maksu vs muhaymin

hahahaha..

poyo xpoyo dah banyak pulak post aku hari ni =PPP

eh.pipi kitorang sama kan? ;) hehehe

i am lost :(

bad things happen when u stay alone :(

i hate staying alone in room.

that's why when i'm home, i'll open up the door, because i really hate staying in a closed and unhappy room.

i hate quietness!

i hate everything that is lonely.. and i don't like being alone

maybe that is why i'm joining lotssss of programs and being in an organization

because, eventhough i'm not really good at it

but at least, i can meet people

even i'm the introvert type

at least i can see people around me.

is it weird?

am i weird?

but what do i care. as long as i'm happy.

don't blame before you think ^^

eheh. assalamualaikum WBT bloggie.

well bloggie. harini bukan la nk menghukum sape2. tapi ternampak satu post ni dkt FB

hello bro! kalau saya xpernah masuk psychiatry nye posting

mungkin sy pon setuju.

jadi, sebelum nak blame sape2, tolong buat research. tq!

sume org tak tahu, penyakit mental bukan hanya GILA!

bkn nye cakap sorg2 je..

banyak sangat jenis penyakit mental

and 1 of it is eating disorder..

so, kalau masalah anorexia/bulimia/excessive eating/obesiti

sume tu sebenarnya termasuk dalam penyakit MENTAL

ingat MENTAL tu gila je ke?

huishhhhh.. geram dgn pemikiran sempit org2 ni sume

tapi betul jugak, kalau dah benci tu, sume benda nampak busuk

kalau xsuka surat khabar tu, mula la nak MENGUTUK je.

org srat khabar bukannye xeducated la bro!

diorang mesti la buat research dulu

and u mister, please, don't judge and simply blame people ;)

well. ni dah masuk kes emotional

maaf bro!

xde niat nak blame, walaupun sebenarnye geram ;)

p/s: don't speak if u don't know. tq ^^

a beautiful mind :)

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggie..

hyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

do u wanna know what happen to a schizo patient?

let's watch this awesome movie.

let's get to know them

let understand them..

they are just a bit unlucky to have the disease

but as a normal human being

let's help them. let's guide them

don't thro them away.. because they're soooo confuse.

they don't even know that all those hallucination & delusion of theirs

are actually did not exists at all..

and. i would emphasize that to u

do not sigmatized them! do not judge them!

they are human being tooo. guide them and make them feel accepted.

because, everyone belongs in this world.

insyaAllah.

may Allah bless all my lovely schizo patient.amin :)

3 tahun

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggie

Ya Allah! How time flies..

Do u even realize that u've already 3 years old bloggie?

Macam xpercaya pon ade.

Dulu blog ni tercipta after diri rasa sgt miserable lepas kne reseat paper masa 1st year

And bloggie jugakla yg tgk kejatuhan aku

Masa dr cakap, kne repeat year

And now, bloggie, finally dah sampai 4th year dah pun

Ya Allah, macam xpercaya sangat2.

Subhanallah! Thank you so much Allah!

I've never thought u will exists for this long

seeing how i grew up from nobody

From a childish person, into a young adult 

A young woman, and a future doctor in few year time.

I just donno what to say bloggie

I just hope u'll bear with me this few years 

InsyaAllah bloggie.

Come and grad with me

Come and grow old with me ok?

InsyaAllah...

reminding self :)

assalamualaikum WBT and hyeeeeeee!

eh bloggie. it seems like ages, but still within few months kan?

holaaaa bloggie! well.this post is just to remind myself

why? and for what reason that i wanna be a doctor ;)

well bloggie. as u know, i am not the one that choose to be a doctor at first

it was choosen by my family, to be exact my daddy's hope

when i finished up my matrics, i got an opportunity to pursue my study overseas in UK

in bachelor of pure maths, which is my fav subject since years ago

even in matrics, i managed to get full marks for one of the exam

however, Allah is the Almighty.

we can plan, but HE knows the best for us.

well, when my dad knew that i also got the offer from UKM to be a medical doctor

he was so excited and happy

besides, he also ask me to just ignore the UK offer.

