nerdy spec

yeayyyy!!

alhamdulillah. finally bloggieee.. tukar spec sebab power dah naik. sobs =_="
tapi nye, finally, beli jugak spec nerd baru. hahahaha =PPP

kekunun pasni blh la blagak cm bebudak old skewl. ahah =PP

tapi kan bloggie.. nak cerita ape jadi harini which

memang sangatlah tak sangka! ^^

harini. ade lecture forensik. sabtu pon de kelas kan? =_="

tapi tulaa.. smpai 4 jam lecture.. sabo jela. tapi kitorang have to rush out sebab ade appoinment 

dengan en azizul dekat hotel priemera, sebab nak buat dinner kolej kat situ.

but then, dengan happy nye, kami pon bergerak la ke LRT dan akhirnya sampai

mila kata dalam phone suara dia cm muda

and masa jumpe. mak aihhhh. lembut sgt orgnya. bukan lembut as in *awww*

tapi tutur kata dia, perilaku dia.. memang sangat niceeeeee!

sampai rasa mcm speechless habes la jumpa dia.

cara dia communicate memang terbaik! memang sesuai sgt jd sales manager

sampai rasa mcm malas nak negotiate dah.

perfect habes presentation dia. tapi yela. he's been helping us a lot, sampai naik segan!

dan.. yang paling best bila kerja dengan org cmni.

rasa tenang je, and dia xde pon melebihi batas ke apa. sometimes kan org2 korporat ni

xreti, sume pon bantai salam org. ni tak. kitorang dtg je, dah habes kuliah

meh3. datang rumah saya, kne la makan.

dia belanja makan hi tea which cost rm38++ per head

heyyy, and 4 stars hotel kot ^^ bahagianyaaaaa :D

mane tak mantap gitu? ^^

memang salute habes la dekat dia. and i and mila akan work hard to get sponsors.

insyaAllah. doakan kami ye..

dan kan. 

okla. habes cite jumpe mr sweet tu, pastu mila ajak gi wangsa walk

gi keluar ngan family dia. adehhh. dalam dilema dennn =_="

camne ni.. nak gi ke nak patah balik

tapi, urmmm. ikut jela. sebab malas nak balik sorg..

and. akhirnya aku end up gi wangsa walk. makan fish manhattan kot.. tatawu.

tapi sedap laaa. hehehehe. thankyou akak mila sebab belanja..

and kebetulan pulak la kan, birthday akak mila. so diorg sambut la beramai2.

comel jeee. sume banyak cakap mcm mila jugak. hehehee

and. pastu, abg tam tanye, nak balik melaka tak

aku pon ape lagi, dahla menumpang kasih family org, lagi la membuak perasaan nak balik

heheh! punye eksaited, sampai ckp kat mila, saya balik dulu..

and dengan bangganya naik teksi nak balik, tamau naik LRT sebab takut lambat.

hahaha. and worst thing.. pakcik teksi tu silap jalan.

aku ckp nak g HUKM dia bawak g HKL. nasebla den tau jalan.

and something happen..

aku ternampak someone yang aku kenal dalam teksi odw tu..

and, haishhh.. pelik gile perasaan dia.

aku mcm speechless. macam kenapa kena jumpe dia?

kenapa mcm ni? =_="

xboleh ke kalau xjumpe langsung. pastu, aku terfikir la kan. yela.

terdetik je sebab lalu dekat depan tempat dia. teringat tetibe

and suddenly, pommm. nampak dia. kelu habes lidah

cakap kat diri sendiri. adela hikmahnya kenapa ternampak

and i should just understand, everything happen with a reason

but then, ohhh. masa dengan mila tu, dapat la call dari org optometri ukm

kata spek mata ai dah siap

punyela heksaited beta. and masa dlm teksi tu dah kul 5, sedangkan org tu suh dtg kul 4

tapi, sampai2 tu, terus tgk, alaaa. dah tutup ke

tapi sebab mcm ade positif thinking kan

aku pon jalan ke depan, tengok lampu still terbukak and akak tu wujud

aku try luck je, tanye akak boleh amek spek tak..

sebab sy tadi terlewat..

akak tu pon cam jomla masuk..

aku mcm wahhhh! tak sangkanya, Allah makbulkan ape aku doa

and Allah permudahkan gile2 punye

aku mcm, Alhamdulillah... thankyou Allah :)

tanpa Allah, siapalah kita kan kan? ^^

so, that's how i transformed.. eheehehehe :D

and, i am happy sebab, mata xperit lagi sebab power dah stable.

and yang paling penting, penglihatan jelas gilerrrrr

and.and. i am a nerdy ;)

heh!

okla. malas dah. goodnite bloggieeee..

tunggu abg tam, kak nury and min2.

balik melaka for less than 24 hours.

takde cuti, and so, knela buat cenggini kan. nak buat cmne?

i choose this field. i choose to be busy. terima jelaaaaa. insyaAllah

there's a reward, there's a hikmah behind everything. i believe in that!

laugh and smile

ehehe.. tetibe tengok org post pasal mende ni

so rasa macam nak post jugak.

so. yeahhh! someday everything will make perfect sense.

so for now Risq..

laugh at the confusion.

smile through the tears

and keep reminding myself that everything happen for a reason.

sebab tu, xde sape cakap hidup itu mudah

sebab, bagaimana kita nak kata kita beriman

sedangkan kita belum diuji? kan? ^^

post usrah with friends

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggieee..

Alhamdulillah, finally, after sooo long x join usrah, harini alhamdulillah, Allah bagi kesempatan

untuk sama2 dengan kawan2 buat usrah..

dekat rasa sebab kami satu fakulti

dan terasa dekat sebab kami dah bersama for 4 years, and eve 5 years

jadi gap tu taklah terasa sangat

alhamdulillah Allah atas segala nikmat yang diberi.

ok.

harini kita belajar banyak sangat benda..

tapi, kita highlight yang penting je aci?

kita tersentuh and hampir nak menangis bila syira tunjuk video manusia robot

boleh google kat encik youtube yee :D

manusia robot ni ape? manusia yang mcm robot

yang hanya tahu untuk lalui hari2 yang sama tanpa ade pengisian rohani

at times dia akan cari perkara lagha..

mcm2 la. hiburan duniawi, tak kisah la nyanyian

mahupun cinta yang terlarang, mahupun apa2 sahaja yang melalaikan

bagi manusia robot, biarpun keseronokan itu hanya sementara

tapi dia puas dia sementara lah kan? ^^

jadi, nak dijadikan cerita la kan.

masa tgh tengok video tu, aku tersentuh sebab, yelah, punyelah Allah sygkan kita

tapi ape jela yang kita buat untuk pada Dia yang kita sayangkan Dia.

