I am a happy girl

Hai bloggieee

Tak boleh tido
Ahaha!
I just wanna express what i feel here
Before i go to sleep

Do you know how to fall in love?
How do i know if i really love someone?

I just have no answer to both of the question
But, when i realized i can talk to him for hoursss
And despite being emo, i can suddenly change and ended up being cheerful again
I know i really3 love him
Who would imagine

I thought i might marry someone out of love
Bcoz after my longgg breakup
I had no feelings at all
I just cant give my heart out
I thought i will marry a person out of responsibility
And the love maybe will develop later on
But bloggieeee
Truthfully.. sometimes i dont know how i feel towards him
I can restraint myself from talking to him for days
Maybe bcoz im mature enough to control myself kot

Buttt
Everytime he called me
My heart meltssss
I feel like im in loveeeee
How to control this weird feeling bloggiee
Takut kalau ade perasaaan nak memiliki ni
Takut Allah tarik balik je
Huhuhuhu

Maybe i should doa banyak2
So that everything will be fine
And Allah will let us be together if we are meant to be
Boleh x cakap something weird
Seriously
I look forward to the day when u re mine
When u will be my door to jannah
I love you sooo much
Sooo much that im afraid i might lose someone like you again
But if that happens
May Allah ease my heart
And may Allah guide me to be a better muslimah

Why am i so emo?

Bloggiee..

I dont understand myself

I know i’m going to have menses in few days

Thats the main reason why i am emooing right now

But bloggieee

I felt rejected

Soo much that i feel hurt

I dont know why am i feeling this way

Unnecessary feeling kan?

Thats why i hate relationship

I hate to have this kind of feeling

I miss the time that i didnt care about other people

When i dont give a damn for others

Everytime i look into it

I know its my fault

But.. heyyy what can i do when i have this kind of feeling

I tried to cool down

Tried exercise to let out my anger and my dissatisfaction

It worked but i cant text him now

Im afraid i might burst out silly things

And make him bored with me

Reason why i feel this way

When we were texting

Suddenly he said he wanna do bla3

The first time when he said he wanna workout

Then he wanna watch movie

Then he wanna have his dinner

At first i’m okay with what he said

When its too frequent

I have this thought, am i a bored person?

I just cant accept

I feel like he dont want me to bother him

I respect his time

I dont complaint when he replied my msg late

Sometimes i feel like being KK MO make me have a lot of free time

At time like this how i wish if i choose busy life

So that i wont have to care about little things

Should i change my interest back to anaesthesia?

Looking at my friend havig sleep deprived with every other day oncall, i’m afraid to venture into hospital life

I’m afraid i wont have time for my family

Though i really love hospital life

But at this rate, i really feel like i wanna go back to hosp life..

I know miss PMS coming

I know this feeling come because of this

But yeahh girl never learn kan?

Dah cool down baru insaf later on

Tapiiiii..

Can i turn back time bloggie? 😞😞😞

Serasot journey

Hai bloggieee

Too tired nowadays..
balik keje rase nak pengsan
Macam xcukup vitamin je
Huhuhu 😴😴😴

Hari2.. almost everyday hujan
Hence makin menyebabkan manusia bernama risq menjadi seorang yang mcm beruang pola
Ahahaha

I know i need to change
I promise
To myself
I will start today
Not to sleep early no matter how tired i am
😴😴😴

Hahaha..
ok ok..
mari study 💪🏻

Hai there ✌🏻

Hai bloggieee

Ade org start stalking my blog now 🙊🙊
Soo..
hai there 😍😍

Ahaha..
anyway bloggiee.. i’ve met someone sooo special
Just more or less 3-4 months ago
Though at first i was hesitating
Still am.. but, i hope i made the right choice now..

His braveness
His smile
His cuteness
His craziness
Make me fall for him..
and thankyou for being there for me sayang..

