reminding self :)

assalamualaikum WBT and hyeeeeeee!

eh bloggie. it seems like ages, but still within few months kan?

holaaaa bloggie! well.this post is just to remind myself

why? and for what reason that i wanna be a doctor ;)

well bloggie. as u know, i am not the one that choose to be a doctor at first

it was choosen by my family, to be exact my daddy's hope

when i finished up my matrics, i got an opportunity to pursue my study overseas in UK

in bachelor of pure maths, which is my fav subject since years ago

even in matrics, i managed to get full marks for one of the exam

however, Allah is the Almighty.

we can plan, but HE knows the best for us.

well, when my dad knew that i also got the offer from UKM to be a medical doctor

he was so excited and happy

besides, he also ask me to just ignore the UK offer.

If i were to go to UK, i'll spent about 3 years there and of course when i return, i'll be placed as lecturer in any matriculation in Malaysia.

but then, even it saddened me, but finally, i trust in my instinct to continue my journey

and decided to be a medical doctor.

well, as the journey started, i almost feel like dying

as biology is not my fav subject at all!

and of course during my first yr, i have to repeat the year all over again

which at that moment, i really2 regret it so much, and keep on blaming myself

for not choosing what i really2 want

but then, as years goes by

and now finally i almost finished 65% of my journey

and only left 1 and 1/2 years to continue.

even the starting is not that good, but finally at this moment

i finally can breathe and i'm sooo happy with what i have now.

people. ever since i'm in primary school

if anybody does ask me, what is my ambition?

i would say that my ambition is to be a prof. dr =PPP

and i still remember how weird their faces are when i said that

well, at that time, my only concern is i want my name to be as long as it can be.

HAHAHAHAH =PPP

Prof. Dr. Risq Atiqah Munirah bt Mohamed Mustafa

that is just my dream.

even now, i still feel the urge to get that title,

one fine day insyaAllah people ;)

and now. i am soooo obsessed with my psychiatry posting

well you know, i just discovered that

from all my posting before,

this is what suit me the most, and make my life happier

the satisfaction that i feel when people coming in looking very miserable

and when the dr treats them, they live their life happily

that is my aim

that is my goal!

well people. i just discovered that i always put someone that i really love

way ahead of me

because, last time when i went to pulau perhentian,

i still remember when i only have few ringgits in my wallet

the only thing that came into my mind

is to buy my parent and my family souvenir

and i didn't get any for myself @@

that's how i am

and i know, psychiatry will be the best for me

because i love to see people smiling

and become happy when they see us

even, i do really love to read the psychiatry books compared to other medical book

and i really hope to be like one of my specialist.

my hope and my dream

is to be a geriatric or children/adolescent psychiatrist

and, my target for this posting 

is to get an A for the posting

i really2 want that! insyaAllah ^^

p/s: ok. enough mumbling ;) hehehe.