Friday, June 1, 2012

Girlfriend outing..

Assalamualaikum WBT..

Yeay! Memandangkan today ade 2 event, jadi kne la update 2 kali ye dak? Ngeh3..
Entry ini khas utk cik adik sy yg xcomel taoi boleh la tahn cute.hahaha.aku tawu ko bace post ni makcik...larikkkkkkkkkkkkk :pppppp

Harini, lepas kuar ngn mummy, turn hangout dgn cik farah. Tapi makcik tu pekerja yg berdedikasi sgt, pkul 5.30 ptg xsmpai umah lg, call mummy dia, adik dia si izzat yg jwb.hehe.tpakse i tinggalkan pesan je..

Pukul 6, aku pun rush la mandi sgale sbb mule2 ingt dh xjd dah.takut kanak2 tu bz.. 6.30 cmtu tcongok la aku dpn umah dia, si adib comel tu pulak aiiishhhh..malu2 kucen.hehehe.geram aiii.. Last2 sblom gerak nanges plak dia, tgelincir.hehe.comel je..

So, kami pon setelah bertelagah,hehe, decide utk ke secret cipe, sbb ade org tu smlm mengidam nk mkn SR..jap2 nk tnjuk makanan yg sgt banyak smpai aku ngn dia jd hippo..




Ni desert la kirenye..tiramisu ngn air epal hijau, tropical punch.mine was tropical punch, i thought it was ape ke, skali rase BANANA..oh myyy..time tu jugak rse nk nyani lagu bababa baba nana..mcm minions despicable me.haha..



This was mine.spageti meatball.and i won't recommend this to u, haha, the spice was just too much, rase mcm makan ubat.. And, azab tahap dunia nk hbeskan makanan tu..



This was farah.dia kan sgt2 hantu cheese.so, xmampu la den.cheese, mmg kalau makan bnyk2 lemau la jwbnye..hohoho..

And, to end up the story. We took picture together.itu pun rse sengal, sbb pnt je bek kamera, tak amik gamba, ni amek gune ipad je..huhu.. Next time kita camwhore banyak2 yee..




Nak buat muke gile jugak tadi..tapi sbb aku yg pegang kamera..xsmpt nk buat muke gile.naseb xtertutup mate mcm mse mule2.. Hahaha..




Cacat....cacat..hahaha :pppp sleeping beauty la katekan.gagagaga..

Ok people.thanks for reading.. And tomcik farah, jgn lupe ye nanti dh gaji.hehehe.. I miss u already..muahhhh.. Hehe. Take care makcik..

And you people too..may Allah ease u guys journey..

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Location:Secret Recipe, AEON, Melaka.

Snow white..

Assalamualaikum WBT..

...sangap sgt harini tgk snow white.hahaha, aku ingtkan cite katun, skali cite dia, xnk lg ganaz kan..huk3.. Aku ingtkan mcm cite enchanted ke, ape ke, iskkkk3 =_="
tp, xpela, yg penting, saya happy sgt2..

Pg td, teman mummy buat checkup dkt poliklinik, and she was positive for ANA, tapi RF dia negative, which might indicate she's having SLE. Huhu.. Sbbnye, haritu, doc ckp, ade protein and WBC dlm kencing.. And, mummy xde mslh ngn kidney..chck punye check, mgkin ade SLE.. Pray for her yeahh.. Kalau mummy ade, chances for me is high, sbb anak pmpn chance utk dpt 1:40, tapi anak laki 1:250..

.then, after checkup, i drove to AEON, at first tak rancang pun, tibe2 rase nk bwk mummy jln2, blanje dia ape2.. Then, kami pun melantak pizza hut, smpai 4 gelas air ktorg bantai..haha.. Habes makan, sme2 gerak jalan, then, tibe2 tertgk cite snow white,hahaha... Its like girls day out for us, thats what we called as mommyhood plus sisterhood.heheh..

Overall, for me mcm sme je dgn cite alice in wonderland dlu..tapi snow white was known as watak yg sgt lemah lembut, cute, tapi yg ni, mak aihhhhh...ganaz tahap xingt tahu..hahaha :pppp
Nk tgk muke mummy before and after makan x? Haha, siyes funny..








Ni sebelum makan kan kan..tgk after makan yeee...ngeh3..




Hahaha.ade mcm hippo kekenyangan x??? :ppppp
Sorry mummy, tpakse post, sbb comel sgt.hahahaha...




And this is how much we dranked..haha.aku ingt boleh replace air dlm set meal, rupenye xblh, azabnye hanya Allah jela tahu nkn habeskan air tu sume..huk3.. Tapi xpe, having fun is the most improtant thing!!!! Hehe..