Its been 104 days today
Ahaha.. yes i did an app to count the days 😂😂😂
May everyday be a blessed day for us
And though we faced hardship we will always be together 😍😍

do i choose the right person?

bloggie

i just dont know..
did i make the right choice?
is it too impulsive?

i dont knoww..
sometimes, i just hope, i wont be too indulge in make decision
yess.. i am comfortable with him
i like his personality
i like how he differs from me, because i feel that he can control my weirdness
i have a feeling he can control the childishness in me
and i see abg tam in him
i see my abang's quality in him

tapiiii
knp bloggiee..why must this happen?
when bapak ask me a lot of question
i feel afraid..
true indeed, if i choose him, i have to live with him my whole life
can i accept that?
can i accept whatever his flaws?

i am far from perfect
sungguh la nk buat decision ni bukan senang kan
bkn tak solat mintak kat Allah
solat tak lupa
tapi hati mcm berbolak balik
is that a sign that i need to reconsider?
i already tell him what i need to tell
looks like he can accept that
tapi he havent tell me his..
maybe when he met me in aug later..
tapi bloggie, sungguh i paranoid towards guy..
haihhh...
knp susah nk decide?

Final posting

huwarghhhh..

Baby bloggie, dah final postinggggg 😘😘😘
Cam xcaye dh nk habes ho ship
Sekejap je mase berlalu..

Sedih ade
Suke ade
Tapi definitely tak nak repeat
Tak sanggup

Bloggieeeee
Target saya nk kawen hujung tahun ni mcm entah xtercapai kot
Walaupun masih berharap ia akan jadi nyata
Tapi doesnt look like it may come true 😣

Tapi good thing!
Aim nk beli rumah ✅
Aim nak beli kereta ✅
Alhamdulillah.. just that rumah and kete dedua wane hijauuu
Hahaha, i just cannot brain myself
Xla minat hijau pon.. haha 😝

Bloggieee...
Mcm mana nk tahu ape yg patut kita buat?
Mcm mana nk pilih..
Mcm mana nk decide..

Posting pn xtau kat mana lagi..
Doakan pleaseeee...

done pediatric my love

Asslamualaikum WBT bloggieeee..

bloggieeee...
i'm doneee with paedsssss
suprisingly, i enjoyed the postingg :DD
haha! funny eyyy..

before i've entered the posting
i heards lottssaaaa bad things from everyone..
kaki biru sikit kne extend..
buat mcm ni kne extend

well.. yeah, mmg ramai kne extend..
tapiii.. for me reason for extending the people eventhough hard to digest
tapi, they have reasonss..
mcm ade sorg ho ni, truthfully, i've been working with this person
teamwork kadang2 ke laut.. suke ambil power nap
dan kdg2 aku rasa dia cm main2 gaklaa..
so, of course they will find reason to extend that fella kn

mostttt of them yg i worked with, with good attitude..
yg mmg boleh rely on kan
sume tak kne extend..
soo? what say u?
lagipun HOD skrg ckp mmg dia nk strict dengan HO
although i feel pity dgn diorg sume
tapi, for me its for their own good
sbb tu dulu masa ak kne extend masa 1st year and dr tu cakap
extend will make u better..
aku cm memula xboleh hadamm
but now i do understand.. tahnkyou DR!

and, yess.. i have another 1 day before entering medical posting
i know the posting going to be tough
and challenging as well
sebab?
sebabnye xde off dayyy.. huwaaa :((

dahla masa medical ni abg cik nak kawen
adoiilaaa.. harapnye dpt bertabah..
means AL kne divide 2.. satu utk belah pengantin pompuan
another half utk belah pengantin lelaki
and and.. raye haji of COURSE tak dp cuti :((

takpela.takpelaa...
paedss.. mungkinkah kita akan jumpa lagi?
most likelyyyy.. sebab i think i fall in love with uuu :PP
insyaAllah.. nnti mgkin dh masuk 5th posting kita decide eh ;)

 with some of my colleaguess... thankyou sumeee for such memory :DDD

 how i enjoyed my off day before entering medical..
serious sedap,,, should've tried earlier.. haha :PP
thankyou mummy&daddy teman saye gi jenjalan <3 p="">

mase oncall raye haritu.. hiksss..

bye2 gurlsss.. see u again eyyyy :DD

i am a happy HO nowww...

i really hope i will continue to succeed with another 3 postings :D

amin..

bye2 bloggiee... jumpe lagi...

