Thursday, October 6, 2011

mummy & daddy

A Letter from "Mom n Dad"...

My child,

When I get old, I hope you understand 'n have patience with me
In case I break the plate, or spill soup on the table because I’m losing my eyesight, I hope you don’t yell at me.
Older people are sensitive, always having self pity when you yell.
When my hearing gets worse 'n I can’t hear what you’re saying, I hope you don’t call me ‘Deaf!’
Please repeat what you said or write it down.

I’m sorry, my child.
I’m getting older.
When my knees get weaker, I hope you have the patience to help me get up.
Like how I used to help you while you were little, learning how to walk.
Please bear with me, when I keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me.
Please don’t make fun of me, or get sick of listening to me.

Do you remember when you were little 'n you wanted a ballon? You repeated yourself over 'n over until you get what you wanted.
Please also pardon my smell. I smell like an old person.Please don’t force me to shower.
My body is weak.
Old people get sick easily when they’re cold. I hope I don’t gross you out.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to chase you around because you didn’t want to shower.
I hope you can be patient with me when I’m always cranky. It’s all part of getting old.
You’ll understand when you’re older.
'n if you have spare time, I hope we can talk even for a few minutes.
I’m always all by myself all the time, 'n have no one to talk to.
I know you’re busy with work.
Even if you’re not interested in my stories, please have time for me.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear.
When the time comes, 'n I get ill 'n bedridden, I hope you have the patience to take care of me.
I’m sorry if I accidentally wet the bed or make a mess.
I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life.
I’m not going to last much longer, anyway.
When the time of my death comes, I hope you hold my hand 'n give me strength to face death.

'n don’t worry..
When I finally meet our creator, I will whisper in his ear to bless you. Because you loved your Mom 'n Dad.
Thank you so much for your care.
We love you. ! ♥

p/s: i got this from facebook =( and it's really touched ryt? just a reply for the message.

dear mummy.daddy,

i might not know what i will do in the future.i know, sometimes, i might not able to control my myself.sometimes, i might hurt u both.sometimes i might not be as patient as u guys while raising me up
truthfully, i'm so LUCKY to be born as ur daughter.i believe not everyone is as lucky as i am
i know we're not from a rich family that afford mercedes.that afford condominium as their place to stay
i might not have all those jeweleries.i might not have all those branded stuff from gucci, prada etc etc
but mummy.daddy.i never regret being like what i am now.
because, u both raised me up with full of love.and, not everyone received love from their parents.
even how tired u are.even how sleepy u r.mummy and daddy is always there to listen.
always there to be my crying shoulder.

i still remember when i was a kid, my dad who works as a teacher, 
who also being a full time degree student, a part time soldier..
came back after his work.and it was late at night
i know u're soo tired, but yet, the 3 of us always sit around u while u're sleeping
asking u to tell us bedtime story.sometimes it was "sang kancil dan sang harimau", and sometimes "masyitah dan firaun". but, then, u never refuse.u never say no.
and all the time.u always "tersasul", and actually that's the best comedy ever
and that is why we keep on asking u to tell us bedtime story.
just imagine, "firaun yang tinggal dalam istana,boleh jadi tinggal dalam stor" 
haha.i just really3 miss the moment daddy.
even, if i ask for someting, if i ask for durian, manggis etc etc
i know u will buy for me, even it's late, u will buy for me, for us.
how lucky i am to have u daddy.how luck i am to have a loving daddy like u.

and mummy.i know.i know how lucky i am to have u mummy.
u're there, always listen, always protect me, always hear my voice out
even u're asleep, u will wake up and pick up my phone call
and listen to me babling sometimes about things that are not concerning u
and it just concerning me.
how much i love u mummy. will i ever had all this experience
will i ever have someone to love me like how u both love me mummy daddy?

i know i won't get all this mummy & daddy
i know i won't get it from others..
thanks a lot mummy..

for all this, i promise, i will try my best
i promise i will love u guys till the end of my life
and always make u guys proud of me.
even people do say, a mother can take care of 10 children, but 10 children may not be able to take care of 1 mother.

but mummy.there's only 3 of us
insyaALLAH mummy,daddy. i will,i will try..
Allah's willing..

that's my promise.insyaALLAH...

