dedikasi buat arwah bobo.

setelah hampir 2 bulan kau bersama kami.

akhirnye.engkau pergi jugak bobo.

aku sbg auntie,mohon maaf,andai ade terkurang dr segi jagaan kami

tak pernah walau sehari,aku tak dtg menjengukmu

aku akn berikan kau makanan,andai aku xnmpk bebola merah hijau di dlm akuarium korg

hari2.jadi,pemergianmu amat aku rasakan.

kini,hanya momo yg tinggal menemani kami

ke'busy'an ibumu pada minggu ini mungkin penyebab utama

permergian bobo.maafkan kami bobo.

kami dah buat yg terbaek! =_="

buat ibu bobo dan momo,jgn bersedih,setiap yg hidup

pasti akan kembali.

bkn salah ibu mengandung okeh =P

HEHE.xreti buat entry sedih.ngeee ^_^

tapi,siyesly,dah mcm habit plak bg bobo n momo mkn walau tnpa disuruh ibu drg

mesti jenguk! walaupun xreti bersihkan akuarium tuh.

tapi still,dari segi pemakanan mmg aku jage.

well.kalau tgk keadaan bobo,mmg dye krg aktif sket dr momo

bdn dye pon xsegemuk momo.

momo nye ekor kembang.ekor bobo kecik je.

tgk keadaan bobo yg terapung tadi,rosma jerit.

RISQ! knp ikan ni.yee.aku tawu.ssh nk terima hakikat

bobo dah xde.tapi,at least dye xsaket trok kn.

mate bobo td tersmbul.macam ade urat2.huhuhuhu.

well.kalau ikan beso blh la nk mkn kan.

ni ikan emas yg kecik.mne boleh.tapi,ish! aku mne de kejam cik kak

ade ke patot rosma ckp,kalau bobo hilang

aku org 1st dye carik.

ktorg xbuang bobo lagi.esok bru nk g tanam bobo.HUHU.

ape pon.buat bobo tersyang.may u rest in peace.

and.aku harap momo akan tros btahan dgn kami

insyaAllah.

p/s: ikan blh beranak x kalau xde pasangan? ^_^
*entry ni dibuat semalam.tp xdpt post sbb broadband da gile =_="

soalan buat kaum adam.

assalamualaikum.hello everyone! mari kita smbung bebel lagi

harap maaf.entry ini dibuat utk menyatakan rasa hati

sile jgn bsikap OFFENSIVE yek.hehehe ^_^

ok.kpd kaum hawa a.k.a wanita di luar sana.

pernah x korg diGANGGU oleh kaum adam ketika bjalan2.

tak kire la di mall ke.odw nk pegi kuliah ke.odw nk balek kg. ke

penah x? ^_^

kalau korg jawab xpenah.itu sgtla tipuuu..HAHA.

bkn budget hot ke ape ye.aku cume xfaham.

knp ye kaum adam suke sangat kacau pompuan? ok.mmg fitrah kot.

tapi kan,what do u get from that?

nak kate dpt tackle pompuan tu xjugak..

situasi 1: sorg pompuan sdg bjalan2 menuju ke fakulti dgn membawa beg yg ade keychain teddy bear

kaum adam: hye awk! chantek beg.pinjam boleh?

kaum hawa: (buat bodo.pandang depan.bebel2.tah hape2.pastu jalan)

aku rase kan.kdg2 drg suke tgk reaction pompuan yg buat bodo.

takpun ade certain2 gurl yg malu2 kucen.

mungkin bg drg itu satu keseronokan kot.entah! any answer wahai kaum adam?

ade bnyk peristiwa mcm ni jadi.terutamanya dkt area2 chow kit ni

penah skali tu,aku jalan2 nk g fac.aku pon tapaham apesal kne kacau

org laki yg bwk moto tu.tgh bwk taw.

sanggup pandang belakang pastu *sweet2* 

(korg byg pergerakan mulut memuncung tu eh.xtaw cmne nk describe bunyi dye)

hari yg same.aku g UO nk beli brg.

pastu ade seorg lelaki india.dahla rendah mcm aku jugak

pastu chubby2.err.tapi dye lagi chubby dr aku la kan.

dok *sweet2* hailooohhhhh =_="

smpaikan aku teringin sgt nk tanye kat drg.korg dpt ape eh?

suke ke tgk muke org yg mencuka.bengang sbb kne kacau?

aku xfaham! siyesly.

rosma pon sme.aritu g jalan TAR kne kacau jugak.

jah dlu kne kacau mase odw nk g HKL.

bkn 1-2 kali pompuan kne kacau.and i believe.drg bknnye kutu jalanan

kalau drg mcm tu,xkan blh g KLCC,times square sgale kan kan ^_^

semalam mase ckp ngn mak pasal bnde ni.

ktorg gelak xingat dunia.HEHEHE.bu bu nakal gile.

my mum mmg suke ade imaginasi melampaui batas.luar alam sungguh!