Istikharah

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggie..

Well, i just dont know who am i supposed to talk to.. Since i hope to pour out my feeling here.. I hope my heart will feel at ease after that.. And the rest I'll leave it to Allah..

Few days back my maktam called my mom and asked whether i have someone at the moment..
And she said she already talked about me to someone she knew.. And that person agreed to get to know me..
She asked me personally, whether can she gave my number to him.. Well, i just replied that i am not ready yet.. But yesterday maktam said that she already gave my number to him..

I just dont know how to respond..
Bloggie.. I cant even manage my own life..
I keep on getting back late at night..
Sometimes when i promised my mom and dad i'll be back by 6pm sometimes i end up getting back late at night..
How can i give commitment to someone? Plus that person is an ustaz and a teacher..I am far from being good.. How will he handle me, the naughty me.. The bad side of me? I just feel that i am not a match.. He is wayyyy to good to be with someone like me..

But, bloggie..
I just dont know how to respond if he did contact me..
Takkan u just wanna reject right from the first moment..
My dad said if ure not ready then just tell that person..
My mom said the same.. Bcoz previously there's also my mom's friend asked her to match her son with me who works as a pilot..but since my mom knew how my working hours will be she declined because if we ever get together, how will our kids be..
But my mom din totally reject this guy because my mom said "cikgu.. Okla banyak dok rumah".. Huhu..

Bloggie.. Nk istikharah pun xboleh skrg.. Harapnye dia pon xcontact dlu awal2 ni..
Buatla solat istikharah dlu..
But to get married now, i dont think soo..
Since i have too many responsibility..
Who's going to take care of my parents??
I hope Allah will guide us to make a wise decision..
Amin!

Well then.. I'll just enjoy my 2 days off after working like crazy for 7 days.. Till we meet again bloggie..

First post as houseman

Haiii encik blog!
Assalamualaikum WBT..
Uhuk uhuk...
Bloggiee.. Almost a year kan??
Hehe..

Well bloggie.. Now i'm almost a year old HO..
Dah masuk 3rd posting.. Pejam celik pejam celik jeee
Dah habes o&g ngan surgical..
Tapi xtauuu laa boleh survive x jd mo nanti :ppp

Bloggieee..
Tak sangka sangat..
Now i own a car.. And will own a house very very soon..
Nombor rumah? 23 nombor jalan rumah? 23 :pp
Guess what? I signed the s&p on my birthdayyy!!
I guess 23 is my lucky number..
The only problem was i dont get married at the age of 23:ppp

Dah 25 tahun dah tahun ni..
Macam2 liku liku kehidupan dah dilalui..
And yeahh i am still single till now
Sometimes i wonder how did i survive that time..
Bcoz right now i am too busy with my career and taking care of my parents
Till i have no time to think about my own future..

Pernah jugak tanya mak..
Mak kenapa yah mcm xde perasaan nak kawen?
Kawan2 sume sebok cari pasangan
Kawan2 sume sebok kawen
Kawan2 sume risau tak kawen lagi
Dan jawapan mak..
Takpe, kamu percaya Allah dah tetapkan utk kamu
Cuma jangan pejam mata dan buka hati
Masalahnya.. Hati ni mmg dah tertutup..
Dah xboleh nak terbukak langsung2
Mcm mana nak heal kan hati ye?
Teruk sangat rasanya kesan dari dulu
Bukannya baru..
Mcm dah nak dekat 5 tahun kot
Tapi yups.. It hurts even up till now..
Org tu pon agaknya dah bahagia
Aku juga yg masih begini
Masih cuba utk perbaiki diri
Masih cuba utk baikkan hati.. Jahitkan hati yg dah terkoyak rabak