If i were to go to UK, i'll spent about 3 years there and of course when i return, i'll be placed as lecturer in any matriculation in Malaysia.

but then, even it saddened me, but finally, i trust in my instinct to continue my journey

and decided to be a medical doctor.

well, as the journey started, i almost feel like dying

as biology is not my fav subject at all!

and of course during my first yr, i have to repeat the year all over again

which at that moment, i really2 regret it so much, and keep on blaming myself

for not choosing what i really2 want

but then, as years goes by

and now finally i almost finished 65% of my journey

and only left 1 and 1/2 years to continue.

even the starting is not that good, but finally at this moment

i finally can breathe and i'm sooo happy with what i have now.

people. ever since i'm in primary school

if anybody does ask me, what is my ambition?

i would say that my ambition is to be a prof. dr =PPP

and i still remember how weird their faces are when i said that

well, at that time, my only concern is i want my name to be as long as it can be.

HAHAHAHAH =PPP

Prof. Dr. Risq Atiqah Munirah bt Mohamed Mustafa

that is just my dream.

even now, i still feel the urge to get that title,

one fine day insyaAllah people ;)

and now. i am soooo obsessed with my psychiatry posting

well you know, i just discovered that

from all my posting before,

this is what suit me the most, and make my life happier

the satisfaction that i feel when people coming in looking very miserable

and when the dr treats them, they live their life happily

that is my aim

that is my goal!

well people. i just discovered that i always put someone that i really love

way ahead of me

because, last time when i went to pulau perhentian,

i still remember when i only have few ringgits in my wallet

the only thing that came into my mind

is to buy my parent and my family souvenir

and i didn't get any for myself @@

that's how i am

and i know, psychiatry will be the best for me

because i love to see people smiling

and become happy when they see us

even, i do really love to read the psychiatry books compared to other medical book

and i really hope to be like one of my specialist.

my hope and my dream

is to be a geriatric or children/adolescent psychiatrist

and, my target for this posting 

is to get an A for the posting

i really2 want that! insyaAllah ^^

p/s: ok. enough mumbling ;) hehehe.

3rd monthday :)

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggieeee..

eh? dah sebulan lebih xhapdate ehh? =PPP sorry la bloggie. i've been sooooo busy this month

kadang rase cam xcukup tanah nak buat sume bende

sobs.sobs.sobs.

sape suh apply jadi MEP kolej kan? =PP

anyway bloggie. this post is specially dedicated to my beloved nephew

the one and only at the moment

the one and only lil boy that always make me smile when i look at his pic in my phone

xjumpe awk, tgk gamba pon maksu rindu tau syg ;)

hehe.

baru faham ape perasaan org ade anak buah

kalau anak buah dah cmni, kalau anak sendiri? 

now u know why ur mummy & daddy so protective of u eyy risq?=PP

happy 3rd monthday my sayang..

really, maksu loves u soooo much! only Allah knows how excited i am to see u

even i am soooo busy this week

but since this is the only time i can sneak out from my posting

from my college work

i'll sacrifice some time to spend time with u

because maksu miss u sooo much!

my dear muhaymin.

maksu always pray that Allah will always take good care of u

and i really hope that u'll become a very3 good person 

successful person and of course, excellent muslim in the future ahead

my dear muhaymin,

ever since u were born, my family changed a lot

i guess it's true that when Allah's says that "anak adalah pintu rezeki"

ur daddy a.k.a my brother got his new job with almost 3times his last salary

at the moment as well, maksu is doing my best in medical school

u make maksu feels spirited 

maksu's desire to become a doctor shoot up whenever i see ur face

whenever maksu thinks of u sayang

and ur uncle (abg cik) is doing good too

i guess, u gives us so much happiness.

my dear muhaymin.
above all, maksu would like to say only this
HAPPY MONTHDAY SAYANG!
and remember that u will always have me
and i'll take care of u in the future insyaAllah :)
i loveeeeee you :)

i miss you :) bogoshipooo??

assalamualaikum WBT bloggie..

hye! hye! hye!
bloggie.. at this moment i am missing someone soooo much
i miss my dad sooo much that i dunno how to describe.
baru je hari selasa daddy pergi kursus, katanya khamis nak balik but then end up balik jumaat @@

so bloggie, why? kenapa rindu sgt dengan daddy?
walaupun daddy xdela rajin sgt, well, common la kan lelaki.
tapi bila daddy xde terasa sgt, sbb...