HAHAHA.

mak tbayang pompuan yg kne kacau tu.tros sound direct laki tu

blh tanye x,ape lelaki dapat kacau pompuan cmni ye??

and then that guy will start babbling

alamak,aku tsilap pilih org la nak kacau :P cabut!!~

HAHA.well.gurls.if u wanna try go on.

kalau jadi.do inform me eh eh ^_^

kalau org yg kacau tu hensem mcm nicky westlife ke taper la kan

ni bak kate encyk oma.muke macam mat rempit =P

ade hati nk sweet2 org.AHAHAHA.

tapi,aku ttp suke nicky version rambut panjang.nmpk sgt sweet n nerd

yg rambut pendek ni nmpk mcm lelaki sgt =P

HAHAHA.bkn2.nmpk matang..

kalau baby face kan comel encyk nicky ^_^

p/s: aku pon xtaw ape conclusion nye.
kalau korg ade idea.btawu la eh eh :P

sleeping beauty

 have you ever watch fairy tale??

well.since i was a small little kiddo,my mum used to buy me story books.

and.all this fairy tale sgtlah sebati dgn diri ini.

rapunzel.snow white.cinderella.sleeping beauty.frog prince.

and banyak sgt lagi.maybe that's why i really love to watch disney channel

rather than other channel.

if people ask me what is my favourite genre of movie

i will say.magical.and fantasy

why?? i don't really know why.maybe bcoz i have a habit of daydream.

HEHE.

tipu ar sape xsuke berangan.kan kan? ^_^

slalu tu miss risq ni berangan konon2 jadi heroin.

pastu smpai mimpi ade putera idaman dtg dlm mimpi naek kuda.

pkai macam putera raja.ade suit dye tersendiri.aishhh. @_@

korg bayang taw3.pakai suit putih.kot putih.kasut putih.seluar putih.

pastu dgn crown dye.sambey naek kude tu dye dok pegang pedang.woooo..

MACHO x?? ^_^

mmg perfect! HAHAHA.

tapi,xbleh la kalau risq nk jd princess kan.xcukup ketinggian.

unless kalau ade org blh design kasut high heels version 30inchi.HAHAHA.

will there be a prince that will come? 

kiss me and wake me up from this long dream? ^_^

HAHA.tapi ini semua adelah zmn kanak2 ribena.zmn blom mumayyiz

jadi mestila bnyk berangan kan.ok.kalau korg kate x tu tipu keyh :P

mesti ade sket berangan punye.nk jumpe brad pitt ke.tom cruise ke.

HAHA.

bile da masok alam dewasa ni,fikiran pon kne makin mtg

dah xde dah fairy tale.sbb hidup happily ever after tu ade dlm buku2 je

dlm kehidupan seharian.walau mcm mane tahan pon

mesti akan ade ups and down.mesti akan ade phase menanges.phase gembira.

sbb hidup kan mcm roda.golek2.kejap kat atas.

kejap lagi dah tonggang tbalek dah

sbb tu my mum always pesan.whatever ur doing.whatever ur feeling is

make sure u keep 20-30% for urself.

so that,xdela korg breakdown.if anything does happen.

cumnenye,easy said than be done.sume org blh ckp.

even kalau kwn2 tgh down.kite blh nasihat dye.kite blh bg support

tapi everything sebenarnye bgantung pd diri kita sendiri.

jatuh bgn nye diri anda sume bgantung pd diri.

we may get inspiration form others.tapi,semangat itu hadir dlm diri.

spirit tu hadir atas usaha anda sendiri utk mengubah naseb diri anda.

atas usaha anda utk taknak berada di takuk lama.

knp? sbb kalau org tu keras hati.xnak trime ape org ckp

and still nk ikut pendirian dia,do u think org tu blh change ke? ^_^

xboleh kan.

and.sbnrnye.oleh sbb keje yg bnyk.plus AMSA thingy yg buat aku pening kpale ni

buatkan aku rse nk jd sleeping beauty je.huhuhu

dgn demam,selsema n batuk yg xbetul.

lagila tambahkan pening ni.mkn ubat pon aci malas kan.lagila :P

tapi,tgk kwn2 dah balek rumah dgn senang hati.

aku jeles sgt.aku nk balek.tapi,aku bnyk keje nk sttle.

khamis,jumaat ade meeting.and.aku nye exam lagi seminggu je.

so.nak x nak.aku sacrifice jugak cuti.sbb aku nk cuti sbulan lebey lepas final exam

aku xnk cuti kejap pastu kne balek utk reseat exam.

