Friday, April 10, 2015

clinical exam: 16th april 2015

ok. sooo. harini senarai utk clinical exam dah keluar
and. and. doa mak ayah makbul la kot kan
Allah tahu ape yg terbaik utk aku

khamis.
tapi housemate: azura ngan yun dapat hari isnin
shida lak hari jumaat

cuaknyeeeeee...
tapi saya positif, dan akan usaha sungguh2 :) insyaAllah ^^

tadi prof shahrir cakap yang hari khamis, jumaat and sabtu kne hati2
sebab mungkin lecturer garang2 la kot. huhuhu
harapnya semua urusan dipermudahkan
aku yakin lecturer pon taknak failkan student
harapnya, i will be doing good that day
insyaAllah, and graduate as a safe doctor ^^

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

moment of truth

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggieeee

its my day 3 of professional exam
segala perasaan ade. cuak, and the funniest thing was
i thought i am cool, relax, not too stressed up
but, my body experienced its hardest time ever

the morning of  my first exam, i have my OSCE.
know what, i couldn't sleep much that night, but the worst part was
i woke up at 4 am in the morning
having severe stomachache.. bloated stomach
nauseated... gile gile punye nauseated

and so it happens..
lebih dari 5 kali ulang aling toilet, but nothing happen
this exam was the worst experience ever
during study week lagi badan dah experience stress level yg sgt tinggi
kena infected eczema, pastu hemorrhoid.. macam2 la
the morning before exam tu ingatkan dah tak mampu nk pegi exam dah
i have this thought..

Ya Allah, ape yang aku dah buat ya Allah sehingga diduga sebegini
aku ade buat salah ke. kenapa pagi nak exam jadi macam ni
dahla exam paling penting
i remember i was crying badly and was in severe pain
almost macam org nak beranak.hahaha =_="
but then, lepas letak minyak angin, paksa diri tido, paksa diri relaks
pagi tu bangun lewat, pukul 6 baru bangun
pastu pagi tu rasa fresh, takde sakit
terus ucap syukur pada Allah sebab bagi kemudahan
sebabnye, OSCE ade 2 group, and i was in the first group, maksudnya group paling awal
haih laaaa.. alhamdulillah
and so far everything was well up till now..

i hope the next 2 papers will be good too! harapnya lahhh kan. aminnn
tolong doakan ya <3 p="">

i hope the next time i wrote in this blog, i am no longer just risq
but Dr. Risq Atiqah Munirah binti Mohamed Mustafa
amin ya rabbal a'lamin :)

few more days to go..
brace yourself baby ^^

Sunday, March 29, 2015

The week of craziness

hai bloggieee

MY MOM SAID I"M CRAZY!
how could u mummy. hahahahaha
well. now, its 7 days to professional exam
its like a dream..
after sooo long, the time has come
baaaaaa...

jom la cuak beramai2.
tak tau mampu ke tak :((
insyaAllah, marilah berdoa.
please. please. please.
doakan yeee <3 p="">

Monday, March 23, 2015

my birthday

happy birthday to myself :)
24 years old
i'm a lady now, not a girl anymore
it feels weird
it feels soooo weird

but then, pray to Allah.
may everything be at ease.
thanks bloggie for being with me this whole time
u're a grown up too :D

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

interview day

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggieeee..

Hai! Harini kitorg g interbiu SPA
Haha! Smlm mcm org gile tahu? Dok bace hippocrates oath la. Zmn perubatan islam
Dgn common2 disease bagai.
Siap prepare jwpn, why do u want to be a doctor.
Nk pilih hosp bandar/luar bandar ke..
Siap praktis dgn ibu n bapak on the phone
Nk dekat sejam kot prepare
Tapi tahu x ape jd? :pppp

Masuk2 bilik interbiu. Duduk.
Pastu interviewer kenal kan diri
Pastu bg nasihat2 sket psl housemanship
Last. Dia suruh introducekan diri
Then, THE END.

Xtau nk rasa gembira? Sedih? Kelakar?
Hahaha. Anyway, i'm glad interview hbes dh. Xlarat jiwa asyik bedebar dari pagi. Haha.
Such a great experience. Ehehe :D

Tu maksudnye skrg ni kita kne fikir
PRO EXAM! Uwaaaa. Cuaknyeeee..
Tgh fikir nk buat cmne skrg. Nk bg rse btanggungjwb sket ;pppp

Xpe. Skrg enjoy n study smart.
Jgn panik sgt kan. Daebak!


