Thursday, August 5, 2010

reflection of the day..

u wouldn't know what will happen in ur life next!
seriously..siapa yg boleh imagine bad things will happen.sume org nk happy ending kn
but then,after all..
DESTINY is still DESTINY

i'm totally mixed up.dada ni berbuku sgt3..
nak nanges..tapi,entah knp air mata xnk keluar :'(
kalau sedih dpt menangis..takpe jugak,at least..rase LEGA
bile ur emotion mcm tlalu mixed up..and u don't even know what to do..
perasaan tu jd sgt3 CONFUSED =_="

bile reflect ape yg aku buat semalam,mungkin adela beberapa bnde yg salah kn
smpai Allah uji tahap kesabaran.tahap ketabahan
which i can say at my limit.tapi at least all of us learn a lot!

TERTINGGAL bas.suppose bus gerak pkol 5.30pm
ktorg mmg da kluar awl2,tapi kelibat bas tu xnmpk la plak.
but then,tunggu la smpai 6.10pm,mmg sure2 xde.
call driver bas,ckp bas dah gerak 5 something which is not at 5.30pm!
have u ever wonder,kepenatan dr pagi xhlg lagi
and,anda ditinggalkan di tmpt,anda xtawu..
UKM BANGI.aku rse spnjg jd student UKM
the only time aku g sne,mase orientation
sooo.what to expect? nk naek bus ape? ktm kat mne?
naseb ade sorg kakak ni tlg..

adek2 tunggu kat sini.bas slalu dtg stiap 1/2 hour.
last bus pkol 7mlm.nanti dye bwk g ktm station.
amek bus 6K/6Z ok? (ok..what's that??)

tunggu la.smpai da dkt2 6.40ptg,xde bus sketul pon lalu.
tnye lagi org.skali drg ckp bas xlalu kat situ,sbb nk kosongkn trafic utk pesta konvo
what?? walking again to RAHIM KAJAI kolej.
tunggu dpn tu,by almost 7,ade bus.
air cond ok,tapi corong kat tmpt aku+sue duduk bocor.
xyah kire bape kali air dye menitik atas baju+beg..

smpai ktm station,kami amek yg g kl sentral.
Ya Allah.kalau la ktm tu laju xpe la jugak kn.lambat sgt =_="
maghrib xsolat lagi.smpai2 kl sentral,rush g solat..
and,everything went ok.naek monorail to chow kit..
and.by 9.30pm,kami smpai rumah kat plaza RAH.
which,we have to walk A LOT! perlu ke aku state brape kali?=_="
the thing is.sepanjang jln,aku cube reflect diri sendiri.
what have i done.whether tindakan aku btol atau salah.
ade ke aku saketkan hati siapa2..and i do apologize 4 everything.
aku cube utk senyum,tapi aku rase sgt3 fake.
entah knp air mata ni kebal sgt nk turun.aku jd sgt heartless.
sbb aku xtawu nk identify,aku sedih?ataupun geram? atau marah?

tapi,lesson learn the HARD way.
shakirah ckp..mcm2 sgt,comfortkn balek diri yg tgh lost

Allah turunkan ujian utk hambanya
sebab DIA sygkan hamba-hambaNYA
jadi.kenapa nk SEDIH kalau Allah SAYANG kita?^_^

dan.itulah yg buatkan aku kuat spnjg jalan smlm.
sue tegur.pelik tgk risq.tak penah nmpk risq cmni.hehe.
minum air smbey tmenung jauh,macam nk tembus monorail.
hahahahaha ^_^
kire aci la kn aku xnanges! kire aku masih MEDIC RANGERS!~
kuat! kental! n xputus smngat..ngee ^_^
hidup MEDIC RANGERS!
ingt taw.jgn SEDIH2 kalau ditimpa DUGAAN
sbb,ade org SAYANG kita sgt3..ngee ^_^

there can be miracles.when you believe.
though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
who knows what miracle u can achieve
when you believe,somehow you will
you will.when you BELIEVE ^_^

4 comments:

khatizah said...

sometimes hardship tuh bukan sbg punishment tp more of training...so just imagine nnti dah jd doc dgn nite duty.on call and so on... are you going to cry...nooopppss..so take it as you go along... it is a training...

^risq_munirah^ said...

ngee.thanks ibu! uyah pon xtawu =_="
mmg somehow,bru la tawu cmne nk g bangi sume,kalau x,jgn hrp la kn =P

tapi kn bu,nk marah blh x? uyah call ibu bnyk kali,nape ibu xangkat?@_@
xnak kwn!

ezatlex said...

woW.. pengalaman nie mcm penah aku lalui dlu..

tp yg tu dr penang nk ke kL>. ketinggalan bus la plak.. whahah
gare2x celebrete bufday kwn..

hurm... bile aku bce post ko niee..
mule ingat kn frust menonggeng ke bdk nie?? bile dah smpai perenggan ke5 oOOoo... sngt bersimpati..

ptt la kt MPG td ain ade ckp kne tingl bus.. rupenye kne tinggal kt bangi.. huuu..

clinical booth mg memenatkn.. lebih2x lagi yg shift kne banyak brdiri.. hehke apeapepn risQ..

sume yg kite lalui setiap hari mmg adalah ujian. sama ade kite sedar atau pn x..

n yg lebih penting adalah bagaimana kita menguruskn perkara itu..

apeapepn.. aku mmg masih ingat MEDIC RANGERS yg menyanyi smbil pakai topeng itu.. hehe ^0^

^risq_munirah^ said...

haha.frust menonggeng?? aiyaks..ngahaha =P xde kaetan langsung2 ok..hehe

err.penang-KL lagi jauh.huuu.kentang sungguh.

ktorg kan awl2,so,xde la ramai sgt.tmbh bdk FSKB buat jugak,mmg r.asal entah drg tiru kite.huhuhu =_="

btol3 ezat.bnyk bnde yg boleh kita belajar actually.and sgt3 seronok! ^_^ rase kuat la jugak diri ini.ahahaha.

err.perlu ke ingt scene kelakar tu? hahaha.aish! tym tu dahla music xdgr,bantai je nyanyi.lirik pon lupe2..huhuhuhu =_="