smiling =)

i just don't know

but i do smile for no reason

perhaps people wouldn't know why.and only me.only ALLAH knows why

even it's just a short moment

but, yes, you make me smile today

and, when i keep on thinking.i smile A LOT :")

but then, today my friend introduce to me to a new blogger

aida, former winner of GM perhaps.which just get married for a year

and, yeah, she has a romantic husband

but, deep down inside my heart

when i read the blog,it seems really3 sweet

but, for me, i don't really need a romantic husband

i just want an ordinary husband..which love me for who i am

and who accept all my weakness.always there to listen *because i'm really takative,HAHA*

yeaa.i know.POOR him ryt? but, that's all i want

a husband for me, is someone who can listen to what i babble about

guide me, love me, and ONLY me

look for me, care for me..because, as he care, i believe he'll always love me

i don't need another seth tan becoming

i just want a simple and normal guy

and i don't know why, i keep on imagining

my special person will be someone of course taller than me

have a really sweet smile that can make me melt *_*

and when i see his smile

i will feel at ease,i will feel his love

without talking, i can feel that feeling..

that is what i'm searching now

not just a monkey or puppy love

insyaALLAH..one day ALLAH will let me meet him

and.me myself will prepare to meet that guy

one day.one fine day

insyaALLAH.



PBL mate

Last Wednesday,our Physio SGD was cancelled, so all my groupmate took the chance

and went OUTING ^^ ngeh3.

it was really fun hanging out with them

as we've been in this group for almost 1 semester

and what i can say is that, i really3 love my PBLmate

we chit-chatting all along.walk together to monorail

and wait like orang gilak at iSetan until the steamboat shop was open
from 10.30am until 11.00am
and i think the iSetan guard just fed up with us playing around there.
HAHAHA.

ok.ok.let me introduce to you guys my PBL-mate


from left: ming jia, mei jun, adeline, komalar, abidah, me, syazzuan, fuad and chua
left is our dearest cameraman mr.danny wong a.k.a khim khim's boyfie.HAHA :P
*hopefully he didn't read this =P*

and.so,which one is danny eh eh? nanti danny merajuk pula..hehe.

ok.the left one is mr.danny a.k.a my ex-AMSA Charity president ^^
he's cute ryt? ^^ HEHE

and so.we have a very cute couple in our PBL
errr..HAHA,they look good together.comel bangettt :P
HEHE

cute kan? cute kan? HAHA..
saje je kacau diorang ni..HEHE..i really love talking to them.kalau time CSL tu
mmg dgn diorang jela nk melepak smbil tunggu bas.yg lain sume lesap naik teksi.HAHA

and.since i'm the AMSEP president this year.and my vice presi as well as EXCO is in my PBL
while waiting for the shop to open, mulela sesi discussion
bersama2 cik EXCO Komalar ni.aigoooo..
dan sesi ini juge dicapture oleh en.danny.cesssssss @@

and so.discussion going on and on.

sampaila kedai bukak..

and.trust me!~ it's REALLY2 worth tahu..

RM 22.and u can eat whatever u can..got everything

seafood, ayam, ikan, sayuran, nasi goreng, kotiaw grg, segala mee, and everything yang kalau nk list down.mmg penat.

u can eat whatever you can up to 2 hours.so, SANGAT2 berbaloi kan?

mmg my tummy sangat full that day.

nk bukti that i eat a lot that day? =P
hahaha...

huhu..mmg sangat banyak makan.

but BEWARE people.if u take a lot but you don't EAT

for every 100gm, u have to pay RM 5 @@

so, since diorang2 ni amek mee banyak sgt, it's too tiring to finished everything up @@

so, kami sumbat2 dlm bekas,and buat mcm makanan tu sisa2 je.HAHAHA

gile punye kelakar scene ni, and i remember i laughed a LOT

sampai senak perut gelak that day

HAHA.

see all those tingkat2.actually at every level, hidden a lot of wasted food.

HAHA.nobody realized kan?

HEBAT tak kami? ngeh3 =P

and.so,we end up the day with ZT presentation during our lecture at 2pm

once reached faculty at 1pm, i'm soooo TIRED that i just slept in the lecture hall

until my friend came and wake me up

HAILOH! at that moment, rasenye kalau org xkejot, mmg xsedar ape la

HEHE.

and, since tomorrow will be the last day for our session

i wish that, we all will be a good doc one day ^^ amin

and hopefully, we'll be in this together

until another 3 years ahead.amin3 ^^

i love you guys so much

i'm sorry for every mistakes i've done as ur GROUP leader.

i'm just a simple and normal human being

that i might done many mistakes without i recognized.

sorry for everything guys.

finally..goodluck for upcoming EXAM <3

good day people ^^

Mariah Carey & Whitney Houston - When You Believe

when you believe..
there will be miracle..

p/s: this song really touches my heart and my mind <3
now i'm standing here..to be what i wanna be ^^

3 Doors Down - Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

p/s: thousand lies has made me colder.and i'm here without you.

tertawa dan menangis

"Dan sesungguhnya Dialah yang menjadikan orang tertawa dan menangis." An-Najm 53:43

never knew.that it was all stated in Al-Quran

dan benarlah.setiap ape yg berlaku itu adalah kurniaan dan juga dugaan dariNya.

to be frank.while i was in Ipoh last Saturday

i keep on muhasabah myself

and suddenly i realized, what happen to me now

is what i've done to someone in my past

and.i believe, what goes around comes around

walaupun ianya pahit,tapi,u know what

don't do harm to others.because one day u'll realized that

u get it back.CASH!~

and now.i proudly being myself.

