emo lagi..

bile cuti dah hbes nih,rase sgt sedih plak..
but,i know,ade banyak perkara menanti aku di hadapan
my campus life,my future..

bru je habes tlg ayh siapkan portfolio pensyarah dia
and wonder,bila aku dah balek t,dia smbg buat x?=_="
rindu..nothing else can describe my feeling..
cuti ni,btol2 buat aku rase tenang,disayangi,seronok..
u wouldn't know how it feels,unless u experience what i experience now

aku mmg sgt rpt ngn mak.
tapi cuti ni,aku sgt2 rapat ngn ayah..
wherever he goes,aku la jd tkg ikut..
pegi psr malam.pegi maktab.pegi bank.
dia la jd instructor xbertauliah bila aku drive
dia la yg suka bebel2 bila aku drive KANCIL tersengguk2
dia la yg beli durian,mempelam bila aku teringin..
hari2..rase mcm xlengkap je kalau xkne bebel ngn ayah..hehe ^_^

during my long holiday ni..
aku la jd tkg bising kat rumah ni suruh ayah siapkan keje dia
aku la tkg kacau dia tgh tido
tiap2 hari kacau..bpk,Dr.Yasmin panggil..dia nk portfolio =P
aku la jd bibik kat umah
aku la jd tmpt bermanja my beloved mummy+daddy
and.diorang la tmpt aku nk melalak.bersembang.menangis
org yg aku boleh kacau,usik2,sbb mmg xreti duduk diam ^_^
whatever i am,diorang slalu give me support
slalu bg advice
slalu marah2 aku..suruh aku jd kuat,jd budak baek..

bila aku dah balek.mesti sunyi rumah ni
dah xde sape nk karaoke2,joget2..kacau diorang tido
xde sape nk masak versi amatur
xde sape nk drive kancil versi siput sedut..huhu :P
xpee.nanti2,kitorang balek lagi ye mak+bpk ^_^

and,mak ckp,if u have nobody to trust anymore
u still have us
TRUST ur mummy+daddy
xde ibu/ayah yg nak anak dia suffer,nak ank dia jd org xbguna
they'll always want the BEST for u

i'll miss you both..

p/s: entry hari ni ngn smlm bnyk emosi2..sbb dah nk balek..
lepas ni,dah start sem bru,sure got a lot of things utk cerita ^_^
yeahh :D

GANBATE NE risq-chan ^_^

rindu merindu..

abg cik balek pg td pkol 10.30pg

and.i've started missing my dear lil' brother..

ohh! rase mcm nk menanges je tgk dia bwk moto td

but,i know..this time will come

td,dye tgor,kamu knp..entah! xleh nk sorok lak muke sedih ^_^

"abg cik..knp cuti kita dah hbes yeh?"

"tulaa..cpt btol cuti habes =_="

and i know my brother did feel the same too..

dah dkt sebulan dok umah,hari2 tgk muka dia

gaduh ngn dia.main ngn dia.sembang ngn dia

rase mcm kehilangan plak ^_^

scene kejar2 maen air is the best cuti kali ni!

haha ^_^

well.dia yg start dlu,smpai basah rumah kami buat..

and.sampai mak BEBEL!!~

"kome ni umo dah doploh..perangai mcm bdk2 =_="

maen kunci2 bilik,sbb xnk kne baling ngn air

pastu sorok2 blkg pintu tunggu mase nk ATTACK..heee

and.plg bengang bila aku da ajak bdamai..nk smayang da nih

siap pkai telekong sume dah.skali....

deebushhhhh

habes muka aku kne spray ngn air..naseb aku nk smayang time tu

pastu.ape lagi..REVENGE!!~ @_@

smpai la last skali,bila mak dah bising2,msg2 pon da penat..

kami pon bdamai..hehe! that's why sronok ade ABANG!

drg kdg2 pemper kita,marah kita,and bila time maen,mmg xde belas kasihan

itula SPICE yg buat aku xpenah bosan ngn hidup

buat abg cik,bwk moto bebaek g balek USM

i'll always pray 4 u..mari kita b'usaha utk new semester

i love you always..

smpt jugak i posing2 kat motor abg cik..hee ^_^

nmpk x kamera comel..ngee.

abesla,xhbes2 amek gamba :P

.quiz.

sje2 je nak kill my extra time kan..

i end up answering few quizzes

these are some of the quizzes ^_^

what will u do when u grow up??