2:148

Nanti sila tadabbur ayat tu ye Risq. tapi Afiqah cakap lebih kurangla maksudnya

kita kne sentiasa berlumba2 untuk membuat kebaikan.

ade pepatah la kot, "kebaikan ni diumpamakan macam kura2.

and kejahatan ni diumpamakan macam arnab"

well. kalau kita kaji balik cerita dongeng zaman dolu2 kan

kura2 ngan arnab kan suka bertanding. dan akhirnya yang menang kura2 kan

sebab ape? kura2 ni buarpun lambat tapi sentiasa konsisten

tapi arnab ni biar pun laju, tapi seringkali lalai

dan akhirnya, tertinggal di belakang. betul tak?

so, bagi aku perumpamaan ni tepat la mengena batang hidung sendiri kan

kalau bab nak buat jahat tu, nak buat bende2 lagha tu

Allah, cepat je tangan, kaki dan seluruh anggota badan tu nak buat

tapi bila bab nak buat kebaikan, bab nak mujahaddah diri 

memang lambat! tapi kita berpegang kpd satu ayat ni

yang shakirah bagi kat kita masa kita tgh down sgt2, and hampir xde semangat nak berubah.

29:69 (Surah Al-Ankabut)

Maksud ayat tu panjang, tapi simplified version kita la kan

maksud dia, barangsiapa yang inginkan kebaikan, yang ingin berjuang di jalan-Nya

InsyaAllah Allah akan permudahkan jalan tu, dan insyaAllah

Guidance dari Allah itu takkan terhenti.

Sebab tu la jugak kita percaya, bahawasanya..

setiap perkara yang berlaku dalam hidup kita tu, ade banyak hikmahnya

kalau lah, kalau kita xjumpa dengan cabaran2 yang lalu tu

mungkin kita xterfikir yang kita boleh join usrah ni

dan mungkin kita tak cari pon kawan2 kita yang mampu nak tolong tarbiyyah kan diri ini.

alhamdulillah kan bloggiee :D

ade je cara Allah nak tarik kita kepada dia.. sebab tu never ever blame anything

sebab kita tak tahu apa yang sebenarnya menanti kita kan? ^^

hurmm. rasanya ok la. tu je nak membebel harini. hehehe :D

kita jumpe lagi di lain masa hokeyyyy ;)

jom berusaha! istiqomah! amin :D

book of secret

assalamualaikum WBT bloggieee..

heh! nama nak gempak kan? hahaha. book of secret

ni tgh tengok cite national treasure 2: book of secret

aha! sape x tgk lagi angkat tgn! =PPP

bestttttt.. suke gile cite2 thriller cenggini..

omooo. bab tgk cite laju je ye risq =P bab nak bace buku? =_="

hehehe.. saya rajen je, cume almaklumlah cuti.. ahahah!

cuti perlu dimanfaatkan betul x bloggieeee :D

btw, cume nak cerita, antara movie yang aku boleh ulang banyak kali

yg ni la. national treasure, tak kire la yg first/kedua

dua-dua pon BEST! tapi yg sequel pertama tu x dwnload pon. huhu

kenapa cite in best? sbb daya imaginasi dia sgt3 tinggi!

i love magical.. macam mana si hero tu boleh sgt3 taksub dengan history

the way dia really2 passionate terhadap finding the truth 

and eventually leads them to a treasure hunt!

and heyy.. they succeed! yippieeee ^^

entahla. kepuasan lepas dapat seuatu yg kita mmg usahakan tu

nikmat dia tak terkata :DDD

and. cakap pasal book of secret ni

well. kita xleh lupe, Al-Quran, hides a lot of secret yang perlu kita cipher..

banyak sebenarnye yg kita boleh blaja thru Al-Quran. no matter which field we are in :)

and, baru2 ni blaja ngn sorg kawan, cmne nak tadabbur Al-Quran

surah al-Ankabut...

banyak sgt input tentang mcm mana nk berubah jadi someone yg lebih baik..

banyak sgt! and eventually, rasa mcm fall in love with Him

seronok sgt jatuh cinta dgn Allah..

perasaan dia, jauh lebih indah, sbb kita tahu, no matter what condition we are in

no matter how bad we are, no matter how weird we are

He will never leave us.

isn't it GREAT! 

and. i am paranoid.. takut ditinggalkan..

macam2 laa. and finally, lepas rasa cmni, gembira sgt!

sbb at least saya tahu, Allah is there for me.

and He will never ever leave me. 

Thankyou Allah. I love you!

men are all like that..

Men are all like that, I wouldn’t be any different
I valued you at first but then I flew away
Men are all like that, I wouldn’t be any special
I had all of your heart but then I flew away
Men are all like that

It seemed like I could never catch your heart
But little by little, your heart became to come into my hands
Now I feel burdened when you say you can’t live without me

I used to stay up all night, worried that your heart would change
When I opened my eyes, I called you to make sure of your voice
I used to hope that the moment would last forever

Men are all like that, I wouldn’t be any different
I valued you at first but then I flew away
Men are all like that, I wouldn’t be any special
I had all of your heart but then I flew away
Men are all like that

I used to just look at you for minutes
I held your hand tight, afraid that I might lose you if I let go
I used to be sad when we said goodbye so I turned back multiple times

Now I walk ahead of you
When we talk, I don’t look at your eyes
But it’s not because I don’t love you

Men are all like that, I wouldn’t be any different
I valued you at first but then I flew away
Men are all like that, I wouldn’t be any special
I had all of your heart but then I flew away
Men are all like that

Women are all like that, you wouldn’t be any different
You knew my heart but you hoped that I’d return
Women are all like that, you wouldn’t be any special
You knew it wasn’t but hoped that I would be your last
Women are all like that

p/s: this song suits the world bestt ^^
well.. men are all the same, and women are all the same.

that is why..
cinta & kasih syg itu mmg fitrah manusia..
tapi.tapi.harus diingat, that the definition of love is much more than that :)
and. now i learn more ^^
and. i am thankful to Allah for letting me learn more and more and more ^^
even it's the hard way, but at least, i've learnt ^^

ketenangan itu..

ketenangan itu..

hadir atas kurniaan Allah.. hadir atas kehendakNya

Allah! syukur, kini hati ini lebih tenang.. alhamdulillah..

tiada lagi tangisan penyesalan atas tindakan bodoh yang telah dilakukan..

sungguh..

untuk melakukan sesuatu perubahan itu, bukan hanya memerlukan jiwa yang kental

tapi memerlukan iman yang kuat, hati yang jitu

dan niat hanya satu, to please Him, the Almighty..

