impossible thing that i've been pray for

assalamualaikum WBT bloggie..

eh.eh.eh. dah nak dekat sebulan eh xmenulis? hehehe :PP

rasa mcm baru semalam dapat result. haihhh..

mcm xpercaya even up till now..

skrg tgh nk kne prepare resume untuk anugerah universiti.

dapat ke xdapat ke, belakang kira.

asalkan kita berusaha ^^

urmm...

last night, sembang dengan mummy

i expressed how weird my angan2 is =PPP

suprisingly, mummy cakap we never know..

then don't stop asking and believing

mcm kesah graduation ni laa...

never in my life, i would expect it..

reason? medic susah, hence, impossible nk dpt distinction 

tambah plak dah penah repeat dulu.. *ramai kot yang tak percaya*

hahaha.. weirdest dream

and because Allah give me such a beautiful gift ever

hence, aku yg xpenah nk bersyukur ni, asking for more :(((

Allah.. whatever it is.. only YOU know what's in my heart

i will accept whatever you give me..

i hope i will be a good person and thankful for everything YOU give me

p/s: u lift my heart up when the rest of me is down

u, u enchant me even when u're not around

if there's boundaries, i will try to knock them down

i'm latching on, babe, now i know what i have found

i feel we're close enough

i wanna lock in ur love

i think we're close enough

could i lock in ur love?

now i've got u in my space

i won't let go of you

got u shackled in my embrace

i'm latching on to u

i'm so encaptured, got me wrapped up in ur touch

feel so enamored, hold me tight within ur clutch

how do u do it, u got me losing every breath

what did u give me to make my heart bleed out my chest?

u lift my heart up when the rest of me is down.. yes u are!

u enchant me even when u're not around.. yes u are!

ohhhhh... this is how weird my dream is =PPP

thankyou anyway.. i wanna believe it in my own wayy..

one fine day, i'm going to be someone like you...

day out to zoo with min2

Hai bloggieeeee!!

Semalam pegi jenjalan ngan min2. Kejap jela tapi.. Tapi jadilaaaaa. At least min2 dpt jmpe zirafah, gajah, harimau.. Hehe :)

Cume kecewa, xde singa, kuda belang..

Sedih2.. Harimau pon sekor je tinggal @@

But i am a happy amay ^^

Ohhh. Maybe u're wondering kan.. Nape bukan maksu?

Sbb min2 xleh sebut maksu

So, jadila amay muyah :pp heheh ^^

But, still he can recognize my voice thru phone

And kat rumah pon.. He's not afraid of me anymore. Hehe :)

A day well spent

Alhamdulillah for a new day :)

a day well spent

A day well spent

Xtau nak ckp well spent ke tidak

Tapi i am a happy girl! Hehe

Today woke up at 5am. Then prepare for sahur

Then bla3. Kemas barang yg bertimbun

Then hangout with mam, kak nury, min2 to tesco

Best! Cume min2 ngamuk. Hahaha :pppp

Tu kan masa tido min2. Mmg penat la dia kan

Yg paling best, malam tu main playdoh

Ehhh. Terasa muda sgt tahu <3 nbsp="" p="">

Dlu bercita2 nak beli playdoh yg ade mesin2 tu

Tapi yela, dlu tak mampu

InsyaAllah.dh keje nnti nak beli la

Xkesah la utk diri sendiri

Atau min2 or my own child. Ahaha :pp

Anyway, masa solat jemaah maghrib isyak tadi

Min2 buat macam2 

Haihhh. Mmg kne sabar jaga budak ni

Mmg tengah belajar. Tapi seriously

Mmg kne ikhlas..

Tgkla. Sssi sembahyang jadi sesi main bola jadinye. Haahaha

That's min2 learning to play from me :pp

Grooming my little one. Heee. Naseb la ye syg, awak je anak buah amay. Hehehe :D

All and all. Just want u to know min2

I loveeeee you soooo much!

May Allah give u guidance and be a good muslim, son and nephew and also grandchild to all of us :)

pengubat hati

I am soooo sleepy..

Perhaps. After effect of exam la kot

Skrg ni baru je sent off min2 to kak nuri's room

Tadi. Ngantuk gile, pastu tido kat sofa, skali tgk min2 main phone tgk upin ipin, so smbg tido

That was like around 9 something

Harini kan puasa, so cam penat dia lebih sket since dok angkat barang2 yg bawak balik tu utk susun..

But then, tetibe min2 mcm menjerit kebosanan

Tapi seriously ngantuk gile that time

Gagahkan diri bukak matee

Pastu slow2 main ngan dia

Hehe.. Last2 nye segar gakla

Main guling2 dalam toto kat bawah.. 

Pastu ajak dia naik atas..

Ingat nk salam pastu suh dia g tido

Skali dia nak ikut masuk bilik

So, adegan main bterusan smpaila pkul 11 lebih

Masa min2 lari2 pastu peluk

Rasa mcm.. Haihhh! Rindunye amay dgn awakkk..

Then again. After dh penat2 main

Dia dh mule gosok mate n ckp nk ibu

*mind u he still breastfeed smpai 2 tahun lebih ni*

So sent off la dia. Tapi mmg la kan

Sbb sy kan dh besar, tapi jiwa masih kanak2. Hik3

Tapi, makes me wonder.

Kuat ke min2 bile bapak dia tgh dkt offshore

Sbb dlu masa kecik

Kenangan dgn bapak pn xbnyk sbb bapak smbung study, jd askar wataniah..