Bleeding Heart (in a good way)

You are caring and empathetic. You understand people and their needs, and communicate well with others. When faced with an emotionally intimate situation, you adapt and are able to connect. You would do well in medicine, teaching, volunteer efforts, ministry/outreach, or just supporting a family at home by being a mom/dad full time!

hee..

so,quiz ni cam ade jugak betol2 nye..tapi xtawla kn ^_^

u will do well in medicine,urmm..insyaALLAH la kn :D

How old do you act? (personality quiz)

17-19

*4% (10 & underage)*

*11% (11-13 yrs)*

*35% (14-16 yrs)*

*42% (17-19 yrs)*

*9% (20yrs++)*

*0% (senior citizen)*

and.2nd quiz nih,menunjukkan,kire aci la ape yg aku bwt skrg kn

haha.acting lyk 17-19 yrs old person ^_^

xde acting like senior citizen lgsg2..aish! xmatang lgsg bdk neh..haha

pasni kne ubah plak..sbb dah nk masok 20++

ngeeee...bru 9% je..

p/s: sejak bile la piala dunia ni gune2 binatang nk ramal2 siapa juara,siapa tmpt ke-3

haha :P

PAUL la..MANI la..mcm2..

i do keep on supporting GERMANY as 3rd place+HOLLAND as FIFA champion!!!~

gewdluck to both group

(tapi,xsuke ramal2,,sbb slalunye,group disokong tuh KALAH!!~ hahaha :P)

jgn gabra@gelabah..

al-kisah..

cik nazima ; seorg wanita bekerjaya yg berusia 23 tahun

pada suatu hari,

ibunya menjemput seorg rakan lama dr kelantan,untuk bertandang ke rumah

dlm pada bersembang2 itu,terbukalah kesah

anak teruna nya yg masih belum berpunya

hati tuanya berkenan sungguh dgn cik nazima..

lantas,membuat janji temu seterusnya

dgn niat utk membawa sanak saudara..untuk melihat cik nazima..

di hari yg dijanjikan..

ibu cik nazima menyuruhnya menghidang minuman kpd tetamu

almaklumlah,org dtg merisik kan..

setelah menghidang minuman..

beliau lantas menyalami,semua tetamu wanita..

(part ni surelah dye tgh tersengeh2 kan..malu =_=" haha..)

tiba masa utk menyalami maksu pihak lelaki

GEDEBUMMMMM!!!~ ^_^

(benjol2 merah kelihatan...)

ohh! spnjg2 menyalam org tuh,cik nazima angkut skali dulang gelas tu merata2..

skali mase nk cium tgn,dah berhantuk dgn dulang tuh..

awww.malu2!!~

setelah tetamu2 pulang..

ibu&ayah: yg kamu g angkut dulang tu knp?? adoiiihaii..

cik nazima : *sengeh2 cm kerang busuk*

ibu: diorang berminat dgn kamu,nanti minggu dpn dia bwk yg lelaki tu

cik nazima: haaahhhh??? *muke confuse*

HAHA.well.takdir penentu segalanya kan.

how messy the situation is pon,kalau dah takdir tersurat kan ^_^

kalau aku ade kat situ,sure dah gelak guling2

hehe..