Bloggieee..

Ingin sekali aku kongsikan, apa yang aku rasa kini

namun, aku xreti menyusun kata, 

namun, apa yg mampu aku katakan..

letaklah segalanya di jalan Allah.. belajarlah untuk bersyukur

belajar untuk redha atas segala perkara yang telah berlaku

tiada istilah kalau dalam kamus kehidupan kita

tiada istilah jika aku begini.. jika aku buat begitu..

percayalah setiap kali ianya terdetik di hati kita

ianya adalah salah satu cara Allah cuba untuk menguji

sekuat mana keimanan kita, sekuat mana determination kita

untuk menangkis, menepis segala anasir2 luar..

Allah..

aku percaya setiap apa yang berlaku

semuanya telah ditakdirkan, dan aku tak mahu ingatinya lagi

tidak mahu berpaling lagi kepada apa yg telah aku lakukan

tiada lagi kekecewaan.

kerana aku percaya kepadaMu..

andai aku perbaiki diri aku, andai aku melengkapkan diri aku

aku percaya hidup aku akan lebih diuji dari sekarang

dan, Allah, aku tahu, ujian yang datang

adalah untuk meletakkan aku di tahap yang lebih tinggi

di sisiMu Ya Allah..

dan itulah yang akan aku usahakan..

aku hanya akan berdoa, dan aku mengharapkan yang terbaik untuk diri ini

insyaAllah, jika baik segalanya

insyaAllah, Engkau akan permudahkan segalanya

aku percaya itu.

istoqamah kan diri

assalamualaikum WBT bloggie.

alhamdulillah, masih lagi bernyawa dan bernafas atas muka bumi ni kan?

bloggieee.. terasa beruntung sgt diri ini sebab ade kawan2 yg sgt membantu

kwn2 yg di masa susah dan senang, xputus2 bagi semangat

xputus2 bagi harapan dan mendoakan agar ak terus istiqomah dlm setiap perkara

beruntung sgt bloggie.

bloggieee. sebenarnya, entah, malu sgt bila fikir apa yg aku buat selama ni

sebab, xletakkan Allah pada paksi yang sebenar2nya

oh Allah, please forgive me for all my wrongdoings

Ya Allah, pernah jugak saya terfikir, kenapa la agaknya

saya diuji berkali2 di takuk yang sama

saya fikir, mungkin ini cara Mu untuk menaikkan darjat aku di sisi Mu 

Ya Allah :)

sungguh, kadang aku sedih, kadang aku leka atas segala yang berlaku

namun, tak sekali pun aku lupa

setiap yang berlaku atas kehendakMu Ya Rabb.

dan Allah

aku mohon padaMu, agar ditetapkan iman di atas jalan Mu

Moga setiap apa pun yang aku lakukan, setiap apa pun yang aku perkatakan

mendapat rahmat dariMu Ya Allah.

moga aku dan orang-orang sekelilingku, dan org2 yang amat aku sayangi

sentiasa di bawah redha dan lindunganMu

Ampunkan kami semua Ya Rabb.

frozen

assalamualaikum WBT bloggie..

bloggieeeeeee... tawu x, harini saya gi tengok frozen dgn my buddy, bestfriend ever

azura.

so it happens kitorang beli tiket wayang kul 2.20pm punye

even dtg kul 1.40pm cmtu, seat dah nak penuh, tinggal seat depan je =_="

sungguh den xfaham, dah masuk minggu kedua tayangan, stil org berduyun2 gi tengok. sobssss.

tapi kan bloggie. nak dijadikan cerita kan.

masa time nak keluar ni la my bff cramp perut. and condition dia gile punye worse

after beli tiket tu kitorang gi makan wendy's

and, dia xlarat pun nak makan =( sedih tgk dia, tapi xtau nk tolong cmne

pastu, xhabes mkn, kitorang gi la toilet

teman dia. lama gile, sbb fahamla perasaan tu kan. last2 tgk jam dah 2.30pm dah =_="

i was likeee.. alamak, dah lebih 10 menet, cemana nih +_+

pastuuuu.. lepas gi toilet, dia cramp lagi

and she end up muntah :((

i was like sooo worried, and at that point, aku kata, burn jela tiket

malas lak nak biarkan member tu saket, kesian sorang2

soo, aku pon suh dia duduk jap, aku gi watson beli air mineral ngan bam tiger

and, lepas muntah t, alhamdulillah, she's getting fine

aku tawu dia rasa bersalah, sebab aku yg beria-ia ajak dia tengok cite tu

sebab aku gilepunye excited nak tgk cite tu, tapi sbb dia saket, kitorang xtengok

aku tgk muka dia pon aku tahu :)

tapi, nak buat camne, kita rancang, Allah yang makbulkan

Allah yang perkenankan. walaupun ade rasa kecewa siket.

yela, sebab excited sgt kan. tapi aku still fikir, takpe risq! ade hikmahnya.

adela hikmahnya jadi macam ni kan <3 p="">

and. and. tetibe, after dh settle sume, 

zura kata, risq, jomla masuk. time tu dah pukul 2.50pm, which kire dah setengah jam la cite jalan

tapi bila fikir balik, masuk jela, insyaAllah ada rezeki dapat jugak faham cite tu.

and when we arrived, alhamdulillah, tengah klimaks cerita

and i'm happy sebab at least, aku dpt tengok

and at least, aku belajar bersabar

and at least i did took care of my bestbuddy..

sungguh, saya sayang sgt kat awak.. insyaAllah, moga Allah pelihara hubungan kita till bila2.

i will always cherish the moment we are together.

alhamdulillah, thankyou Allah for sending her to me in my life

someone who i can even share any story

yang tahan dengan all my perangai. she's the best!

