being a maksu :)

hye! assalamualaikum WBT bloggie :)))))

bloggie.cube tgk dkt tepi, timeframe menunjukkan bahawa awk dh berusia hampir 3 tahun tau! ^^

hehehe.saya bangge dengan awk

even ada ups and down

kejap private kejap open

akhirnya awk ttp bertahan! yeay! alhamdulillah ^^

bloggie.. well after those years.

now finally i am a maksu ^^ alhamdulillah. praise to Allah.

well. above is my very first nephew. bam3 gileeee kan?

so many expression. so many weird faces

pipi bambam nak ikut maksu ye sayang? ^^

btw, my nephew's name, as stated Muhammad Abdul Muhaymin bin Mohd Zulikram.

panjang enough? naaaa.. not yet :PPP

sungguh la xpaham kenapa letak nama baby panjang2

nanti karang dia nk tulis nama pon susah.hahaha :PPP

tapi pon, syukur sgt2, finally my sis in law dah habes pantang.

syukur sbb finally Allah granted her wish, in fact everyone's wish for her to get a baby.

muhaymin came into our life giving us a lot of hope

and the best thing is that, he was born on 23rd February 2013.

Well, it is not 23rd March but still a month difference with me

kalau sama la kan, i will be the happiest maksu ever.hahaha :PP

anywho. i've learnt a lot about being a mother. not because i am a mother

but seeing how my sis in law struggling to survive being newbie mummy

sometimes the milk is not enough, sometimes the baby have bloated tummy

how disaster it will be when muhaymin "mengamuk"

ohhhh myyy! total disaster.

everyone sweats.. even my mum can't handle him.haha.

muhaymin.muhaymin.

naughty boy huh? never mind, maksu still loves you.

there's still some dilemma about being a maksu

i just don't know what should i address myself with him

maksu is like sooooo old :PPP haha.

aunty wayyyy to modern :P

and. in bidayuh aunty will be called wawak/tuwak.

in my father's side, aunty for paternal side will be called amay.

so bloggie. which one's the best?

maksu uyah

aunty su/ aunty uyah

wawak uyah/ tuwak yah

amay uyah?

dilemma.dilemma.

never mind, there's still time to decide before my dearest muhaymin start talking.

even now pon he already start wek.wek.wek.ah.ah.ah

maybe after 3-4 months he can already bubbling.

can't wait to see him grow up <3 p="">

p/s: muhaymin.maksu uyah loves u very much.muah.muah :D

Comel :)

Alahai.tadi dok tgk video u tube cn blue-love light. Comelnyeeee..

Hahaha.ak ni patah hati sgt ke ape ke tatawu la tp bile dgr lagu ni rase cm comel tp xde sape yg blh dibayang dlm minda @@ hahaha. I guess I have no crush lagi pd sape2. Hahaha. Is it bad or is it good?^^ takpolah. Yg penting jgn pening2 kan kepala and enjoy my single life :) lgpun ak rasa Allah nak jaga aku. Ngeee.

Oh.sila la enjoy lagu love light ye. Lirik dia comellllll bangettttt :)



english translation love light song :)

when i look at you my face gets red
when i see you my heart goes thump thump
i talk with shyness like a kid
when i look at you i just smile out of nowhere
like a fool I keep doing that
I think love came to me

You’re the president of my heart
You’re my chests’ star embroider
I’m Genie for you girl
You make me stop breathing
whatever you want
because i love you
There’s no reason for my love you know

you’re a darling
you’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky
the shining thing deep inside my heart
my own love light

i love you darling
give me light next to me whenever
every night i look at you
and you’re beautiful even when i look at you
you’re my love light

when i see you i feel like im up on the clouds
it may be immature but i keep doing this
i tihnk love came to me

you’re a darling
you’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky
the shining thing deep inside my heart
my very own love light

i love you darling
give me light next to me whenever
every night i look at you
and you’re beautiful even when i look at you
you’re my love light

you’re lovely
you’re more blinding than the sunlight up in that sky
you shine the dark places inside my heart
my own love light

i love you lovely
even if i close my eyes i see you
looking at you like this
you’re still blinding even when i see you
you’re my love light