1) hari2 yg buang sampah bila penuh dekat rumah sampah siapa? daddy.
2) hari2 yg akan turun bawah tutup sume lampu make sure pintu berkunci sume siapa? daddy
3) hari2 yg akan bancuh milo & undurkan kereta utk mummy siapa? daddy
4) hari2 yg akan duk kat bawah bukak radio klasik nasional siapa? daddy
5) hari2 yg akan bukak sume tingkap and ikat langsir pukul 6.30 pg siapa? daddy

etc etc.. banyak sgt la nk cakap. entahla, masa daddy ada, xla terasa cmni..
tiba2 je rasa rindu.. daddy pon rindu jugak sbb tu tiap2 hari daddy call pagi2 tanya dah makan belum, makan ape harini, tengah buat apa tu? bangun pukul berapa? etc etc.. hahaha =PPPP

well,post ni sebenarnya sbb ada incident yg best jadi pagi tadi..
since daddy takde kat rumah ni,
masa 1st day mummy pergi sekolah xbreakfast sampai pedih perut..
so 2nd day ni, masa mummy bangun, kitorang sama2 turun bawah,
then masa mummy siap2, saya pon bancuhkan milo utk mummy,
pastu buat bekal roti planta sbb mummy kata nk bawak bekal.
lepas dah siapkan breakfast, saya pon gi la amik kereta kat tepi rumah sampah then undurkan utk mummy,
pendek kata harini tugas2 daddy telah diambil alih sepenuhnya oleh cik risq ^_^

so, apa yg menarik sgt harini? sebab ambil alih tugas daddy ke?
citenye camni, lepas mummy sarapan, masa salam cium tgn mummy,
mummy tiba2 cium tgn saya balik @@
hahahaha. that shows how mummy miss my dad!
sbb pagi2 mcm rutin gi keje salam cium tgn daddy, then daddy kiss dekat ubun2 ;)
pastu ape lagi, perli la mummy, "mak, uyah bukan bapakla =PPP"
then mummy blur2, "eh, mak cium tgn kamu ke? hahahaha"
mummy pun malu sendiri.hak3..

masa daddy call this morning, si tukang report ni pon cerita la, ape lagi daddy bantai gelak =PP
hehehe.mesti daddy pon rindu mummy.
semalam masa call, ckp kat daddy, "bapak, uyah rindu la, xde sape nak buang sampah"
pastu daddy balas, "ooo, kamu tinggal mak ngn bapak balik ukm takpe, haha"
hehehe.tapi siyesly semalam jiwang habis la, tatawu kenapa sedih betul bila teringat kat daddy.
lepas tu sempatla mengadu kata mummy tak breakfast pagi tadi sampai pedih perut.
lepas habis sembang ngn daddy, pass la tepon dkt mummy..

ohhh bloggie.. kalau nak tahu, mummy saya opposite dgn saya.
kalau sy kememeh, jiwang dan sebagainya, mak sy heartless, hati kering, ego etc etc
so masa mummy jawab phone tu, rasa mcm dlm filem, "haaa, knp? ape? ape? hahah"
punyela nk control macho tapi terlepas jugak gelak ye mummy, hehe :PP
tapi daddy dgn caringnye membebel kat mummy, pastu tanye la soalan lazim, makan ape sume.

in the end, konklusinya, saya dan mummy rindu daddy
walaupun daddy xreti express feeling dia sgt, tapi sy tahu daddy pon rindu kitorang
cemana nak tahu? kalau hari2 call smpai kadang2 2-3 kali tu daddy rindu la :PP
sbb masa kat kolej, kalau cuti lama2 then balik kolej, mesti daddy yg jadi tukang call hari2 =PP
bila tanye "bapak rindu uyah ke?" dia mesti gelak2 :PP pastu ckp rindula :PP
ngeeeee...

oh bloggie. dh malam dh ni ^^
cheongdamdong alice pon dah habes tengok.
best! nanti nak buat review la kalau rajin.

anyway i love this quote from that drama..

"Winston Churchill said this, an immature person says i love you because i need you, but mature person says i need you because i love you"

eheh.poyo tak? anyway, love will come to those who cherish it ^_^ insyaAllah.