but doesn't mean saya lupa kawan2 lain. kawan2 lain sentiasa di hati

esp my bff farah <3 :d="" cite.="" dia..="" hehehe="" jugak="" kat="" la="" p="" sayang="" semua="" senang="">

and Allah.

saya tahu, saya dah melebihi batasan saya sebagai perempuan

tapi, mcm mana ye, ape patut saya buat ek?

kalau saya diam je? atau kalau saya buat xtahu je?

cemana Allah? :(

buntu sgt!

kadang2 rasa menyesal and nak putar balik ke masa sebulan lalu

agar saya xbuat tindakan yang boleh tahan stupid tu

tapi, for that pon saya berubah kan Allah

sebab tu jugak saya usaha dan azam dengan bersungguh2 untuk jadi terbaik

banyak perubahan housemate cakap

bagus memang bagus, tapi xpela..

mungkin hanya sekejap je pinjaman Mu itu kan Allah

salah aku juga. kerana buat sesuatu tanpa berfikir.

takpe. takpe. I am strong Allah.

please make me strong Allah <3 p="">

i hope everything will fall into place, and may Allah bless

biar apa pun yang terjadi

moga Allah berkati dan redhai segalanya :)

ketenangan

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. -oprah winfrey

heh!

oh ni ade org post. saje repost. aahhahaha ^^

and. the best was.

kalau nak cari ketenangan, kne la rapat dengan pemilik ketenangan.

sape? who else, Allah SWT <3 span="">

dan?

entahla kenapa, tetibe tgk org2 ni semua post bagai

terdetik di jiwa. kenapa Allah kata belum masanya lagi utk aku?

pastu fikir balik..

hurm, amalan tu dah cukup bagus ke?

diri sendiri dah cukup bagus ke?

dan?

apabila semua soalan tu jawapan dia biase2 je

kena sedar diri, it's not the time yet =)

whoever the person is.

cuma ingin doa pada Allah, moga segalanya dipermudahkan

semoga segalanya datang hanya dari Allah

bukan dari desakan nafsu

bukan dari desakan syaitan <3 span="">

semoga hati ini terus kekal istiqomah ^^

turning 23..

assalamualaikum WBT bloggie..

encik bloggie. next years i'm going to turn 23.

memandangkan kne ade azam tahun baru.

kena la buat sesuatu kan3 ;)

23 for me.

ape ertinya being a 23? hurm. more responsibility perhaps?

but being a 22..

i've learnt a lot of things.

sebab? even mummy pun cakap benda yg sama.

i'm more mature than before.

dulu. kalau kat rumah. slalu je bangun lambat, sebab? rase xde tanggungjawab.

tapi since dah 20 something ni. pagi2 dah ade kesedaran bangun awal

lepas subuh, dah xtido. and then, buat la ape2 yg patut.

which, makes mummy feel proud. eyyy? ;)

tapi kan bloggie. saya sgtlah bersyukur sbb at the end of my 22 years old journey

Allah bagi wake up call

there's one event in my life. which makes me turn into a new person

xpernah la se'consistent' ni bila bangun kul 4.30pagi/5.00 pagi

and now, waking up at 5 am is no big deal for me.

even, to wake up and go to ward at 7am is not biggie ^^ *proud kot*

and thanks to my dearest pengetua kolej jugak

because he believes in me, giving me the opportunity to be one of college's leader

seriously, being a leader, makes me more responsible.

and, disebabkan ni jugak, aku jadi risq atiqah munirah pada hari ini.

too many things happen in my lfe.

sampaikan kalau nak cerita mesti boleh buat novel punye la. hehehe :D

maybe a new entry kan? ^^

just one thing bloggie.

kalau la masa boleh diputar kan bloggie.

satu benda yg saya mmg xnak buat is..

falling in love!

kadang-kadang kan bloggie. saya tertanya2, kenapa la kan manusia kena jatuh cinta

sedangkan, cinta itu menyakitkan?

tapi, betul jugak.. cinta itu fitrah..

semua org akan alaminya, dan kadang2 sebab itu jugak la manusia jadi lebih matang kan ^^

bukan saya menyesal kenal dgn cinta masa usia muda

tak menyesal, sebab, thanks to that, risq yg dlu bukanlah yg sekarang *ahahaha*

tapi, kan ke best, kalau everything fall into place just at the right time. right place

tapi who are we to decide? sebab sebaik2 perancangan manusia

Allah is the best planner! ^^

too many things run into my head now. terfikir, memikir, berfikir

sampaikan kadang2 rase nak buat2 amnesia, so that i won't be able to think anything anymore.

tapi, xbest la heh =PPPP

ape pon, thankyou Allah. for everything. for every moment of my life

yang Allah tentukan utk saya, so that i am what i am now :)

*ok. malas fikir.. hehe*

hee. aritu gi pengkalan balak. besttttttttt giloss.

i don't know why, tapi this 1-week short holiday is the best holiday for me

banyak jalan2. and sgt3 happy!

i know i am chubby lagi, but i shed of 4 kilos in total now.. (sebenarnya 8 kilos, tapi cuti naik balik)

hehehe..

and. now i am euphoric! sbb amek burn-60 from GNC before my workout today

it helps gile2 to boost up my metabolism & calorie burn

tadi jog 2 round kat taman tasik permaisuri tapi bile balik xpenat langsung!

memang mantap ^^

esok pagi jogging lagi. then going to TSUPER. masuk congkak, so make sure u win!

hehe. dlu kat SAMURA kan dh jadi juara congkak. so, now, make sure ok risq. insyaAllah.

pastu petang workout lagi ok. 

doakan saya capai 45kg tau bloggie! wanna make it in 2 months time.

then, baru nak maintan kan jee.. 

i can do it! insyaAllah..

Week 1: Healthy diet

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggie.

As for today, saya telah nekad lepas tgk betapa pentingnya saya kne loose weight.