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

history of mr.teddy

Miss.Teddy, a 4 y/o female complaining of dyspnoea for the past 1 week
the pain is a/w severe cough, with greenish sputum

wahaha.thanks to my dearest teddy
or my sweet adira for being my simulated patient today.
as tomorrow will be the mock exam for CSL
for CVS and also Respiratory system
and, i have problem to do PE with my friends, why?
because, kalau nk buat complete examination
sume pon segan2.HAHA opssiieeee

so, here we go ^^
my dearest teddy give me permission to do physical examination on her
wawawa.thanks a lot teddy
hopefully i'll pass the mock exam tomorrow :D

this is my teddy a.k.a miss adira
anda.below is our session together2.HAHA :P



tadaaa.cik dokter to be nk jugak interframe
hohoho..

p/s: satu je nk ckp.thanks a lot teddy for helping me out ^^
love ya adira..

smiling =)

i just don't know
but i do smile for no reason
perhaps people wouldn't know why.and only me.only ALLAH knows why

even it's just a short moment
but, yes, you make me smile today
and, when i keep on thinking.i smile A LOT :")

but then, today my friend introduce to me to a new blogger
aida, former winner of GM perhaps.which just get married for a year
and, yeah, she has a romantic husband

but, deep down inside my heart
when i read the blog,it seems really3 sweet
but, for me, i don't really need a romantic husband
i just want an ordinary husband..which love me for who i am
and who accept all my weakness.always there to listen *because i'm really takative,HAHA*
yeaa.i know.POOR him ryt? but, that's all i want
a husband for me, is someone who can listen to what i babble about
guide me, love me, and ONLY me
look for me, care for me..because, as he care, i believe he'll always love me
i don't need another seth tan becoming
i just want a simple and normal guy

and i don't know why, i keep on imagining
my special person will be someone of course taller than me
have a really sweet smile that can make me melt *_*
and when i see his smile
i will feel at ease,i will feel his love
without talking, i can feel that feeling..
that is what i'm searching now
not just a monkey or puppy love
insyaALLAH..one day ALLAH will let me meet him

and.me myself will prepare to meet that guy
one day.one fine day
insyaALLAH.


Tuesday, October 4, 2011

PBL mate

Last Wednesday,our Physio SGD was cancelled, so all my groupmate took the chance
and went OUTING ^^ ngeh3.
it was really fun hanging out with them
as we've been in this group for almost 1 semester
and what i can say is that, i really3 love my PBLmate

we chit-chatting all along.walk together to monorail
and wait like orang gilak at iSetan until the steamboat shop was open
from 10.30am until 11.00am
and i think the iSetan guard just fed up with us playing around there.
HAHAHA.

ok.ok.let me introduce to you guys my PBL-mate


from left: ming jia, mei jun, adeline, komalar, abidah, me, syazzuan, fuad and chua
left is our dearest cameraman mr.danny wong a.k.a khim khim's boyfie.HAHA :P
*hopefully he didn't read this =P*

and.so,which one is danny eh eh? nanti danny merajuk pula..hehe.

ok.the left one is mr.danny a.k.a my ex-AMSA Charity president ^^
he's cute ryt? ^^ HEHE

and so.we have a very cute couple in our PBL
errr..HAHA,they look good together.comel bangettt :P
HEHE

cute kan? cute kan? HAHA..
saje je kacau diorang ni..HEHE..i really love talking to them.kalau time CSL tu
mmg dgn diorang jela nk melepak smbil tunggu bas.yg lain sume lesap naik teksi.HAHA

and.since i'm the AMSEP president this year.and my vice presi as well as EXCO is in my PBL
while waiting for the shop to open, mulela sesi discussion
bersama2 cik EXCO Komalar ni.aigoooo..
dan sesi ini juge dicapture oleh en.danny.cesssssss @@