Ok people, have fun tooo ok? May Allah bless u guys tooo...

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Location:AEON, Golden Screen Cinemas, Melaka.

Thursday, May 31, 2012

Lagenda budak baik..

Assalamualaikum WBT again...

Haha.rajen pulak minaci ni updat blog kan.haha.mentang2 dh dpt ipad balik.
Haritu seminggu lebih xde ipad..rinduuuuuu.
Sebab? Abg cik bwk balik usm nk tlg jailbreak kan..ngeee..
Tapi, kalau tawu paan reti jailbreak aritu,mmg bg dia je..dh ipad kat abg cik, bru je tawu dia reti jailbreak.. Dia sgup jual dslr demi ipad3... Oh no no no =_=" kentang sgt dah tu..

Dah jailbreak ni, bru la blh update blog sbb ade blogpress..oyeahhhh..
Tapi, harini ape yg menarik adelah...
Setelah btahun2 cite lagenda budak setan, bru harini ak tgk cite tu.ok.sgt ketinggalan.hehe.

Aku mmg cmtu kot, lg prefer tgk cite yg aku penah tgk rather than cite baru,tak adventurous kan?? :ppp ak lg sgup tgk cite p ramlee yg dh bkurun tu, dr pening kpale tgk cite baru..hahaha..i am that konservatif.suke rase selesa dgn bnde yg dah biase..hehe..

Ok2.. Bg aku, cite tu sgt menyentuh la, tp kinda mcm tertekan sbb xleh nk agak ape akan jd next.. Mse tgk cite tu, ak fikir bnde luar alam tahu?? Haha,aku pk cmne la que haidar blh kawin ngn linda jasmin..hak3.. Kdg2 lawak sgt bile pk luar alam ni.. Jodoh kn.. Hehe..

Dan, harini, aku kat rumah, first time xpyh pk nk g wad,just because i am free..xsemestinya aku xperku fikir..kn?? Hehe.. So, mak ngn bapak akan menjaci mangsa seterusnya.hahaha...

Ok people, nk g pasar malam, rindu gile nk melangak laksa penang.till then..
Esok jumpe my shayang..janji nk belanja pizza,hehehe.. Harap2 xdela halangan..

May Allah ease ur journey kawan2...


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Location:Astro ria,IPPM.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

I wonder..






I wonder, if i can ask doraemon to help me..lol..
Hahaha..takpela, everything happen for a reason..

Mase nk daftar kolej kat ktdi, ak kne tunggu nk dekat 2 jam, menangis sbb xdpt bilik sbb ade yg tsilap, duk luar tp dpt duk dlm..jd aku yg duk dlm xdpt bilik..

Nangis bkn sbb ape, sbb aku dh isi borg, tibe2 kunci xde, bile admin check, rupenye ade org tinggal dan xpulang kunci..sedih tahu? The only solution drg bg is duduk luar, bln 9 masuk dlm, aku mmg xnk, and, aku kate, aku prefer duk dgn chinese dr duk luar..and there u go..selepas menangis, tension sbb nisa yg dtg sme2 dgn aku dh dpt bilik..akhirnye, Allah kurniakan bilik yg terbaik buat aku..

Dapat duduk tingkat 1, btul2 dkt dgn kafe dan surau, dkt utk jlan kaki pergi wad, dkt tepi jalan, in case kalau aku nk park kete nanti..mmg bg aku sgt perfect..dan most important, aku dpt duduk dgn senior yg islam..and aku xpyh pening nk beli mesin bsh ke ape sbb sume dah ade.. Bahagia kan?

Sbb tu aku percaya Allah bg kat kita something yg kita perlu, bkn ape yg kita nak. Aku penah jd nanar, aku pernah merayu mcm2 pd org utk dptkn ape yg aku nk sgt2 tapi xdiendahkan, dan aku xdpt pon ape yg aku nak.. And now, aku sedar, Allah hanya akn bg ape yg aku perlu.jadi aku xnk merungut lg.. Dan aku xkn menyesal, sbb aku dah berusaha sehabis mungkin, sehinggakan aku jatuhkan maruah sndiri demi ape yg aku nak.. Kalau satu hari nanti jd ape2, aku xkn menyesal, sbb aku dah cuba..

Sekarang, aku happy dgn ape yg aku ade, sbb Allah bg aku ape yg perlu kan..contoh? Kwn2 semakin ramai, dan Allah mudahkan hidup aku sgt2.. Mcm td, nak balik rumah, tibe2 jah offer nak hantar pergi TBS.. Alhamdulillah..rase sgt bsyukur ade kwn yg membantu..