Sebab? baju banyak dah tak muat! oh noooo!

dan yang penting.

ada groupmate yang telah mencetus inspirasi.

taufiq zahari, errr. macam kevin zahari nye nama plak kan :P

dia dulu berat 100kg++ tapi lepas diet ikut healthy diet (kalori defisit)

setakat 2 bulan, dia berjaya kurangkan 20 kg *bangga*

so, dia pon sgt2 encourage aku untuk join sama2 diet healthy.

siap ajar kami lagi cmne nk exercise sume.

sooooo..

ok bloggie. cabaran disahut!

week 1: target to loose 1 kg (64 kg)

hopefully berjaya. amin :)

harini punye menu:

1. BRUNCH: mee sup ( sayur sawi + daun saderi + meatballs + telur)

2. DINNER: sup sayur (sawi+ daun saderi+meatballs)

3. SNACK: dodol. oh no! rosak diet!

4. SUPPER : Milo tanpa gula & susu

ok. harini diet hancus sebab amik dodol, dodol kan kaya dgn gula. so mulai esok, no more gula bnyk2. blh amik kalau exercise je ok risq? ^^

Starting picture:

pendaftaran junior

assalamualaikum WBT bloggie!

uwaaaahhhhhh.. rindu banget sama kamu dong!

aha! haih. mentang2 jumpe bdk twinning indon, terus speaking indon ye =PPP

ehehe.bloggie! nk tnjuk gamba teaser dulu ni.

hehe. penat oooo. since 5pm duk mengemas tempat daftar bdk2 junior ni.

this week mmg plg2 busy.

since pegang portfolio MEP Pentadbiran, ni la rasenye part paling super duper busy.

uruskan penginapan kolej.

subhanallah. mencabar minda, rohani dan jasmani sungguh

banyak gile mlm kne stay up, masa dicuri untuk siapkan urusan ni

dari part kira merit utk tentukan penginapan, sampailah part nk uruskan pendaftaran

and tomorrow is the day baby!

alhamdulillah. finally, merit sume bjaye setel, now, heading for tomorrow's event

dlm minggu ni, banyak betul org menduga kesabaran aku bloggie.

dgn ade sorg manusia yg sepatutnya dh xwujud dlm hidup muncul balik

sampai la ke bdk2 junior yg dftr awl buat hal.

subhanallah! hanya Allah je tahu

betapa stress nye hidup ni :) tapi yela, keep calm and smile ^^

btw, bloggie, nak cerita memori paling tension setakat ni la.

harini, ade sorg bdk ni, daftar awal, tapi sebenarnya nama dia xde dlm senarai yg setiausaha persiap bagi

aku dah bg diorg 2 kali dah review, takde sape bangkitkan hal ni

so? bukan la salah aku kan? sbb aku buat ape yg aku dpt je.

so, aku n org2 atasan MEP decide xnak bg dia daftar and suh dia duk bilik kawan

tapi, bila ak tgk balik, dia dtg dr jauh, dgn famili lg, dgn brg2 dia yg penuh kete lagi.

adeh! if i'm in that situation. mak bapak dtg? aduiiii...

last2 aku call prof zul, and bla3, last2 bg la dia daftar.

the worst part is that, masa dah daftar tu, dia call ak, which at that time aku suppose ade lecture

ckp kunci xleh guna, so and so

ayat dia yg blh buat aku hilang kesabaran..

"MEP xcheck ke rumah2 ni sebelum ni, ade kunci x?"

hello dik! ingat MEP ni keje office ke?

kami ni student jugak, kami jd medium je, kalau kami yg kne check

abestu ape keje org office? @@

blh plak suh MEP yg dtg sne tgk mcm mana nk selesai masalah

huuuu.berapi betul aku. aku reply la, dik, ni keje pejabat, kalau ada masalah, dtg office balik

then dia reply ape tahu?

kak, sy dah xleh tahan, xleh terima la mcm ni.

hamboih! dh la nama xde, ni kire baik aku bg ko daftar

kalau org lain, jgn harap ko dpt belas kasihan cmni tahu?

aku ckp senang je,

dik, awk tahu x nama awk xde dlm list, awk satu2 nye org yg dftr kat kolej luar hari ni

kami mmg xexpect kehadiran awk

so, awk xboleh salahkan pihak kami kalau ade masalah

pastu baru dia sedar diri sket!

haih! kalau aku ni panas baran, xmature enough, maunya ak mengamuk

tapi, yela, kita kn pentadbiran.. barisan kepimpinan

kena la mcm rational, xleh emosi2 sangat!

takpela dik, akak walaupun susah nk terima ape ko buat

akak maafkan walaupun hakikatnya ko xmsg akak ckp mntk maaf ke ape.

akak ni jenuhla lari sana lari sini

jumpe abg man bagai nak bantu awk selesai masalah

akak call awk 3 kali xberangkat.. akak malas dah

then ko call akak ckp, akak dah settle dah..

hello dik! kalau dh settle apesal xcall awal2.

bengong tahu! haihhh la adik..

sabar jela akak dgn org cm awk ni

ni baru sorg, esok ni nk dkt 200 org dftr, msti ade lagi aku akan jumpe umat manusia cmni @@

sabar risq! sabar!

huhuhu..

walaupun adik tu buat aku stress.

tapi ak ttp excited nk jumpe adik2 3rd yr esok.

moga2 urusan dipermudahkan.amin!

dan, xsabar nk jumpe buddy aku jugak esk <3 p="" yeay="">

welcome to HUKM dik..

and. dahla. tunggu esk aku amek gamba bebanyak eh. baru teaser je kan.

tunggu tau!

p/s: final lagi sebulan, cepat sedar diri, and berusaha.

tahun dpn nk final yr dah kan. chaiyok2!

KJK die hard fan :)

assalamualaikum WBT bloggieee...

i fall in love with this song :(

i can feel his feeling.. he sings very3 well..

terasa meresap ke jiwa..

that shows he sings with his heart kan?

hopefully i'll meet someone that will love me truely

sincerely with his heart..and he'll love me the way I am :)

and.the most important

he loves because of Allah SWT ^^

how i wish... KJK clone be born

and be my partner ^^ of coz KJK muslim version la.hehehe :D

morning talks

it's 4 am in the morning

and here i am typing... thinking of what should i be doing now

why? why must it happen?

kenapa mesti kerja ni makin lama makin bertambah?

kenapa mesti aku xde masa untuk diri aku sendiri?

i hate it! monday going to be my long case.

and this friday till sunday, i'll be having my camp..

untuk MEP Kolej..why? why must u organized the event when i'm having my exam the next day? @@

it's soooo stressful.

it's sooooo annoying

BUT! i must always remember one thing

Allah will never burden us with something we can't handle.

so. we must prove it! that we actually can make it through

this is my part.