(oppsssiee..hopefully xjd kat diri sndiri =P)

pengajaran buat sume:

jgn gabra2 bile kne merisik ngn mak mertua..

relax+cool..and show ur own strength..

bancuh air sedap2+masak sdp2

tackle hati mak mertua pon blh melalui perut taw..haha ^_^

cerita ni ikhsan dari ibu..tapi nama sebenar dirahsiakan lah ^_^

sile la amek iktibar yehh..hehe

israk&mikraj

dah nk 27 rejab kn.

elok2 nya org kate puase hari ni+esok

insyaALLAH..

same2lah hayati keagungan hari israk&mikraj nih

banyak perkara yg berlaku.menunjukkan betapa tingginya martabat ISLAM

mukjizat dr ALLAH..

kepercayaan kita terhadap sejarah2 ISLAM itu sendiri..

dan.hari ni mari kita blaja untuk mengawal marah

..marah dan kesabaran..

"org yg plg gagah perkasa di antara kamu semua ialah org yg dpt mengawal nafsunya pada waktu marah & org yg TERSABAR di antara kamu semua adalah, org yg suka memaafkan kesalahan org lain padahal sebenarnya ada kuasa utk membalasnya kembali"

insyaALLAH.

setiap kebaikan.setiap kesabaran.dibalas dgn kebaikan&ganjaran yg baik

setiap hasad dengki.setiap kejahatan.biarlah ALLAH yg tentukan balasannya.

seandainya ada org berniat utk mengganggu gugah perasaanmu

mengganggu gugat ketenangan jiwamu

berselawatlah.beristighfarlah.

"astaghfirullah hal 'azim.subhanallah.alhamdulillah.allahuakbar"

hanya dgn mengingati ALLAH,jiwamu akan tng..

carilah ketenangan bersamaNYA..

aku mohon padamu YA ALLAH..

moga aku semakin kuat.semakin gagah.semakin gembira

hari demi hari

akan ku pupuk cintaku padaMU YA Rabbi..

bercampur-baur..

erm. ahad ni balek KL again.

plaza RAH,here i come..hehe ^_^

isnin ni bakal jumpe ngn sume bdk2 batch '10-'15

so..

feeling sgt bercampur-baur

dgr cite,ade anak ketua polis negara la.

drg sume stock2 bgaye la..

and..the worst part,kalau jmpe balek junior aku mse matrix

haha.aku yg encourage drg masok UKM kot =_="

hailoh2..

ingt lagi..ade sorg bdk name zamir..

dye la yg smngt gile,nk pnjm nota aku sgale..

nk amek medic..

haish! kalau jumpe dye balek cne haa??=_="

segan tahap garuda kot..hehe

tapi,ape pon,berbekalkan smngt baru,insyaALLAH..

ALLAH tu ade je ngn kite..

kite je yg slalu lupe ALLAH..

and.aku sndiri xtahu apa menanti aku d mse hadapan

and i hope.aku xperlu lagi berhadapan dgn all those thing

jgn life aku tunggang tbalek lagi sudah ^_^

p/s: do whatever u think best.

but please.don't hurt me again.thankyou ^_^

when u go to the mall..

haha.ok! ni adelah scene yg agk mencuit hati buat aku hari ni..

slalu,kalau g TESCO melaka..

and,kalau menjenguk food court tuh,ussually aku akn pilih mkn

mee sizzling ayam blackpepper w/out egg

aku penah kutuk shopkeeper dia

sbb,muke sgt kelat+stress..ni time ramai org la..

tapi,aku bwt2 dunno jela.

w'pun aku smpt je mengomel..nk keje maniskan la muke tuh

aish! bwt org rse xnk beli je

nasebla makanan feveret aku =_="

but today,sgt AJAIB.

mule2 aku ngn ayh g beli kotiaw sizzling utk mak..

mase tu blom decide g nk mkn ape..

pastu mase ayh tgh beli tu,aku g la beli minuman kn..

then,bile dah pertimbgkan pewot kecik ni,

aku decide mkn bnde yg sme..

and.mase tgh nk pesan mknan tu,AJAIB ohh.suara dia.lembut gile ngn aku

senyum plak tuh..ok! ok!

perkembgn yg baek..then dah byr..tunggu la dpn tu..

smpai mknan siap

and.dia siap bg tisu which other people didn't get

mule2 iingt mmg dpt,then tgk org lain xde.