Moga2 nya satu masa nanti
Satu masa nanti
Akan aku kecapi kebahagiaan aku
InsyaAllah
Buat masa ni..aku bahagia begini
Aku bahagia berbakti utk mak dan ayah..
Thankyou Allah sebab bagi aku peluang utk berbakti pada mereka

Oh ye.. Nak tahu kenapa lama aku xberblog?
Bapak kena stroke.. Kena necrotizing fascitis
Selama berbulan2 aku menggalas tugas sebagai ketua keluarga
Uruskan segala2nyaa
Bapak xboleh drive.. Bapak down.. Bapak stress
Mak pon sakit..
Tapi sekarang aku boleh berbangga
Bapak boleh bawak kereta sendiri!
Bapak berjaya atasi stress yang mendadak disebabkan sakitnya
Aku bangga menjadi one of important person
Yang bantu bapak bangkit semula
Aku gembira
Moga Allah izinkan aku bersama keduanya
Sampai satu masa nanti
Tika aku dah bersedia
I love u mom & dad
How i hope we'll meet in heaven..
InsyaAllah...

takut..

takut sgt nak mulakan hidup baruu

what awaits in front.. apa yang akan berlaku..

entah, semuanya macam tak pasti :(

ya Allah, apa patut aku lakukan ye..

should i just sleep and forget everything..

takut nak mulakan hidup sebagai houseman..

esok.. less than 36 hours in fact!

hari isnin tu, bapak cakap nak hantarkan..

tahu bapak excited nak hantar aku pergi keje

tapi kan.. aku nak letak barang sume.. and get ready..

so, kalau anything, aku xperlu call bapak and tunggu..

susah. sebab bapak pon keje..

so, i decide nak drive to work.. tapi cuak gak, guane ni bloggie???

eksited nak keje, eksaited nak berbakti..

tapi takut.. cuakk.. sume ade

rasanya boleh kot tahan makian sume..

bukan tak pernah kena..

kadang2 bila ingat balik, jadi bahan lawak je..

teringat dlu kne stupid, worthless, atrophied brain dengan prof bilkis dulu.. haha

"dont show ur stupid faces in front of me!"

entahlaaaaa...

whatever la kan, cuma harapnya aku takkan jumpe org mcm Dr. N dekat melaka..

belagak, bajet dia hebat gile..

yg lain2 aku boleh tolerate lagi..

help me ya Allah :)

p/s: i am so restless, can't sleep, cuak gileeeeee...

hopefully it will be a good day..

MD (UKM) all over the place.. goodluck guys ^^

How i sum up my beautiful journey.. Starting with 1st year until final year, how i met rosma, ja, my study groupmate mila, gid, and my dear azura. Doing research in ssm with dr asrul, ezri, grace & kak ten. Going for spa interview on feb 2015. Then on result day, when the dean announced our result, taking picture with buddy prof shahrir & beloved prof har. Meeting people in ptm portdickson, working together with group 4. The fact that only 6 of us will be the new ho in melaka really scare me, but i'm grateful to be at home with mum&dad and to have dear komalar by my side. Alhamdulillah..

To those who will start working tomorrow, best of luck buddies! Till we meet again.. InsyaAllah ^^ all the best!

till then.. see u again bloggieeeee :D

My dear baby IRIZ

 The ALL new proton-iriz :ppp
Well. Nampak sporty kan? ^^ huhu.. I just loveeee the new lookss.. Plus drivong iriz is definitely daebak! The car is starting to keep track with my pattern of driving.. Seems like so far so good..

Anyway.. Left 2 days before i started my hoship in melaka. Dunno what to feel inside either to cry or to be calm. But true indeed, only Allah will be able to help us.

Ok. So iriz dah halau city kebelakang :pp haha.

Ok. Enough. Too tired.. Just got bsck from induksi. I'll tell u later yaaa...