Thursday, January 29, 2015

mencari ketenangan fikiran

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggiee

hai again! ahah, i just don't know why i am here
writing nonsense. i just DONT KNOW why! hahaha =PP

well my dear bloggie. to think that PRO EXAM is just in a few months to go
to be exact 70 days. am i PANICKING? *insert stress mood here*
NO! I AM NOT PANICKING =P
*dah knp sume nak CAPSLOCK bagai risq oiii =PP*

haha. well i need to get serious eh?
and i need to make a diagnosis on my own now.
usually, before clerking patient, i will have a peek on the case note
what kind of patient i am dealing with
but now, i need to CHANGE
clerking, examining, and come to the diagnosis on my own
well, not that bad eyyh?? =PP

anyway. the thing that i WANT TO STRESS ABOUT is that
bloggieee. i am SOOO CUAK la bloggieee
what if i can't do it?
what if i *nauzubillah* did not pass?
bloggiee.. i am tired enough of all this nonsense.
haha. NONSENSE again eh?

I AM POSITIVE that will PASS this exam
and become a DOCTOR in the house
i just can't wait bloggie
i just wanna go through all this and GRADUATE!
people around me, sume dah graduate, sume dah keje
I WANNA GET THAT FEELING
eventhough i dont want to get old
haha. OMMMOOO.. i am 24 this year
people said that 23 years old is the worst
HAHA? is that true eyy? entahla.. but eventually it's true in some aspect
because at that age, too many things happen to the extent that i almost get fed up
but heyyy, LIFE IS A CHALLENGE kan?

Thursday, December 25, 2014

pediatrician vs psychiatrist

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggie.

December almost reaching to an end.
Meaning? 2014 is leaving us already
Oh no! Exam? 3 months to go. hailohhhhhh =_="
banyaknyeeee xstudy lagi
tapi xpe, go slow, be happy and smile
interview SPA pon xprepare hape pon lagi. isk3 =_="

urmmm.
bloggie, lately i've found my interest
which makes me feel soooo eager to go to the ward
dan rasa mcm bestttttt sgt hidup ni
i realize that i really really REALLY love kids
hahahaha. nampak x betapa banyak penekanan yg diberi disitu

urmmm..
xtau lagi either nak jadi child psychiatrist
or nak jadi pediatrician
tapi hati nak jadi child psychiatrist
cumenyeeeee
nak kne go thru general psychiatry
mcm kemalasan yang amat
hahahaha..
senang cite sume saya malas nk buat. 
aduiiiii

hopefully after housemanship i can made up my mind
houseman dekat ipoh ke melaka?
choose baby choose :DDDD

Thursday, November 27, 2014

my dear min2

My dear min2...
Maksu miss you. Miss you sooo much..

Min2..
Sumber inspirasi maksu
Only Allah knows how much i love you
If only i can kidnap you *nanti kne babap ngan kak nury :pp*
Hahaha. Adeiiii.. Knp la shayang maksu ni sweet sgt? Hailaaaa...

Kalaula xdifikirkan exam semua.
Ingin sahaja ku terbang utk berjumpa dgnmu.
Ahahaha.

Sorry min2. Maksu bosan.
Nnti dh besar maksu ajar min2 buat blog eh.
Hehe.

Tu diaaaa..
Sheikh Muhammad Abdul Muhaymin
Amin.. Jadi budak baik..
Jadi muslim yang baik..
Moga min2 terus kekal comel
And yg paling penting
Keep makes everyone around u feel enlighted and happy!

My dear min2
I really just want u to remain like this
Being such a baby to me
I will never forget each and every moment
Moment basuh beyak
Moment mandikan
Moment suapkan makanan
Moment gaduh2 and gomol
Ngeh3.. Just remember 1 thing
Selagi kamu xbesar lagi
Selagi tu la min2 xkan selamat dari kne gomol ngan maksu. Haha!

Ok. Merapu.
Bye2 bloggie..
I just miss rambling silly things here.
Please pray for my professional exam
4 more months to go
Moga2 segalanya dipermudahkan.
Aminnnnn...