aku pk..demam ape mamat nih =_="

pastu da amek makanan,dia tnye lagi..sengih2

xnak cili ke??

aku ckp,hurm..xpe2..senyum jela..

the rest is history..

but then,sgt kelakar bile org yg penah aku kutuk

tibe2 jd lembut gile mcm tu..ahaha =P

p/s: jgn suke2 je judge org! mane tawu,org yg kite rse baek,sbnrnye ***

org yg kite sgke *** sbnrnye baek sgt..

beg baru.kasut baru.

err.dah nk masok sem baru kn.

so,smlm mase jln2 ngn bdk bushuk sowg tuh..

sudah beli 1 beg bru..

ingt nk crik merah+hitam..

tp xbnyk design yg menarik..

and.i thought of buying a WHITE colour beg

instead of WHITE,aku beli PURPLE ^_^

cute little baggy..haha ^_^

maw beli beg kaler putih/hitam/merah plak

backpack kaler cekelat wujud agy..

ni pakai kalau xde bnyk kelas jela ^_^

haa.nila kasot PACHY (smlm mcm wahhh???)

pachy ni registered name utk sowg member mase form 4&5..

aku+farah..gelak2 je..wakaka..

pasni buat kasut jenama..RISQ plak =P

ok! inilah encyk pachy yg sgt MENAWAN..

after this,hunting for kasut tutup+sport shoes..

nk g KEM PPD again..

p/s: please encyk KEM,tolongla jgn bg bnyk sgt pacat kat sne

SERIKKKK!!~ =_="

.cinema.

aish! ampun yee..

ni la 1st time aku kuar ngn org tgk wayang crite 18yrs above ^_^

aiyooo..

pengalaman yg sgt menakutkan..haha :P

THE BACK UP PLAN!

comel sgt cite tuh.

tapi kalau xde adegan yg tuuutt..tuuutt..

xbleh ke?? =_="

tapi kn.the story line sgt bagos! ^_^

TRUST,bkn sng nk carik org yg serasi dgn kita..

yg boleh appreciate kita.

yg appreciate GIRLS.appreciate LOVE.

sgt kelakar tgk cite tuh taw..gelak xhabes2..

haha.but at times,kami tunduk2..sbb,mcm xseswai je..

kami kanak2 ribena beri lagi..haha ^_^

p/s: sekali anda hancurkan kepercayaan seseorg..

utk anda GAIN balek trust dia.adalah sesuatu yg sgt sukar.

don't ever break someone trust

sbb,itu adalah nilai yg paling tinggi..

it's really hard to gain someone's trust..

but to lose it,u just need a second..

fail+lose+pain

Sometimes we need to be hurt..

in order to grow..

We must fail..in order to know..

We must lose..in order to gain..

Some lessons are learned best through pain..

~quotes from John Grader~

don't ever AFRAID to be hurt by somebody..

because,u'll learn something precious from them ^_^

and,don't be afraid of being FAILED..

because,u'll get STRONGER than anyone would do..

.a brand new design.

welcome to my blog ^_^

haha..with a new design..although just a simple one..

but i hope,it gives a new energy into my life..

stop being a crying baby..

and,starting to be a tough little lady..

who is going to fight for her dream..as a medical doctor..

during my matriculation..

abez,pa'a,wan..sure know..how i am..

they are my roomates..

i always changed my stuff..i will redesign my place..

(suke2 je tukar2 meja,kerusi,segala bagai =P)

but, that is my style..

i need changes..i need to rebuild myself..

seems like,it's going to be few days before i start my new semester..

so..

say HELLO to ur new life..

say HELLO to ur new buddy..

say HELLO to ur new batch..

and..WAIT for me my dearest 2nd year buddy..

as ur JUNIOR..

quote comel..

to be happy with a man..u need to UNDERSTAND him a lot..but LOVE him a little..

BUT...

to be happy with a woman,u need to LOVE her a lott..but not UNDERSTAND her at all..