Allah being testing me.. so that i'll be a better muslim

and i believe that.

i will be a better muslim.one fine day insyaAllah.

and now. i've just finished my introduction part for SSM.

tiring enough huh? @@

i need to sleep. it's already 4 am

tomorrow's going to be a good day for me.insyaAllah :)

may Allah bless. amin :)

nisfu syaaban

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggieeee

Malam nisfu syaaban :)

dan.saya baru balik membeli-belah di tesco

dan beli sepasang jubah

sgt kejam kan? menghabiskan duet.. tapi bukan selalu ye!

dan.

hari ni.. kne baca yassin

tapi, ABC..

jadi, ayah pesan, suruh niat pon takpe..

so, here i am dengan niat :)

1. Moga Allah SWT akan memanjangkan umur sy utk sy beribadah dengan sempurna utk sepanjang tahun ini. semoga Allah memanjangkan usia ibu ayah juga mama juga adik beradik, juga family, juga kwan2, juga cikgu2 yg sy amat sayangi :)

2. Moga Allah tetapkan iman saya di jalan yg benar. moga sy akan jadi muslimah yang solehah. dan akan berbakti kepada negara, agama dan bangsa. Moga Allah pelihara org yg saya sayangi :)

3. Moga Allah meluaskan rezeki pada tahun ini. Moga Allah melimpahkan rezeki buat saya, dan keluarga serta kwn2 dan cikgu.. semoga semua org mendapat berkat dari Allah SWT.

dan.

baca artikel. dia ckp. malam nisfu syaaban ni

Allah turunkan wahyu buat malaikat. siapa yg akan dicabutkan nyawanya pd tahun ini

kita hanya manusia

kita xtahu ape perancangan Allah kan?

semoga semuanya dalam keadaan yang baik2 sahaja. amin Ya Allah :)

dan juga.

saya dah beli 5 pasang stoking.

semoga istiqamah dalam membetulkan diri ye Risq!

insyaAllah! Towards better muslimah :)

sungguh aku malas

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggieeee

sungguh la aku malas sgt skrg ni bloggie.

kitorang tetiap posting kne buat case write up

where kitorg kne cari case dekat ward pastu buat write up based on that case

so, proses dia, kne interview, examine patient

amek result sume investigation dia, then, discuss la pasal case tu

aritu aku buat pon 1 day before kena hantar

hahaha..

tau ape outcome case write up aku?

prof aku komen: risq! i was soooo suprised with ur CWU

u can speak english very well

but ur writing quite bad huh? +_+

hahaha.mau x bad. aku buat few hours before hantar

huhuhuhuhu..maapla prof.. saya janji sya betulkan dan tulis chantek2 pasni

hehehehe :DDDD

tapi tula, sbb tula skrg aku terdampar depan laptop

sambil2 layang lagu lama2

aku pun duk menyalin la CWU aku menggunakan handwriting yg xberapa nak chantek ni

mcm balik zaman purba kn?

kene menyalin bagai.. reason? sbb ade student yg copy paste sume

in the end.....

awk sume buat CWU gune tangan *handwriting*

mari pengsan beramai-ramai

ape chekgu2 kesayangan sy xmemahami ke keadaan student diorg yg pemalas ni?

huhuhuhuhuhu..

menyalin 30 muka surat CWU is not a good thing

lama2 boleh kene carpal tunnel syndrome tahu? @@

nanti kalau kitorang yg student ni masuk wad beramai2

barula prof2 kesayangan kami ni faham kot

hehehehhe =P over tau risq!

ok.ok.

dah jangan bebel..siapkan keje awk tu cepat

pastu boleh tido

then boleh berangan

then boleh senyum sorg2..hahahaha =PPP

adios.

errr....salah la.. gudniteeee bloggieee shayang! muahhhh! :-*

p/s: betul ke kalau kita teringat kat seseorang means dia ingat kat kita?

saya teringat someone.. my schoolmate zaman form 1 form 2

means dia teringat kat saya juge ke?

ehhh...*tampar pipi suruh kembali ke alam nyata*

hanya dia je tahu ape erti lagu yusry-haru biru

dan hanya dia je tahu ape erti lagu chipmunk

dan hanya dia je tahu ape erti semua diari2 aku zaman tu :)

dan hanya dia je tahu ape erti kapal terbang kertas yg tulis kamikaze

dan hanya dia je tahu, apa erti menunggu waktu aku sakit dekat sickbay dulu

dan hanya dia je tak tahu

aku pernah masukkan kriteria ciri-ciri dia dalam ciri idaman aku ^^

tapi, takpernah pon bagitahu sape2 melainkan awk cik bloggieeee

jumpe semula lepas sekolah, mmg rasa sangat weird..

haihhh.. hanya Allah je yang tahu apa yg terbaik

saya xmengharap atau menunggu..

saya hanya berdoa yg terbaik utk saya.. dan dia :) 

cita-cita kita sama kan? mungkin satu masa nanti

kalau betul awak utk saya.. kita jumpe jadi rakan sekerja

who knows kan? ok.. tamat kisah ^^

adios bloggieee. please pray boleh?:)

Anti-social / anti-lelaki

Assalamualaikum WBT n hello bloggie

Bloggie. Saya xtau apa yg sy buat ni salah or what. Huhu. Tapi niat sy buat ni sbb sy mmg janji pd diri saya. N sy janji pd Allah utk berubah kearah yg lebih baik. Firstly, dlm hidup sy sepanjang 22 tahun ni, sy penah betul2 berchenta skali kot. Yg crush2 atau lain2 tu xkire la. Yg serious tu skali je. And lama jugak la sy ngn dia. Almost 4/5 yrs. Mmg r/ship tu bermula dgn kwn then tanpa sedar tersuka dia. Tapi. Hbungan tu xpernah happy atau membawa sy jd aomeone yg better. Disebabkan berchenta sebelum usia yg sepatutnya, sy slalu depressed and berfikir dgn sgt xmatang. Jadi, kesimpulan sy utk relationship sebelum kahwin adalah VERY BAD.

Justeru, disebabkan oleh itu, saya pn semakin kurang bergaul dgn lelaki, sy buang sikap bls msg lelaki yg xde kaitan kerja. Since then, sy hanya msg lelaki apabila perlu dan ada kerja. Xde msg siapa2 skdr nk sembang kosong. I have no intention towards guys anymore.