and.i'm having such a great time in Perak.my dearest hometown

being with mummy.daddy.abg tam.mama.

and all those paksu's kids.makes me become wiser.

all those kiddos makes me as their inspiration

so, why would i dissapoint them?

i will keep on believing.and give my best!~

and pray hard that 1 day.i'll be a great person.

p/s: tangan kiri yang terkehel ni mmg xnak baik ke?

it's really hard utk mandi, when ur left hand isn't working very well

nk bengkok kan tangan dah mcm azab jeee @@

and.i'm looking forward to meet an engineer.one day ^^

have a crush on an engineer.and pray that i'll meet one soon.

i wouldn't want a doctor.because doc touches woman a lot =P

HAHA.i want to be special.only for my mr.engineer ^^

anugerah dari kegagalan

lagu ni sangat memberi inspiration dikala diri ketandusan motivasi @@
yosh.2 minggu lagi final.dan bloggie pon telah disihkan sekian lama.HAHA
ampun2..

btw.the most important part for this song is that.no matter how many times u fail to do something, just remember that, Allah is giving u a lesson,so that we always thankful for evrything that HE does to us.setiap ujian itu adalah nikmat kehidupan ^^

jumaat ni jumpe buddy mase hari interaksi.OMG! mule2 dapat 2 buddy.dah mcm cuak semacam je,skali lg sorg xwujud.agagagaga :P so,my 1st year buddy will be wan nur nadhirah yahya.and.suprisingly, she's cuter than me X) cess.xleh blah buddy lawan buddy.aishhh..
HEHE.i promise to take care of her, and won't let she repeat my footstep.go go wan ^^

my heart :)

penah x ada org terfikir,kenapa jantung a.k.a encik HEART kita terletak kat thorax?

knp xletak kat kepala ke,kaki ke? HEHE

sume tu ciptaan Allah,dan bila kaji2 semula,setiap apa yg Allah ciptakan tu

mmg sgt3 SEMPURNA,mcm setiap yg berlaku,there's a reason behind it =)

it's been a long time..lame sudah xde hati nk berblogging

but then,i realized,masa ak berblogging ni,kalau aku cerita

aku lebih faham sesuatu tu lebih cepat,so,ak rasa,ak nk jugak bercerita

HEHE.

sekarang dah msok tahun kedua sebagai pelajar perubatan

there's a lot to be learn..there's a lot to memorize

TAPI! i'm still in a good mood,and still have a good spirit.

insyaALLAH.

btw,back to the story..alangkah indahnya ciptaan ALLAH

jantung kita,si encik heart tu terletak di kawasan thorax

dan kawasan thorax itu diliputi oleh 12 encik thoracic vetebrae

yang mana,bolehla encik2 sekalian lihat gambar di atas.

the body of thoracic vetebrae looks like a HEART shape kn kn?

kalau pujangga orang bercinta.

"heart has four chambers..which can only be filled by one person"

and,kawasan thorax ni mmg dipenuhi dgn chenta2..awww..so sweet <3

"setiap nafasku hanya untukmu"

nafas pulak gune lung, yang juga berada dalam kawasan thorax.

senang cite,nk bagi conclusion kat sini.

ur thorax is full of LOVE.spread ur love from the thorax

and fill the thorax will ALL ur LOVE <3

saranghae...

ragam orang

dalam satu organisasi

mcm2 perangai kite boleh jumpe

dan,sebagai ketua,trend dalam board member aku mmg mcm2

sampaikan kdg2 aku pernah rasa geram,sedih,rasa rendah diri

selalu fikir apa impression org pada aku

jadi seorang perempuan.yang sangatlah kurang tegas

memang mencabar diri bila jadi ketua

aku jenis yang xreti marah org sgt.kalau aku dah mengamuk sangat2

then only,aku akan start marah

selagi aku boleh tahan,aku rasa aku boleh jadi sabar lagi

dan,paling membanggakan

ada antara committee aku yang,walaupun aku mcm ni

friendly,diorang anggap aku mcm kawan

keje diorang mmg superb.sumpah cakap,this is the one yg aku nampak

sangat enthusiastic dalam buat kerja

tapi,ade certain yg bila aku macam ni diorang ambil endah tak endah

dan,aku dah kenal pasti beberapa orang tu

dan,nasihat dari teman baik saya

bila dah kenal pasti,guna different approach utk org mcm tu

yg jenis respect kita,kita treat mcm biasa

dan jenis2 yg bebal sikit ni,u know urself yang u kene jadi tegas dari biasa

always ask.ask.ask

dan.bila nak memulakan sesuatu ni

bukan senang sebenarnya.dan aku tahu,aku xboleh nak harap org sangat

aku sendiri.kena plan bersama2 dgn MT aku

dan aku tahu,i'm not in this alone.

Allah ada.sentiasa ada utk hambaNYA

walaupun aku tahu aku lacking banyak sangat.

ya ALLAH.aku sedar.aku tahu aku mungkin bukanlah pemimpin yang baik

bukan pemimpin yang tegas

namun ya ALLAH,atas amanah yang telah diberikan ini

aku mohon padaMU ya ALLAH

permudahkanlah urusan kami ya ALLAH..

aku mohon keizinanMU..aku mohon lindunganMU ya ALLAH

izinkan aku bersama-sama rakan2 yang lain

untuk melaksanakan amanah ini dengan penuh rasa tanggungjawab

dengan penuh hikmah.

insyaALLAH.

dengan izinMU..segalanya insyaALLAH,akan menjadi pasti

aku mohon padaMU ya ALLAH =)