~nice quote by John Grader..

klasik nasional vs. lady gagah

u'll be like me.

when ur 53 years old daddy change the radio station

from KLASIK NASIONAL..to HOT.FM..

u'll be like..wahhh ^_^

i'm sooo GLAD okeh :P bcoz i don't have to face those..

ohh..adinda..pujaan hati

kakanda sukma hatiku..menawan hati..bla bla bla..

dlu2.asal nk balek SAMURA je.sure PENING

xtaw knp smpai allergik dgn klasik nasional..haha

kalau kat UKM tuh,tiap2 kali naek bus nk g fac.kalau x klasik,sinar..

wawawa..

kdg2 kelakar ohh drg nyanyi.and ade certain yg best

cume pd aku,lagu2 lame,pengertian dlm lirik tu lebih BERMAKNA

yg skrg2 ni..mcm xde isi sgt lirik dye..

TAPI...

worst part now is..my daddy sudah minat lagu..

BAD ROMANCE-LADY GAGAH

(pening2..zmn bile ayah aku blaja tah =_=")

ok! admit la,mungkin my fault..tapi..

ayah aku dok ra.ra.rarara..

siap nyanyi ikut youtube lagi..

tak ke parah namenye tuh =_="

kembalikan KLASIK NASIONAL ayahku..hahaha =P

brand new stuff..

ngee.inilah hasil drpd lawatan ke Plaza Low yat tempoh hari ^_^

there's a lottt of electronic devices yg sy kidnap

lalalala..

and.for the 1st time in my life

i have my OWN camera ^_^

sony cybershot 12.1 mp+4x zoom

which cost me rm599..best bangettt!!~

hidup MERAH+HITAM..

sume2 devices..laptop+headphone+handphone+camera

ini adalah lappy kesygan..yg tlh masok usia setawun..haha ^_^

chantek x laptop skin?? merah+hitam+ putih itu sgt MENAWAN yeahhh..

dearest CAMERA ^_^

PINK okeh.aiyooo.dr awl,dlm otak set nk beli sony cybershot MERAH

but then,choices yg ade just hitam,silver n PINK =_="

headphone..MERAH+HITAM lagik ^_^

ok.this is old stuff.my handphone.

beli mse bln sept '09.so dah 10 MONTHS ^_^

lame la jugak kan kan..hehehe..

NOKIA express music 5730..with full qwerty..

ok! akhirnya..

ade gak mood nk upload..terlalu bnyk bnde..

smpai xde mood nk tulis.haha ^_^

i love my stuff...

p/s: setiap kesulitan pasti disusuli dgn kebahagiaan..

sesungguhnya,kebahagiaan itu ada dlm diri anda..

jadi berusahalah untuk baiki diri sndiri..insyaALLAH.. ^_^

kuala lumpur..

plaza low yat,KL-04072010

yeay! penat bjalan..di tgh kota mencari teman..

bknnya mudah..hehe :P

this time,maybe the last time nk hangout 1 family.sbb this is the last week

of my LONG HOLIDAY.. ^_^

memandangkan me+my mum beli mcm2 utk diri sndiri..

jadi..

bnykla gamba kali ni..tp xupload sume ok =P

and.have to start think bout my future..ngee..

rindu dkt member2 sume..td jumpe drg!^_^

miss u guys okeh..

ok! mari posing bersama saye..hehe ^_^

jika anda nampak PENUMBUK itu..haha =P

mak sy mmg sgt SUKE posing ^_^ lalala..

sgt bosan..tggu diorang beli brg..LELAKI! biasela..

kalau dah jmpe mcm2..iskkk..=_=" haha :P

i know..rase cm org pndg pelik kat ktorg..dahla tgh kedai bnyk2..

smpt plak ktorg posing2..

haha..buat PANDAI sudah ^_^

erm..so this is it! pasni,akn dipost tntg brg2 yg dibeli ^_^

which excite me the MOST!!~ lalala..

but the most important thing is..

sygi family anda..dan hargai setiap detik saat anda bersama mereka..

p/s: kalau hati rindu..ingtlah..ALLAH itu penghubung

antara anda & dia ^_^