Recently, ade someone from my past msg, and saja nk brtanye khabar. I know its rude but I din reply his msg, and it ends up dia panggil sy sombong. Lastly, sy gather la courage n say that bkn niat nk menyombong, tp sy mmg xreply msg yg xberkenaan. I know he feel offended bla3 tapi what can I do? Rase bsalah la jugak. Tapi, since he's not someone close, I just shut my eyes off n forget. Kalau dia nk remove fren ke hape ke its up to him la kan. I dun mind. Walaupun rase bsalah, tapi sy buat ats dasar janji yg sy dh buat. So I hope Allah wil forgive me for doing such thing and make me istiqamah in whatever I do.

Ya Allah, the only thing I pray and hope is to get ur blessing, and I hope u'll grant me with someone who can guide me once I'm ready. Tq Allah ;)

assalamualaikum WBT.. hye3 bloggieeeee ^^

bloggie.. ni gambar unofficial la utk MEP kali ni :)

btw kan bloggie. bdk multimedia si paan ni mmg nk kne babap tau

cube tgk eja nama ai salah. sbb tula kata unofficial

sbb dia kne betulkan balik.muehehehe :DDD

bloggie..

nak mengadu domba boleh x?

huhuhuhu..

bloggieee..

saya tahu, xsemua org enthusiastic mcm saya

saya tahu xsemua org energetic and bersemangat waja mcm saya.

tapi bloggie.can't they actually think of others instead of thinking about themselves more?

bukan dia je nak study

i do too..i need my study time too!

ape la salahnye kalau keje dalam kumpulan, buat sama2 kan?

tapi bloggie.

saya juga faham. ni la purpose of PPD..

kat sini la kita belajar.. mcm mana nk jd leader

how to manage the diversity.. how to cope with different2 kind of people in a group.

well bloggie..

bukan senang.. tapi alhamdulillah.. things goes well.

and i really hope this time punye charity event will come true..

and i really hope we manage to get things done :)

bloggieeeeee...

ok.enough of babbling..ni sume penangan visit PPD under posting psikiatri

huhuhuhuhu...

bloggieeeeee...

saya bahagia sangat sbb Allah bantu banyak sgt kali ni

dari segi buat kerja

dari segi mengawal emosi

banyak la Allah bantu ^^ alhamdulillah. praise to Allah :)

and now, utk keje MEP je..

saya dah siapkan fail2 portfolio MEP

takwim MEP pon dah siap

minit mesyuarat.. bla3..

cop MEP je tinggal skrg. nanti kan bila dah siap cop, ai tayang2 kat u eh bloggie ;) hehehe :D

p/s: saya blur @@

my developement

assalamualaikum WBT bloggie..

hyeeee!!!

bloggie. harini dengan semalam tangan saya sgt gatal

CWU xsiap kne hantar esok

pastu reflective writing xsiap lagi jugak.hahahaha

tapi, tangan dok gatal scroll down gambar lama2..

hehehe..bloggieeeeeeee

sile la tgk how i developed in this 5 years.

2008 ni masa tgh matriks lagi

sumpah innocent gile muka.hahahahaha

mcm kanak2 ribena beri yg baru belajar. hehehe

then, masuk 2011, masa ni masih lg maintain kurus..

berat pon xla tinggi mana..

masa ni boleh tahan cute la jugak.. masa sweet2 lagi..

time ni still lg dengan my ex.. 

which kalau xsilap 3months after that kitorang break up for real

haha. biasela kanak2 remaja yg baru nk membesar..

cinta monyet yg xke mana pon sebenarnye

menyesal pon ade berchenta2 dulu

tapi nk buat cmne, xmatang lagi time tu @@

pastu. after break up dgn my ex around dec 2011 kot

masa tu mmg xpernah kembali semula mcm dlu2 la..

agaknye stress.depress ke ape tah

makan la dgn excessively =PPP

oh no!!! and u can see how i transform into a chubby gurl

uwaaaa..mcm monster inc je tgk.hahahaha

nak naik berat senang gile weh. within 2 months kot, aku naik almost 10-15kg.

hahahaha. gile x gile penangan break up =PPP

pastu berat tu makin lama makin teruk..

ke'chubby'an makin melampau sampai sume tegur aku bulat nak mati

hahaha. nak buat cmne

bukan aku mintak. salahkan hormon pleaseeeee ;)

pastu sekarang ni dah pertengahan 2013

masih lagi sama mcm yg 2012 tu

cuma adela turun sikit2.

start last week baru berusaha sungguh2 nak loose weight

xsanggup ah sume baju lama2 xleh pakai

seteressssss!

and alhamdulillah, turun dah 3 kg sekarang..

bukan senang nak shed off sume lemak2 yg baru terkumpul

since dia baru setahun, mungkin belum tepu lagi la kot

so harapnye sempatla nak shed off sikit before raya.

HEHEHE :D

pray for me eyyyyyy ;)

and risq, please, BE DETERMINE!

i wanna my old self back. amin :)

may Allah ease.

maksu vs muhaymin

hahahaha..

poyo xpoyo dah banyak pulak post aku hari ni =PPP

eh.pipi kitorang sama kan? ;) hehehe

i am lost :(

bad things happen when u stay alone :(

i hate staying alone in room.

that's why when i'm home, i'll open up the door, because i really hate staying in a closed and unhappy room.

i hate quietness!

i hate everything that is lonely.. and i don't like being alone

maybe that is why i'm joining lotssss of programs and being in an organization

because, eventhough i'm not really good at it

but at least, i can meet people

even i'm the introvert type

at least i can see people around me.

is it weird?

am i weird?

but what do i care. as long as i'm happy.

don't blame before you think ^^

eheh. assalamualaikum WBT bloggie.

well bloggie. harini bukan la nk menghukum sape2. tapi ternampak satu post ni dkt FB

hello bro! kalau saya xpernah masuk psychiatry nye posting

mungkin sy pon setuju.

jadi, sebelum nak blame sape2, tolong buat research. tq!

sume org tak tahu, penyakit mental bukan hanya GILA!

bkn nye cakap sorg2 je..

banyak sangat jenis penyakit mental

and 1 of it is eating disorder..

so, kalau masalah anorexia/bulimia/excessive eating/obesiti

sume tu sebenarnya termasuk dalam penyakit MENTAL

ingat MENTAL tu gila je ke?

huishhhhh.. geram dgn pemikiran sempit org2 ni sume

tapi betul jugak, kalau dah benci tu, sume benda nampak busuk

kalau xsuka surat khabar tu, mula la nak MENGUTUK je.

org srat khabar bukannye xeducated la bro!

diorang mesti la buat research dulu

and u mister, please, don't judge and simply blame people ;)

well. ni dah masuk kes emotional

maaf bro!

xde niat nak blame, walaupun sebenarnye geram ;)

p/s: don't speak if u don't know. tq ^^

a beautiful mind :)

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggie..

hyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

do u wanna know what happen to a schizo patient?

let's watch this awesome movie.

let's get to know them

let understand them..

they are just a bit unlucky to have the disease

but as a normal human being

let's help them. let's guide them

don't thro them away.. because they're soooo confuse.

they don't even know that all those hallucination & delusion of theirs

are actually did not exists at all..

and. i would emphasize that to u

do not sigmatized them! do not judge them!

they are human being tooo. guide them and make them feel accepted.

because, everyone belongs in this world.

insyaAllah.

may Allah bless all my lovely schizo patient.amin :)

3 tahun

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggie

Ya Allah! How time flies..