p/s: tak ke sweet namenye kalau dah maksud lagu ni macam ni :PPPP

Happy birthday uyah ^^

Ngeeeee.. happy 22nd birthday uyahhhhhhh <3
Errr.tak tau nak react ape. Adeh.
Next year gonna be the best time sbb my birthday on 23rd and I am 23 years old.hehehe.. errr.kawen time tu aci x? Ahahahaha :ppp time tu nk grad dah so kire aci la kn.ehehehe :D
Ok bloggie.
Matlamat nak senarai banyak2.
Tapi yg paling utama. Baharap agar aku akan jadi manusia yg berguna dan muslimah yg solehah. Moga2 iman makin bertambah.amin.amin :)
Target kali ni pasti dan insyaAllah akn terlaksana.sbb I am entering marriage age punye zone dah.. takleh tangguh2 ;)
Ok bloggie.pray for me and wish me luck.. may Allah sent me a great muslim guy to guide me through the journey.amin :)

Majlis Eksekutif Pelajar Kolej :)

assalamualaikum WBT.. haiiiii cik bloggie ;)

haaa..dah bace tajuk atas ni kan? ^^ mase end of january haritu, application untuk jadi organisasi kolej dibuka..masa tu hesitate la jugak, nak join ke tak nak. nak join ke tak nak.

lepas tu, my bff mila ajak, dia pon former JAKSA (Jawatankuasa Kebajikan Siswa/i) jugak. So, since buat pertama kalinya merit dapat jadi 2nd highest among 3rd year *kalah dengan syu2, sobsss* maka ambo yang rendah diri ni pon apply la. Bloggie, fyi la kan, sepanjang hidup kat kolej, ni la petame kali ambo dapat merit lebih 200. Instead, dapat 300++ merit.. Tapi berbaloi la penat lelah bagai. Masa sem 1 la yang paling azab. Dengan jadi pengarah, timb pengarah, S/U, bendahari, wartawan lagi.. plus sume keje2 sampingan macam jadi ketua group segala.. kalau merit tak tinggi tu memang la kan. Tapi yeahhh, aku dah rasa jadi semua jawatan. HAHAHA!!~ ^^ gila pangakat sungguh!

And nowww... even belom la lagi official. Tapi keje2 dah start la lepas ni. I'm proud to say, I'm elected as secretary for my college organisation. *alhamdulillah...sujud syukur*

wahai kolejku yg ku sayangi. ecehhhhh ;)

and so, jadi S/U ni berat sebenarnya. Nak kene key in merit, pastu kene guide sume S/U untuk program2.. uruskan penginapan dan penempatan lagi.. sobsssss @@ but then, itula price yang kene bayar kalau nak aktif kan? tapi the good part is, nanti yuran kolej freeeeeeeee :DDD *grinnnn*

ish3. ni salah niat dah ni ye adik2. sila jangan tiru aksi ini di rumah =PPPPPP

so.esok pergi jumpe muhaymin dulu. then isnin balik HUKM and start working.

Harapnye, things will get better la nanti. insyaAllah...

Ok people..adios amigos. see u next time :)

Girl's secret: bff day :)

Assalamualaikum bloggie...

Nasib xgenap swtahun blog ni menyepi.hahahaha..at least 6months.. ok la kan.
Ahaaa.. terpanggil2 nk hapdate blog.. tbah lepas bce hlovate.lg la bkobar2.. *insert lagu bkobar2 kat sini*

Bloggie.. harini cite out of topic sikit la.. girl's secret.. tntg bff day.. peneman dikala pms dan moody day.. cik pad a.k.a tuala wanita..

Skrg ni dh bnyk dh brand kat luar sne.. dlu2 ye la org pkai jenama k**** je.. mcm2 dgr psl cik pad ni.. ade yg kate blh kne kanser la etc etc.. so skrg no dh ade la pulak org cipta pad herba.. best ke? Entah.. Yg aku tahu dia mahal.. But yeah people, those expensive thing that is hard to get usually woth it ;) but, i am not going to be a fan as herbal pad usually comes with gel.. Totally a big no! But, terfikir jugak, xde ke org buat research pasal ni ek? Kalau setakat testimoni, that's the lowest evidence based.. Cube bayangkan tajuk dia: prevalence of dysmenorrhoea among hukm visitors.. Contohnye la. Then kita boleh kaji jenis pad ade kaitan x dgn sakit pms tu.. Haaa.. Xke nice?;)

Ooopsieeee.. Skrg let's talk about this newly discovered brand by me :ppp dh lame kot dia wujud but... Just fell in love ^^

And yeah people.. now I just like to recommend liberesse brand.. nice.. cottony and kurang kebocoran..

Depends la..