Tapi mmg blh bnafas laaa..

encouragement

If only i can describe my feeling now

But it is indescribable :((

Allah. Tq for giving such a great teacher :)

the feeling

Bloggieee. Hai again ^^

Cik bloggie. Tau x. Actually this morning kan

I received whatsapp from my buddy prof shahrir

At first mcm speechless.

Dapat msg around 9.40 am cmtu

Result announce 10.30 am

So i know my results an hour earlier

Masa dpt msg tu

Menggigil sangat tangan

Mcm xpcaye. Mcm nak nanges.

Mmg dah nanges pon lah kan

Tapi lepas tu xde kredit

Pastu terus call ibu gune phone zura

Tapi xbgtau zura sbb takut xbetul

Result kan belom official

Huhu..

Pastu.. Waktu melangkah dalam dewan

Baca bismillah bnyk2

There i goooo.

And alhamdulillah its true :)

I am a happy girl. Truly blessed!

Masa nama kne panggil

I remember that eye..looking from far

With smile. And how terkejut i am

Smpai menggigil tangan, raup muka. Raup tangan. Hailohhhh. Mmg serba xkena

Tapi thanks.. Thankyou prof :)

And thanks to you too!

I am truly blessed.. For having a chance

To set my eyes on u

For the last time

Before i walk out from hukm gate

I know how impossible it is..

But today Allah has shown me

Nothing is impossible!

When u believe..

Because i never expect or aiming for distinction

I had this dream years ago

But, unfortunately it was torn away when i repeat my year in year 1

However, i am truly blessed that Allah given me

This golden opportunity

I believe its like an open door

For me to pursue my master programme later

And becoming a specialist. InsyaAllah ^^

Thank you Allah!

i am a doctor!

Bloggieeee...

Finally, i am a doctor!

Bloggieee thanks sgt.. Thanks for been there for me

Thankyou sgt3 bloggie! ^^

Bloggiee.

Know what the best part of it?

I got distinction! Weird haaa

Huu. Syukur sgt ya Allah!

The moment prof raymond panggil nama

Risq Atiqah Munirah lulus dengan cemerlang

Then he said. Where are u, please stand up.

And everyone was clapping for me

Tak sangka. There's like almost around 10++ people got distinction.. N the weirdest was i am the only malay girl

Macam xlogik. Macam xlayak

Tapi semua tu rezeki

Alhamdulillah. Sume tu berkat doa mak bapak mama. Sume org lah!

Macam xpercaya.. But alhamdulillah!

Anyway bloggie. My #misijubahmerah2015 finally accomplished and the best part, with distinction!

Its just made my day ^^

Me with my long case examiner. Prof lim pei shan. Tq prof for giving me a distinction!

With o&g supervisor. Teaching me to be a great person indeed. Without her guidance my o&g long case might not be as smooth as it is.

Tq Allah.

Tq mak, bapak, abg tam, abg cik, kak nury, min2, mama. And every family members

My dearest best buddy! Azura. Farah. Mila. Gid

My dearest supervisor: dr syahnaz, dr tan (ed), prof sakthis, prof oteh, mr azlan, mr hairol, mr zamri, dr adli, dr anizah and everyone who teach me :) tqqqq soooo much!

its the day!

Guysssss...

Finally, its friday! Uhuuuu..

Cemano nihhh..

Palpitation sgtttt

Dokleh nak tido langsung2

Ingatkan cik risq cool je

Haha :pp

Rase cam dah buat elok2.

Rase mcm insyaAllah boleh lulus

Tapinye, betul ke x?

Dahla this year my beloved prof xtau result

And xblh nk reveal kat kami

Slalunye sape yg xmake it prof akan call dlu

Tapi.tapi. cmne ngan hari ni?

Ok. Take a deep breathh

Kuatkan semangat! ^^

We have done what can be done

The rest leave it to Allah :) ok risq? ^^

Pastu kan tadi sy ngan zura duduk sama2 atas katil smbil bgelap

Kekunun nak romantik bagai la kan

We spends hours talking and commenting things on facebook

Then, cik risq dgr lagu jiwang2 kat phone

Suddenly, cik zura ckp..

Thankyou risq, temankan kita

I was likeee.. Huuu, zura please don't do this

Saya dahla kememeh :(

Bab2 nak kne bpisah ni. Sy slalu sgt fail tahu?

Sedihhhh :((((

Tapi tanpa disedari, airmata dah mengalir

Haihla risq! Awk kan..memang tau!

Tapi seriously, sy mmg syg dia sgt3

Sebab, kitorg penah gaduh, baik balik

Pastu teman each other..

And we trust each other..

I believe that was what friendship is all about

Sume org ade kekurangan

Tapi cmne kita deal dgn kekurangan org tu

Terima diorg seadanya

And completekan diorg

That is much more important :)

Ya Allah

Moga lepas ni, walau apa pun yg kami buat

Ukhwah ini akan terus kekal bersama

Azura..

Thankyou for being there for me

U're the best friend i ever had in my uni life

Going crazy together..

Thankssss for everything..

Setiap kali saya ingt awk, moga kenangan ini akan terus kekal bersama kita selamanya

Moga awak akan terus bahagia

Bersama cik tunang kesayangan

InsyaAllah..

I still remember masa dia nak exam

Sy la org yg anxious

Sentiasa doa sepanjang masa dia nak longcase

Moga Allah permudahkan urusan dia

Sebab sy syg dia sgt2

May Allah bless our friendship ^^ amin..