Dan sesuatu yg amat aku suka minggu ni ape tau..
Tadi tengah hari, aku mengidam sgt nk mkn kfc, dan aku xplan lgsg nk balik rumah harini, tibe2 suhaila ckp dia nk balik naik bus, jd, aku pun ckp, nk balik sekali.. Dan smpai kat TBS, aku dpt mkn kfc dgn sue.. Ya Allah, perasaan syukur tu xpyh ckpla.. Mcm menang loteri..hehehe.. Alhamdulillah..

Korg mungkin rase korg slalu xdpt ape yg korg nak.sbb mmg mcm tu, korg percayalah, Allah tu tahu ape yg kita perlu, Di tahu ape yg terbaik utk kita.. Serahkan je pada Allah..insyaAllah.. Cuma, jangan sesekali give up dgn dugaan.. U never know what will happen.. Failure to get something, the difficulties to get something sbnrnye adelah pemangkin utk kita dpt yg terbaik.. Ingt cite psl kolej tadi.. See, betapa susah aku nk dptkan bilik, tapi akhirnye, aku bjaye dpt, yg terbaik utk aku..mgkin bkn terbaik utk org lain..tp bg aku, aku sgt2 bersyukur.. Kalau nk fikir balik, azab tau nk dpt bilik tu, dgn mak ayah aku tunggu, bape kali tah mak aku call tanye mcm mane, btape aku menangis, tension..tapi everything berbaloi.. Alhamdulillah..

Oklah..malam ni janji ngn ayah nk urut kaki..kaki dia bgkak, ade pitting edema, haishhh.ayah ni satu pulak halnye.. Tapi xpela, insyaAllah, aku akan doakan selalu..korg doakan mak ayah aku sentiasa sihat ye..


Till then people, adios amigos.. May Allah ease ur journey too..
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Location:IPPM, Melaka

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Wonderpets..

Wuarghhhhhhh....

Apesal xstudy pon dh mengantuk ni..
Jeles la tgk org lain tgh semangat bagai..
Nk jadi mcm tu jugak..huhuhu
Esok, bertekad utk ke wad dan siapkn logbook..

Wonderpet..wonderpet kami dtg
Membantu risq yg dlm kesusahan
Kami xbesar dan kami tak kuat
Bile berkerjasama semua jadi mudah....yeaaa!!! Wonderpet :ppp

Haha.ok people..nytessssss *hugs and kisses*


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Location:D6101 Kolej Tun Dr Ismail, PPUKM

2nd day of IM

Assalamualaikum WBT

Bloggieeeee......super duper excited today..
First time ni dapat dgr sendiri abnormal findings mase examine patient..
Dgr bunyi rhonchi, crepitation.. Patient ade pulmonary edema, fluid overload punye pasal..mase bace case note, tgk2 patient ade hypertension, nephrotic syndrome, and skrg dia developed edema, muka dia swell, kaki pon swell..

Yg best nye posting medicine ni, patient dh slalu admit kat spital, jadinye, diorang lg expert dr kami2 ni yg junior med student..
Mcm sorg patient ni ade unstable angina.dia hafal kot name ubat, sakit ape..
Mmg hebat lah..

Overall today, sgt2 fun hangout dgn mila ngn farhan kat ward, mgkin xla banyak, tapi ade findings yg menarik utk sy belajar..
Thankyou Allah, untuk segalanya..

Skrg ni sy on diet, tapi bkn crush diet, sy nk makan ikut aturan, dan cube utk tidak mkn nasik.. Aku perlu ade aim dan matlamat, ape yg aku nk achieve dlm kehidupan sbgai med student..

Perancangan itu sgtlah penting skrg ni, manusia boleh merancang, namun mesti slalu ckp, insyaAllah, sbb sbaik2 perancangan adelah erancangan Allah SWT.. Kita mgkin bayangkan, nk buat ini itu ini itu..
Tapi tanpa izin dr Allah. Semua tu xmgkin akan dpt dilaksanakan..

Ya Allah.saya mohon pdMu, agar kau sembuhkan lah penyakit pesakit2 yg telah aku belajar bersama mereka..berikan mereka kekuatan..
Aku yakin, bkn kehendak mereka utk sakit, namun takdir tidak menyebelahi mereka. Pakcik comel tadi pon pesan, blaja amik darah pandai2, ni tak, tgk tangan pakcik, lebam sana lebam sini, dia tunjuk tangan dia lebam sbb HO buat.. InsyaAllah, slagi tmampu, baik praktis amik darah dr skrg, takut mmg takut, tapi iringi setiap tindakan dgn bismillah..dgn selawat, mcm pakcik wad 3 ckp smlm..sgt inspiring lah masuk wad medicine nih!!

InsyaAllah. Till then people, doakan saya..
May Allah ease u guys punye journey jugak..
InsyaAllah..

