,susah utk dye survive..

make me more EXCITED utk blaja tntg neonatal
and persue study dlm O&G
seronok sgt kaji tntg manusia..
mak ckp,uyah ni xlayak jd doc lagi..sbb takut2 nk pegang
insyaALLAH mak! one day,bkn stakat pegang patient
uyah akn selamatkan nyawa org!
uyah akn sambut kelahiran baby2 comel kat dunia ni...
amin ^_^

my birthday colour ^_^

wah! xsangke..one of my feveret kaler especially 4 my clothes
is my burfday colour :D

mari2..kite lihat ciri2 org yg lahir pada 23rd MARCH 1991

Purple symbolizes royalty, respect, freedom and power. 
You are a fashionable and an artistic person.
You are very jolly and are popular among your friends. 
You are ambitious and independent

hee..somehow,agak bnyk betul la kat situ
sgt AMBITIOUS! and just realised that,even i'm the youngest in the family
i'm sooo INDEPENDENT! bnyk bnde yg buat aku sdr aku sgt BERDIKARI
w'pun a bit MANJA here and there la kn =P
(uyah baek2 je kn mak ^_^)

fashionable tu mcm sometimes jela..tapi ARTISTIC tu is soo like me ^_^
xla suke melukis..tapi i like SENI!
berlakon..menyanyi..menari..bersyair..bersajak..bermain keyboard
that is my speciality
mase skolah rendah dlu,slalu mng pertandingan bersajak (dpt JOHAN lagi! ^_^)
pertandingan bercerita..pon sme.which i like most la dlu2
org ckp,aku pandai tukar2 tone suara
sape penah ckp ngn risq tawula,cik RISQ suke men2 suara garaula
suara kanak2 ribena.suara matang.suara comel =P

erm.and.somehow,w'pun nmpk xbape nk MATANG
i can lead sometimes
alhamdulillah.bnyk jugak dh pegang jwtan,and keje dpt dibuat dgn baek
gm EAMSC 2010,vc AMSA&charity,exco phubungan gerai klinikal festival 1 m'sia,exco publisiti AGM KKI,vc AMSEP Taiwan 2010..and adela beberapa lg..

cume..bile kne lead ni,bnyk AMANAH yg kite pegang
KEPERCAYAAN org thadap kita dlm handling stuff+organization
and.it makes me more mature+confident on stage especially ^_^
hope.soon.i'll become a great doc as well.
waiting for DR.RISQ ATIQAH MUNIRAH to be born
one fine day! amin..insyaALLAH! ^_^

p/s: aci x nak ade name datin kat depan?:P hahaha ^_^

Sunday, July 25, 2010

when i need you

 hee..td mak dok dgr lagu ni ^_^
BEST! piano version of albert hammond..
romantikus..ngahaha..
it does make my heart melt..how i wish i was there
seeing him playing+singin the song ^_^

 when I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
and all that I so want to give you
It's only a heartbeat away

when I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
keeping me warm night and day 


miles and miles of empty space in between us
the telephone can't take the place of your smile
but you know I won't be travelin' forever
it's cold out, so hold out, and do like I do

it's not easy when the road is your driver
honey that's a heavy load that we bear
but you know I won't be traveling a lifetime
it's cold out so hold out and do like I do
oh,when I need you..

ad+iz

heee..after such a loooonng time ^_^
da btahun+bjanggut tunggu novel ni release kat pasaran..
smlm bile dpt tawu,mmg AIM gile2 nk beli

soo..td drive g POPULAR
photostat buku genetics+hunting for my AD+IZ ^_^
happy! happy!

kita dirancang untuk bertemu..
kita ditakdirkan untuk berjumpa..
namun..adakah untuk BERSATU buat selamanya??
(Tengku Farriel Izumi + Adrianna Mayesa)

p/s: ohh..insyaAllah,will be back soon
in 2 weeks time ade EXAM EME ^_^
ganbate!