IRIZ... risq

haiiii... bloggie :)

Next week dah nak masuk kerja..

so, i decided to beli kereta.. hohoho.. dunno whether i made the right choice or not @@

alhamdulillah..

but i think i made the right choice for choosing iriz 1.6 premium

well.. to be honest, it is quite impressive..

nice handling.. so worth to buy..

i hope i won't regret..

ehh. anyway, my IRIZ is citrus green..looks soooo sporty :DDDD

Belajar bertukang

Assalamualaikum wbt bloggiee

Hai hai hai :pp
Bloggie. Just wondering. Am i doing the right thing for not applying to be RA etc etc.
I'm enjoying myself playing around, kemas rumah, hias rumah bla3..
Because i feel like i wont ever get tgis kind of precious holiday anymore once i'm working.

Anyway bloggiee. I learnt wood work with daddy last week.. Since then, i've completed 4 project in total. Maybe the next one after i've finished cleaning up and tidying up my home ;)
Banyak lg bende yg fikir nak buat tapi xtau sempat tak :pppp

Here's my masterpiece..

Atas tu rak utk sabun dkt laundry. Pastu merah tu rak tupperware utk tupperware ibu yg berlambak gile kat rumah. Mcm boleh buat kilang tupperware dah :ppp the blue tu rak kasut lama pastu just paku here and there and then cat.. Jadi la rak baru :pp the last one will be my first masterpiece. Encik shoerack..

And here how all this happen.

Katil lama roboh which i am not sure when

But then after months xbalik rumah due to pro exam.. Skali balik tgk bertimbun kayu kayan..

At first xterfikir pon nak buat

Pastu tetibe bosan. Last2 blaja ngan daddy nak dismentle barang2 then design nk buat cmne kayu tu sume..

Seriously mmg susah

Utk cabut paku masa dismentle katil tu

It takes few days sbb start buat pon petang pukul 5pm cmtu

So 2 hours a day.. 

Tangan melecet, merah, luka. Memacam laa.

Tapi puas hati sangat! ^^

Masa blaja buat kayu ni. Nanges la menjerit sakit laa.. Banyak betul kenangan!

Tapi tula.. Thats how life is..

Banyak kali roboh.. Pastu hammer tangan sendiri..

Pastu rak senget laa. Memacam laa.

Tapi xkesah la. Mmg xde background pertukangan pon

Kire ok la kan aci boleh buat rak ^^

Tapi kan bloggiee.

Mak cakap. Family kitorg ni mmg xde yg ayu2 gamaknye :pp hahahha

Sume geganas. Tatawu la bloggiee

Memang rasenye xde kot org yg nak a girl like me

Ganaz.. Lasak.. Tapi hati tisu.. Haha :pp

Well. Eventhough that, i still did my housechores ok :pp

All rounded la kan. 

Pagi masak, basuh kain, kemas rumah, pastu petang buat bertukang2 ;)

Pasni nk belajar jahit plak ^^

InsyaAllah :)

Anyway bloggie..

Rase semangat sgt tgk si dia berjaya

Can i be like him too one day?

Oh Allah please do that person a favor

Do take care of him and bless his life.

Amin :)

impossible thing that i've been pray for

assalamualaikum WBT bloggie..

eh.eh.eh. dah nak dekat sebulan eh xmenulis? hehehe :PP

rasa mcm baru semalam dapat result. haihhh..

mcm xpercaya even up till now..

skrg tgh nk kne prepare resume untuk anugerah universiti.

dapat ke xdapat ke, belakang kira.

asalkan kita berusaha ^^

urmm...

last night, sembang dengan mummy

i expressed how weird my angan2 is =PPP

suprisingly, mummy cakap we never know..

then don't stop asking and believing

mcm kesah graduation ni laa...

never in my life, i would expect it..