and so.discussion going on and on.
sampaila kedai bukak..
and.trust me!~ it's REALLY2 worth tahu..
RM 22.and u can eat whatever u can..got everything
seafood, ayam, ikan, sayuran, nasi goreng, kotiaw grg, segala mee, and everything yang kalau nk list down.mmg penat.
u can eat whatever you can up to 2 hours.so, SANGAT2 berbaloi kan?
mmg my tummy sangat full that day.
nk bukti that i eat a lot that day? =P
hahaha...
huhu..mmg sangat banyak makan.
but BEWARE people.if u take a lot but you don't EAT
for every 100gm, u have to pay RM 5 @@

so, since diorang2 ni amek mee banyak sgt, it's too tiring to finished everything up @@
so, kami sumbat2 dlm bekas,and buat mcm makanan tu sisa2 je.HAHAHA
gile punye kelakar scene ni, and i remember i laughed a LOT
sampai senak perut gelak that day
HAHA.
see all those tingkat2.actually at every level, hidden a lot of wasted food.
HAHA.nobody realized kan?
HEBAT tak kami? ngeh3 =P

and.so,we end up the day with ZT presentation during our lecture at 2pm
once reached faculty at 1pm, i'm soooo TIRED that i just slept in the lecture hall
until my friend came and wake me up
HAILOH! at that moment, rasenye kalau org xkejot, mmg xsedar ape la
HEHE.

and, since tomorrow will be the last day for our session
i wish that, we all will be a good doc one day ^^ amin
and hopefully, we'll be in this together
until another 3 years ahead.amin3 ^^

i love you guys so much
i'm sorry for every mistakes i've done as ur GROUP leader.
i'm just a simple and normal human being
that i might done many mistakes without i recognized.
sorry for everything guys.
finally..goodluck for upcoming EXAM <3

good day people ^^

Monday, October 3, 2011

Mariah Carey & Whitney Houston - When You Believe



when you believe..
there will be miracle..

p/s: this song really touches my heart and my mind <3
now i'm standing here..to be what i wanna be ^^

3 Doors Down - Here Without You



A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

p/s: thousand lies has made me colder.and i'm here without you.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

tertawa dan menangis

"Dan sesungguhnya Dialah yang menjadikan orang tertawa dan menangis." An-Najm 53:43

never knew.that it was all stated in Al-Quran
dan benarlah.setiap ape yg berlaku itu adalah kurniaan dan juga dugaan dariNya.

to be frank.while i was in Ipoh last Saturday
i keep on muhasabah myself
and suddenly i realized, what happen to me now
is what i've done to someone in my past

and.i believe, what goes around comes around
walaupun ianya pahit,tapi,u know what
don't do harm to others.because one day u'll realized that
u get it back.CASH!~

and now.i proudly being myself.
and.i'm having such a great time in Perak.my dearest hometown
being with mummy.daddy.abg tam.mama.
and all those paksu's kids.makes me become wiser.
all those kiddos makes me as their inspiration
so, why would i dissapoint them?
i will keep on believing.and give my best!~
and pray hard that 1 day.i'll be a great person.

p/s: tangan kiri yang terkehel ni mmg xnak baik ke?
it's really hard utk mandi, when ur left hand isn't working very well
nk bengkok kan tangan dah mcm azab jeee @@

and.i'm looking forward to meet an engineer.one day ^^
have a crush on an engineer.and pray that i'll meet one soon.
i wouldn't want a doctor.because doc touches woman a lot =P
HAHA.i want to be special.only for my mr.engineer ^^

Thursday, September 29, 2011

anugerah dari kegagalan



lagu ni sangat memberi inspiration dikala diri ketandusan motivasi @@
yosh.2 minggu lagi final.dan bloggie pon telah disihkan sekian lama.HAHA
ampun2..

btw.the most important part for this song is that.no matter how many times u fail to do something, just remember that, Allah is giving u a lesson,so that we always thankful for evrything that HE does to us.setiap ujian itu adalah nikmat kehidupan ^^

jumaat ni jumpe buddy mase hari interaksi.OMG! mule2 dapat 2 buddy.dah mcm cuak semacam je,skali lg sorg xwujud.agagagaga :P so,my 1st year buddy will be wan nur nadhirah yahya.and.suprisingly, she's cuter than me X) cess.xleh blah buddy lawan buddy.aishhh..
HEHE.i promise to take care of her, and won't let she repeat my footstep.go go wan ^^