Pelik la post pasal ni @@

endddddd..

err.post ni xperlu ade kot kan?

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ok.slamat malam bloggie :)

day 3 posting :)

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggieeee =)))

Ya Allah.super penat harini,belom on-call lagik.iskkk3 =_="
harini turn wad hijau buat klinik.so,pagi2 tadi lepas tengok clinicopahological conference (CPC), terus gi lecture and then terus gi klinik sampai la pukul 1, then 1 ptg lecture smpai pkul 4ptg, then gi wad kejap, then pkul 5 lebih balik.malam karang nk g wad, tgk2 kalau bed yg aku kne cover tu ade org tak ^^

HAHAHA.panjang lebar explanation kan ;)
bw,today's CPC kan, sgtlah menarik.terasa macam..uwaaa.xsabarnye nk jadi doc :DDDD
gabungan team antara otorinolaryncologist, radiologist, pathologist, otorino surgeon, plastic surgeon yang semuanya bergabung untuk satu diagnosis kes yang sangat jarang ditemui di Malaysia especially, hanya 1% of cases je..sgt rare kan.

Kes harini berkenaan dgn soft tissue malignant tumor yang fungating out of hidung and bercantum dekat lower lips.kalau tgk gamba mmg agak ngeri la, mcm xnmpk dah mata, hidung bagai. Tapi kan, saya tak takut.uwaaaa.progress tuh <3<3<3 dan, bile surgeon tu resect tumor tu, mmg soft palate, hard palate tu sume kene buang, and mmg kosong habes muka patient tu jadinya =_=" and that's why plastic surgeon sgt penting dalam team ni, sbb after resection, plastic surgeon betulkan balik muka patient ke bentuk asal. Mulenye doc gune kulit kat bahagian anterior thigh, tapi end up, kulit tu jadi necrotic and foul smelling sbb dah mati. Means tak sesuai la kan. Then team plastic surgeon try pulak buat gune pectoralis major muscle utk tampal kat muka, and ends up xboleh jugak sbb suture terbukak, and kulit jatuh ke bawah. Then, dr faizal and the team call specialist dari HUSM and, they've worked on it, and akhirnye diorang gune lattisimus dorsi muscle, and muke patient jadi better. Memang ade bonjolan sikit, tapi dr faizal kata, with times, muka tu akan berubah ke bentuk asal balik.insyaALLAH. Btw, bile dengar yg operation pertama utk resect tumor sume tu amek masa dekat 13 jam, rasa mcm..waaaa..seronoknye :D and, mulenye, dulu aku takut sgt nk jd doc, sekarang ni mcm berkobar2 plak, sbb bila tgk patient sakit, then bila kita ubat dia, terus sihat. macam sangat bahagia kan? ^^ hehe.

pengajaran harini sgt banyak.homework pon sangat banyak.tapi, yang menariknye adalah, aku suke la dok kat wad, rasa mcm xnak balik pon ade..haha =PP sebab ape taw? bila kat wad, semua masalah aku boleh tolak tepi, tapi bila balik bilik ni, hadoiiiii.sangat mengada2 =_=" aku sangat tak suke complicatedkan otak aku.so, dengan ini, aku akan berbahagia dengan wad. walaupun tadi asek kne tolak je bile tanye kat doc, tapi aku ttp rasa doc tu sangat baik..hehe :D and, insyaALLAH. 3hari di O&G ni buat aku rasa, when the time comes, i'll miss O&G sooo much.sangat happy dok kat wad, dgn nurse yg baik2..alahai.. insyaALLAH, i'll pass my exam with flying colours ^^ amin.amin.amin.

Do pray for me people.

hari ini :)

Assalamualaikum WBT..

Hari ini bloggie:-----

8.00pg : Clerking patient
10.00pg: Tertido dalam ward =PPPP
11.00pg: Labour room orientation
12.00tgh hari: Examine patient
1.30ptg: Makan2
2.30ptg: Gerak ke ward
3.30ptg: Wandering around.jumpe dr.yuli
5.00ptg: Balik bilik

and now people.saya amatlah malas.amacam ni? haish.baju nk basuh.nak study lagi =_="

8.00mlm: kene pegi ward lagi.

p/s: tak boleh malas2 la.makin banyak keje kita tangguh.makin pening dibuatnya.aishhh =_="
sooooo.mari menyiapkan keje wahai bloggie ^^ mari bersemangat waja!!!!!!! ^^