reason? medic susah, hence, impossible nk dpt distinction 

tambah plak dah penah repeat dulu.. *ramai kot yang tak percaya*

hahaha.. weirdest dream

and because Allah give me such a beautiful gift ever

hence, aku yg xpenah nk bersyukur ni, asking for more :(((

Allah.. whatever it is.. only YOU know what's in my heart

i will accept whatever you give me..

i hope i will be a good person and thankful for everything YOU give me

p/s: u lift my heart up when the rest of me is down

u, u enchant me even when u're not around

if there's boundaries, i will try to knock them down

i'm latching on, babe, now i know what i have found

i feel we're close enough

i wanna lock in ur love

i think we're close enough

could i lock in ur love?

now i've got u in my space

i won't let go of you

got u shackled in my embrace

i'm latching on to u

i'm so encaptured, got me wrapped up in ur touch

feel so enamored, hold me tight within ur clutch

how do u do it, u got me losing every breath

what did u give me to make my heart bleed out my chest?

u lift my heart up when the rest of me is down.. yes u are!

u enchant me even when u're not around.. yes u are!

ohhhhh... this is how weird my dream is =PPP

thankyou anyway.. i wanna believe it in my own wayy..

one fine day, i'm going to be someone like you...

day out to zoo with min2

Hai bloggieeeee!!

Semalam pegi jenjalan ngan min2. Kejap jela tapi.. Tapi jadilaaaaa. At least min2 dpt jmpe zirafah, gajah, harimau.. Hehe :)

Cume kecewa, xde singa, kuda belang..

Sedih2.. Harimau pon sekor je tinggal @@

But i am a happy amay ^^

Ohhh. Maybe u're wondering kan.. Nape bukan maksu?

Sbb min2 xleh sebut maksu

So, jadila amay muyah :pp heheh ^^

But, still he can recognize my voice thru phone

And kat rumah pon.. He's not afraid of me anymore. Hehe :)

A day well spent

Alhamdulillah for a new day :)

a day well spent

A day well spent

Xtau nak ckp well spent ke tidak

Tapi i am a happy girl! Hehe

Today woke up at 5am. Then prepare for sahur

Then bla3. Kemas barang yg bertimbun

Then hangout with mam, kak nury, min2 to tesco

Best! Cume min2 ngamuk. Hahaha :pppp

Tu kan masa tido min2. Mmg penat la dia kan

Yg paling best, malam tu main playdoh

Ehhh. Terasa muda sgt tahu <3 nbsp="" p="">

Dlu bercita2 nak beli playdoh yg ade mesin2 tu

Tapi yela, dlu tak mampu

InsyaAllah.dh keje nnti nak beli la

Xkesah la utk diri sendiri

Atau min2 or my own child. Ahaha :pp

Anyway, masa solat jemaah maghrib isyak tadi

Min2 buat macam2 

Haihhh. Mmg kne sabar jaga budak ni

Mmg tengah belajar. Tapi seriously

Mmg kne ikhlas..

Tgkla. Sssi sembahyang jadi sesi main bola jadinye. Haahaha

That's min2 learning to play from me :pp

Grooming my little one. Heee. Naseb la ye syg, awak je anak buah amay. Hehehe :D

All and all. Just want u to know min2

I loveeeee you soooo much!

May Allah give u guidance and be a good muslim, son and nephew and also grandchild to all of us :)

pengubat hati

I am soooo sleepy..

Perhaps. After effect of exam la kot

Skrg ni baru je sent off min2 to kak nuri's room

Tadi. Ngantuk gile, pastu tido kat sofa, skali tgk min2 main phone tgk upin ipin, so smbg tido

That was like around 9 something

Harini kan puasa, so cam penat dia lebih sket since dok angkat barang2 yg bawak balik tu utk susun..

But then, tetibe min2 mcm menjerit kebosanan

Tapi seriously ngantuk gile that time

Gagahkan diri bukak matee

Pastu slow2 main ngan dia

Hehe.. Last2 nye segar gakla

Main guling2 dalam toto kat bawah.. 

Pastu ajak dia naik atas..