Do u even realize that u've already 3 years old bloggie?

Macam xpercaya pon ade.

Dulu blog ni tercipta after diri rasa sgt miserable lepas kne reseat paper masa 1st year

And bloggie jugakla yg tgk kejatuhan aku

Masa dr cakap, kne repeat year

And now, bloggie, finally dah sampai 4th year dah pun

Ya Allah, macam xpercaya sangat2.

Subhanallah! Thank you so much Allah!

I've never thought u will exists for this long

seeing how i grew up from nobody

From a childish person, into a young adult 

A young woman, and a future doctor in few year time.

I just donno what to say bloggie

I just hope u'll bear with me this few years 

InsyaAllah bloggie.

Come and grad with me

Come and grow old with me ok?

InsyaAllah...

reminding self :)

assalamualaikum WBT and hyeeeeeee!

eh bloggie. it seems like ages, but still within few months kan?

holaaaa bloggie! well.this post is just to remind myself

why? and for what reason that i wanna be a doctor ;)

well bloggie. as u know, i am not the one that choose to be a doctor at first

it was choosen by my family, to be exact my daddy's hope

when i finished up my matrics, i got an opportunity to pursue my study overseas in UK

in bachelor of pure maths, which is my fav subject since years ago

even in matrics, i managed to get full marks for one of the exam

however, Allah is the Almighty.

we can plan, but HE knows the best for us.

well, when my dad knew that i also got the offer from UKM to be a medical doctor

he was so excited and happy

besides, he also ask me to just ignore the UK offer.

If i were to go to UK, i'll spent about 3 years there and of course when i return, i'll be placed as lecturer in any matriculation in Malaysia.

but then, even it saddened me, but finally, i trust in my instinct to continue my journey

and decided to be a medical doctor.

well, as the journey started, i almost feel like dying

as biology is not my fav subject at all!

and of course during my first yr, i have to repeat the year all over again

which at that moment, i really2 regret it so much, and keep on blaming myself

for not choosing what i really2 want

but then, as years goes by

and now finally i almost finished 65% of my journey

and only left 1 and 1/2 years to continue.

even the starting is not that good, but finally at this moment

i finally can breathe and i'm sooo happy with what i have now.

people. ever since i'm in primary school

if anybody does ask me, what is my ambition?

i would say that my ambition is to be a prof. dr =PPP

and i still remember how weird their faces are when i said that

well, at that time, my only concern is i want my name to be as long as it can be.

HAHAHAHAH =PPP

Prof. Dr. Risq Atiqah Munirah bt Mohamed Mustafa

that is just my dream.

even now, i still feel the urge to get that title,

one fine day insyaAllah people ;)

and now. i am soooo obsessed with my psychiatry posting

well you know, i just discovered that

from all my posting before,

this is what suit me the most, and make my life happier

the satisfaction that i feel when people coming in looking very miserable

and when the dr treats them, they live their life happily

that is my aim

that is my goal!

well people. i just discovered that i always put someone that i really love

way ahead of me

because, last time when i went to pulau perhentian,

i still remember when i only have few ringgits in my wallet

the only thing that came into my mind

is to buy my parent and my family souvenir

and i didn't get any for myself @@

that's how i am

and i know, psychiatry will be the best for me

because i love to see people smiling

and become happy when they see us

even, i do really love to read the psychiatry books compared to other medical book

and i really hope to be like one of my specialist.

my hope and my dream

is to be a geriatric or children/adolescent psychiatrist

and, my target for this posting 

is to get an A for the posting

i really2 want that! insyaAllah ^^

p/s: ok. enough mumbling ;) hehehe.

3rd monthday :)

Assalamualaikum WBT bloggieeee..

eh? dah sebulan lebih xhapdate ehh? =PPP sorry la bloggie. i've been sooooo busy this month

kadang rase cam xcukup tanah nak buat sume bende

sobs.sobs.sobs.

sape suh apply jadi MEP kolej kan? =PP

anyway bloggie. this post is specially dedicated to my beloved nephew

the one and only at the moment

the one and only lil boy that always make me smile when i look at his pic in my phone

xjumpe awk, tgk gamba pon maksu rindu tau syg ;)

hehe.

baru faham ape perasaan org ade anak buah

kalau anak buah dah cmni, kalau anak sendiri? 

now u know why ur mummy & daddy so protective of u eyy risq?=PP

happy 3rd monthday my sayang..

really, maksu loves u soooo much! only Allah knows how excited i am to see u

even i am soooo busy this week

but since this is the only time i can sneak out from my posting

from my college work

i'll sacrifice some time to spend time with u

because maksu miss u sooo much!

my dear muhaymin.

maksu always pray that Allah will always take good care of u

and i really hope that u'll become a very3 good person 

successful person and of course, excellent muslim in the future ahead

my dear muhaymin,

ever since u were born, my family changed a lot

i guess it's true that when Allah's says that "anak adalah pintu rezeki"

ur daddy a.k.a my brother got his new job with almost 3times his last salary

at the moment as well, maksu is doing my best in medical school

u make maksu feels spirited 

maksu's desire to become a doctor shoot up whenever i see ur face

whenever maksu thinks of u sayang

and ur uncle (abg cik) is doing good too

i guess, u gives us so much happiness.

my dear muhaymin.
above all, maksu would like to say only this
HAPPY MONTHDAY SAYANG!
and remember that u will always have me
and i'll take care of u in the future insyaAllah :)
i loveeeeee you :)