xnak! aku nk spend time dgn mummy n daddy ^_^

oleh itu,demi exam.demi utk masok 2nd year.

aku akan berusaha bersungguh2.and jadi bdk yg lebih matang.

mummy and daddy.sorry.t,uyah dah krg keje uyah balek taw.

really.i miss you both!

p/s: buat sahabat sy.well.i just read ur bloggie.

and.aku cume doakan yg tbaek.everything.every relationship have ups n down.

tapi pcaye pd takdir.and bersabarlah.be rational.

insyaAllah.u'll survive.i miss you fwen! ^_^

impossible.

saye suke lagu ini.dgr dkt radio.and recently dkt bloggie cik mar.

tapi satu je masalah.lirik bkn tgk pon.

and.mmg kalau cik risq masok pertandingn yg kat astro tu

jangan lupa lirik 

4 sure,xsempat amek rm100 pon,da kne tendang.

HEHEHEHE.

urm.keje da dtg btimbun.

and.ade 3 bende penting.i need to conduct a meeting for my anak buah

1st for logistic dptment utk incoming AMSEP Indonesia.

2nd for marketing dptment utk 1st year AMSA committee

and last,marketing for EAMSC Thailand 2011

and.it makes me headache.

sbb,xsure bile nk buat meeting.aku mmg dah sure2 xde kelas da this week

so,mmg xdpt nak balek la

sbb nk kne siapkan sume keje secepatnye.

aku pon da penat.study pon nk kne catch up jugak

tapi xpe,i know i'm strong enough! ^_^

xbleh nk maen2 sgt kan.cume kdg2,rase nk tarik dri dr 1st yr committee

sbb xrase blh bg komitmen.

plus,maybe dah nk retire dr AMSA juge.AHAHA.

jgn tanye knp.it's just a matter of personal.

maybe sbb my best partner dlm AMSA da xde twun dpn kat KCKL

and maybe sbb aku xreti nk handle AMSA dgn bdk baru

tapi,actually,kite akn meet ramai org baru kan.

entahla.i just don't know what should i do..

maybe aku akn just try utk this time aroud.if aku xrase ok.

i'll slowly retire.xpela,jd bdk diam2 pon taper kan.HEHE :P

aku yg ajak org masok AMSA.

and.mr.fakhzan.kalau ko bace post ni.thankyou sbb masok AMSA skali

ngeee ^_^

ape pon,buat yg tbaek.bkn sng nk yakinkan org.

there's so many things kne faced.nk ajak bdk malay masok mmg sgt payah

and.aku pon da give up.HUHU @_@

skrg ni bile kwn2 chinese dah amek most part of AMSA.

dah xbleh nk ajak bdk malay sgt dah.

mcm stigma.AMSA = cina, PERSIAP = malay

aiyooo....

no komen! ngeee ^_^

nobody is wrong.and nobody is right.

same2 tanye.ape yg patot dilakukan utk ubah persepsi ini?? ^_^

but,it's not IMPOSSIBLE kan utk stigma ini berakhir?

pleasee...

ibu vs ayah

ok! entry ni xde kaetan antara yg hidup mahupun yg telah meninggal dunia keyh ^_^

HEHE.

bg aku persepsi org berbeza2.jadi,this is my view.

no offense k! urmm.harini ade SGD session

tntg S.T.R.E.S.S management.which sesuai la kan dgn aku

yg kdg2 xreti kwl kadar ketensionan ni kn ^_^

well.ramai ahli grup aku plih bcakap dgn parents.

which aku sgt3 AGREE! ^_^ tapi,antara ayah dan ibu

anda pilih siapa??

ade org lebih rapat dgn ayah.ade org lebih rapat dgn ibu.

tapi most of the people akan choose ibu sbg tmpt mengadu

tak kira la laki ataupun pompuan..korg rase knp ekk??

even kalau abg tam pon,sanggup becakap berjam2 ngn ibu.

komplen macam2.tapi my mummy jela yg sebok dok.

ok.dah2.bye2.HAHAHA.btol x mak? :P

aku pon slalu kne cmtu ngn mummy.HEHE.

tapi,my mummy is the BEST person in the world to talk to.

kalau ak ade masalah.xkire la dr segi ape skalipun.

mummy ttp dgr.w'pun bnde tu agak bosan.bnde tu xbest

mummy xmerungut.sgup je dgr.w'pun smbey2 tu dok maen bejeweled game dye :P

for me,my mummy is a very3 good listener..
meh tgk situasi2 kat bwh ni,which membezakan ibu n ayah.

situasi 1: si anak pergi berjalan2 ke johor bertemu rakan2 semasa graduation day.