Ingat nk salam pastu suh dia g tido

Skali dia nak ikut masuk bilik

So, adegan main bterusan smpaila pkul 11 lebih

Masa min2 lari2 pastu peluk

Rasa mcm.. Haihhh! Rindunye amay dgn awakkk..

Then again. After dh penat2 main

Dia dh mule gosok mate n ckp nk ibu

*mind u he still breastfeed smpai 2 tahun lebih ni*

So sent off la dia. Tapi mmg la kan

Sbb sy kan dh besar, tapi jiwa masih kanak2. Hik3

Tapi, makes me wonder.

Kuat ke min2 bile bapak dia tgh dkt offshore

Sbb dlu masa kecik

Kenangan dgn bapak pn xbnyk sbb bapak smbung study, jd askar wataniah..

Tapi mmg blh bnafas laaa..

encouragement

If only i can describe my feeling now

But it is indescribable :((

Allah. Tq for giving such a great teacher :)

the feeling

Bloggieee. Hai again ^^

Cik bloggie. Tau x. Actually this morning kan

I received whatsapp from my buddy prof shahrir

At first mcm speechless.

Dapat msg around 9.40 am cmtu

Result announce 10.30 am

So i know my results an hour earlier

Masa dpt msg tu

Menggigil sangat tangan

Mcm xpcaye. Mcm nak nanges.

Mmg dah nanges pon lah kan

Tapi lepas tu xde kredit

Pastu terus call ibu gune phone zura

Tapi xbgtau zura sbb takut xbetul

Result kan belom official

Huhu..

Pastu.. Waktu melangkah dalam dewan

Baca bismillah bnyk2

There i goooo.

And alhamdulillah its true :)

I am a happy girl. Truly blessed!

Masa nama kne panggil

I remember that eye..looking from far

With smile. And how terkejut i am

Smpai menggigil tangan, raup muka. Raup tangan. Hailohhhh. Mmg serba xkena

Tapi thanks.. Thankyou prof :)

And thanks to you too!

I am truly blessed.. For having a chance

To set my eyes on u

For the last time

Before i walk out from hukm gate

I know how impossible it is..

But today Allah has shown me

Nothing is impossible!

When u believe..

Because i never expect or aiming for distinction

I had this dream years ago

But, unfortunately it was torn away when i repeat my year in year 1

However, i am truly blessed that Allah given me

This golden opportunity

I believe its like an open door

For me to pursue my master programme later

And becoming a specialist. InsyaAllah ^^

Thank you Allah!

i am a doctor!

Bloggieeee...

Finally, i am a doctor!

Bloggieee thanks sgt.. Thanks for been there for me

Thankyou sgt3 bloggie! ^^

Bloggiee.

Know what the best part of it?

I got distinction! Weird haaa

Huu. Syukur sgt ya Allah!

The moment prof raymond panggil nama

Risq Atiqah Munirah lulus dengan cemerlang

Then he said. Where are u, please stand up.

And everyone was clapping for me

Tak sangka. There's like almost around 10++ people got distinction.. N the weirdest was i am the only malay girl

Macam xlogik. Macam xlayak

Tapi semua tu rezeki

Alhamdulillah. Sume tu berkat doa mak bapak mama. Sume org lah!

Macam xpercaya.. But alhamdulillah!

Anyway bloggie. My #misijubahmerah2015 finally accomplished and the best part, with distinction!

Its just made my day ^^

Me with my long case examiner. Prof lim pei shan. Tq prof for giving me a distinction!

With o&g supervisor. Teaching me to be a great person indeed. Without her guidance my o&g long case might not be as smooth as it is.

Tq Allah.

Tq mak, bapak, abg tam, abg cik, kak nury, min2, mama. And every family members

My dearest best buddy! Azura. Farah. Mila. Gid

My dearest supervisor: dr syahnaz, dr tan (ed), prof sakthis, prof oteh, mr azlan, mr hairol, mr zamri, dr adli, dr anizah and everyone who teach me :) tqqqq soooo much!