An apple a day keeps a doctor away!! Remember to drink ur water as kerap as possible!!!

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Location:Medical ward,PPUKM

Internal medicine

Assalamualaikum WBT.. Hye bloggie.it's my 3rd week of posting.this week i'm in medicine posting. Each and every posting gives different impact on me, myself, and my life. Sarkastik x bunyi.mcm everything is about me..hahaha I'm still adapting to the new environment,despite all the problem faced by me, i'm still here, standing straight, and trying to give my best serving people.do good things to people.helping people.comforting people. During o&g, what i will face is only pregnant mommy coming, either to delver, for developing symptoms of early pregnancy or admitted for complication after delivery. So, patient changes like everyday.u see her been admitted today, the next day, she's been discharged.thats how o&g treats me. While i'm in surgical posting, what i faced is people having severe pain, complication post operative procedures, and during this period, i've been seeing people having sign &symptoms of what i've learnt in pre clinical years. I got one patient having cholangitis as a complication of cholelthiasis. She also developed some complications like acute pancreatitis and she's on treatment to avoid her liver to develop complication. So, thats how surgery treat me. Seeing patient lying down, in pain, with a lot of stuffs around. The heart monitor, etc etc. Now, when i'm in medicine, the 1st thing ever happen to me was, i'm in a middle of a dying patient. Subhanallah. The first experience..seeing the patient's family reciting yasin, helping out him reciting kalimah syahadah. Seeing those sad eyes..overflow with tears..only Allah know's how it feels. Patient having sepsis and he signed the consent to stop all the treatment.. I was there for wad orientation. And, suddenly, the patient's family rush to me and my friends, asking help from the doctor, the pulse, the heart rate was irgular. At that moment, the only thing came into my mind, is only, ya Allah, please give them strength. Please ease his journey. I couldn't bear that kind of situation, i might burst into tears. I called my mum, and she comforts me. Thanks mummy. I'm emotional,yes.i admit it. I have a very soft heart that i might burst into tears in any condition. Cengeng perhaps? Might be associated with my status as the youngest of all. But, a miracle did happen today. There's one uncle, i beleve he is one of the patient's family member. He walked toward me and some of my collegues. The thing is that, whatever he said gives a lot of impact to my day, and it gives a lot of spiritual effect on myself. I start to believe, this is what been destined for me. He gives advice. Well people, not everyone was born in a muslim family. I'm thankful that Allah gives me that opportunity. Being a doctor, my mum said, is like perantara between us and Allah. The first person to touch you when ur delivered in this world is doctor. And, the person that touch u for the last time, during post mortem will also be a doctor. Years back, when our prophet Nabi Muhammad SAW is alive, remember there's one story about how the malaikat does a surgery to wash and purify our Nabi's heart. For each step, they use Al Quran along, so that the procedures wont hurt our beloved prophet. Pakcik said to us, we are lucky, bcoz we have Allah, we have Quran. Others don't. We can do everything, but the one that heal us, the only one that may help us is Allah. We are nothing people. We have nothing. Everything belongs to Allah. He said, learn and buy islamic books for medicine, learn how to treat people. Do all the procedures with selawat and doa. Thats our perisai. Thats our m16. Pakcik also remind us, as we're going to be the first to touch the baby. Say alhamdulillah, thankyou Allah for helping me deliver this baby, talk to the baby, iqamat or even azan the baby, let the baby hears the good of Islam, let the baby lsten to kalimah Allah, the first moment they ever entered the world. Show to them, show to the non muslim that Islam is a great way, by being a muslim, show them we are great doctors. This is one way of dakwah.dakwah is not only by giving ceramah, and everything. By our good deeds. Whatever we does, that is how we deliver to theothers how Islam is all about. Ya Allah. I believe, that pakcik was sent by Him, to me to make me understand, what is my amanah. What is my responsibility to the world. When im in my mummy's womb, when im not yet here in this world, i believed that i've make a promise with Allah, i'll be a muslim doctor, a good one, and when i successfully done with my job, that is the moment i'll go back to Allah, and i'll happily report to Him what i did in my days as His khalifah in this world. People, being a medical student, being a doctor or even nurses etc etc. Whoever we are, in whatever profession we are, we have our own responsibilities. I did hesitate in what i'm doing right now, am i going to be a doctor, do i want to be a doctor.but now, i know i have the answers. I want to be a doctor!! I really3 want to be a doctor. InsyaAllah. The journey might be tough.but here i am. I'll take the responsibility, and i'll do my very best. Do pray for me people.may Allah bless everyone too. Do good to people even u'll get hurt for doing that Do it because u want to do it.sincerity is really important. I hope things going smooth after this.amin. Good day people.tomorrow hopefully is a better day for me.