missing pieces

hujan lebat sgt kat luar.

and yet,i couldn't sleep..just a few hours je dpt

ok la dr xdpt tido langsung kn ^_^

missing pieces of me..

mcm korg tgk gamba kat ats ni kn

hancur sgt2.and even if nk cantumkn balek

u'll need a long time.utk jadikan dia sempurna as before

and kalau berjaya cantumkan semula pon

it wouldn't be the same as the previous one.

life pon mcm tu.

i'm trying my very best,to put everything in order

utk RECONSTRUCT everything utk jd in 1 PIECE je

and it was HARD! i learn it the very HARD WAY

i LOST everything in just a moment

and kdg2 rase mcm nk pejam mate lame2

sbb rase bile bukak mate semula

sume bnde akn jd mcm SEMALAM

it's not that EASY though

and itu juge IMPOSSIBLE

tapi bile fikir2 balek.takdir Allah tu dah tersurat utk kita

for short term,mungkin kita xnmpk

utk long term,who knows kn

ALLAH knows BEST!

kdg2 pernah rase nak give up! itu DULU..

smpai rase,why?? kenapa aku DIUJI smpai mcm ni skali??

knp AKU yg dipilih?? knp aku yg xkuat ni??

skrg bile kekuatan tu dibina SLOWLY..

SPIRIT tu dtg.HATI pon bersatu

and i know i'm STRONG enough..

tapi utk aku bina balek kekuatan diri

lepas apa yg terjadi..

it COST me alottt

xterbayang oleh orang..

tapi aku BERSYUKUR sgt.i've been given a chance to experience sume ni

sbb kalau aku xrase

aku xtakkan tahu manisnya+pahitnya bende tu

and my mum said..

u'll be dreaming about it until the rest of ur life..

(sbb memory,xboleh nk delete mcm tu je @_@)

i keep on reading the book

JADILAH WANITA YANG PALING BAHAGIA

and.kalau nk ikutkan.aku mmg wanita yg bahagia

and i'm suppose to be GLAD!

sbb aku bgn setiap hari.aku masih bernafas

aku bkn dlm tahanan,org tgh berperang

aku ada makanan utk dimakan.rezeki aku masih ada

kalau stakat apa yg dilalui harini buat aku LEMAH

aku bukanlah hamba ALLAH

because i know,setiap org akn terima dugaan masing2

and..i hope!

i'll be like the jigsaw puzzle..

(yg 1000/500 pieces jela,yg kecik2 tuh xaci..kejap sgt =P)

w'pun lambat utk disusun,and sgt LECEH

tapi..

akhirnya akan jd MASTERPIECE yg sgt MENAWAN! ^_^

p/s: ur HEART beats..eventhough how much PAIN ur in..

quote dr ABBAS.thanks eh kasik curik..hehe ^_^