lalu,apabila telah smpai ke johor.si anak menelefon rumah.

anak : ayah! muiz dah smpai kat rumah kwn ni.

ayah: yeke? bagos2.jage diri baek2 ye muiz.

ni kalau mak plak jawab.

anak: mak! muiz dah smpai kat rumah kwn ni.

mak: dah smpai? mlm ni tido mane? tmpt selesa x? ade ramai kwn x? td kete bnyk x? ade pape jadi x?

mak aihhhh.kalau ayah jawab sploh patah.mak plak jwb 4ploh patah :P

HEHE.mgkin sbb tu jugak pmpn ni disinonimkan dgn membebel

ini tmasokla org yg sdg menulis entry ini yek.HAHA.

tapi btol,pmpn ni lebih sensitif perasaannya.lebih prihatin.

even kwn pon ckp mcm tu.mase tu shakirah eksiden moto dlu kan.

dye btawu mak n ayah dye psl tu.and their answer ape taw

ayah: moto cmne? terok x remuknye?

mak: hang cmne? ok dak??

maybe man are just too simple.kalau fikir balek mestila shakirah ok kn

sbb tu dye blh tepon.jadi ayah dye xdela risau sgt

ayah dye lg risaukan moto dye.HEHEHE :P

pd aku,pmpn ni multitasking.and dlm otak dye ade mcm2 pkare.

dari sbezar zarah smpai la sebesar2 alam tntg sesuatu pkare

lelaki plak.lebih suke easy minded.drg xsuke bnde remeh2.

drg suke sesuatu yg straight forward.and xde belit2.

sbb tu,bab2 nk luah perasaan ni ibu yg lebih mengerti.

sbb 9 bulan dye carry kite dlm rahim dye.dari zmn kite sebesar satu sel

smpai la jd beso.jd fetus.

dr zmn kite senyap je.pastu msok zmn kite seksa mak kite suh dye muntah2

pastu zmn kite men tndg2 pewot mummy.mcm tndg bola.

smpaila zmn terbeyak dlm pewot mummy

(yg part ni.anak puan khatizah je buat.HAHAHA.ampun ibu!)

jadi.setiap gerakan kita.setiap perasaan kite.sume ibu da fhm

korg buat sket je.ibu dah blh predict ape korg akn buat seterusnya.

that's what we call mummy+child's instinct.

sbb tu,anda2 di luar sne.hargailah ibu2 korg.

xtawla bape berat korg mse lahir kn.tapi,azab lahirkn baby sme mcm sakaratul maut

sbb tu setiap kelahiran,mghapuskan dosa2 ibu.

yg berat lebey dr 3.5 kg tu,korg lg la seksa mak2 korg.HAHA

(aku dlu 2.65kg jek.so,mummy xseksa sgt kan kan :P)

HEHE.just kidding.tp that shows tinggi sgt martabat ibu.

w'pun suke majok ngn mummy.sy syg sgt mummy sy.

tapi,still,sy syg daddy sy juge.

sbb walaupun ayah sy xtunjuk.tapi dye yg slalu pujuk sy kalau majok ngn mak

mak slalu buat xtawu je =_="

daddy sy tunjuk cre care dye dgn membebel.HAHA.

bile mengadu demam.mule la dye bebel.

haa.bagos.maen lagi hujan.pastu xyah mkn ubat.biar saket lg terok

HAHAHA.geram taw! tapi,tu care dye tunjuk dye syg.

sbb ayah sy pemalu.HEHE ^_^

ape pon.mummy+daddy

ur my hero.ur my heroin.

and.i love u BOTH! u'll b in my heart.FOREVER ^_^

crying baby

huhu..when i woke up this morning

none of my housemate is in our house.i feel like totally weird.

and.it feels so terrible.like i don't know what am i doing? where am i?

i just don't know why do i feel so.

i called mummy.and mummy asked me to do my routine 1st

and so i bath,eat,washing clothes,tidy up my room which i abondoned it for 3 days.

and.after finishing all my job.

i stopped.and daydream..what should i do next?

really! i feel like i'm alone in this world.

that is why.now.i do really know,why do people can't live alone.

it's just.i wanna say i'm sorry.

sorry for crying like a little baby.

it's just i'm too scared being left alone in this house.i just don't know why

i've already get used to it.

everyday.u all walked out from the house not telling me.

bcoz,ur class started early in the morning.

but,i just don't know why.i don't know why i feel so sad today.

when i heard ur voice from my room this morning.i rushed out.

and.i get u guys.i'm babbling to u guys.how much i feel sad.

and.it feels like,heaven you know.

THANKYOU ALLAH.

and.i really don't want to be alone.don't ever leave me like that.please!